borderline babe

I think part of why people with bpd get abused so easily is bc of how easy it is to emotionally forget the pain you went through and once you are in a Good Mood you suddenly can’t process what the Bad felt like anymore. It’s like “oh that was awful but it’s way better now” and it’s just really easy to get stuck in cycles like that.

i hate that my first reaction to stress is always Time To Die™ like ok calm down edgelord

Splitting is so wild like, ya I know I just told you that I hate you but,, listen to me,,., I’ve changed since then

I spent a year looking for this post.

u kno that feeling when u wanna die in a v dramatic way so u can have Attention but u don’t want anybody to get hurt except u

me: says literally anything me in my head: that was stupid and now everyone hates u. congrats

Me, a compulsive liar, giving advice to others: telling the truth is always the best way forward! it makes everything a lot smoother and easier, and avoids further issues!

when someone suddenly stops replying and your abandonment issues kick into MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE

I love how anti self dx’s think my symptoms aren’t valid until I get professionally diagnosed like you think my life altered after I got the diagnosis?????????? No one hands me a piece of paper saying I have PTSD and then I start having nightmares and dissociating

Isn’t it amazing how you can hear the words “no you’re not bugging me!” “no you’re not annoying!” “I care about you!” a million times and yet you’re never gonna truly believe them