Trying to practice Mindfulness
me: im in the shower. the water is warm. im picking up the soap...
Brain: Hey, lets think about this upsetting thing-
Me: I AM HOLDING THE SOAP IN MY HAND. I AM RUBBING THE SOAP ON MY LEFT ARM WITH MY RIGHT HAND...
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@bpdino
Trying to practice Mindfulness
me: im in the shower. the water is warm. im picking up the soap...
Brain: Hey, lets think about this upsetting thing-
Me: I AM HOLDING THE SOAP IN MY HAND. I AM RUBBING THE SOAP ON MY LEFT ARM WITH MY RIGHT HAND...

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when u see ur fp after being separated for more than 5 minutes
someone: you donât have to change yourself for me :)
me: listen, my guy, I have a different fabricated personality for every person in my life, so if you have any critiques lmk
someone:are you ok
me:...........anyway
no therapy we die like men

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Honestly? To be honest? tbh? Truthfully? Iâm so tired
Me: *is numb and dissociated*
Me: man, I wish I could FEEL something!
Brain: you mean like THIS?!
Me: no, please, not like that
my BPD ass, who alters my personality to accommodate the personâs iâm talking to every time i meet someone new: has a lengthy discussion me, 15 minutes later: so do i block them or delete my blog
me: *takes a deep breath* me: i lo- anyone who has spent five seconds around me ever: yes, you love Attention, we know, you love Attention so much, itâs the light of your life, you love it so much, you just love Attention, we KNOW , you love Attention you fucking love Attention ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE ATTENTION. WE GET IT.
someone: youre so overdramatic!!!!!!
me: *draped over a plush, black velvet armchair with gold trim, wearing a floor length blue gown in the middle of the day, holding a hand with many large rings delicately to my chest and sipping soda from a wine glass* what ever do you mean?

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here come the waterworks!!!
Nothing's hurt this badly since 2014.
A person from 150 years ago would be terrified by modern stuff. However, a duck from 150 years ago would just be all like, still got lakes? yes ? okay cool
me: whatever you do do NOT fp this person
my bpd:
tbpdfw someone giving attention to anyone else feels like a Personal Attack on you

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Hi all, I know it says in my description that all posts are rebloggable, but since that recent post got unexpectedly popular, I just wanted to clarify a bit.
This blog was created as a safe space for myself and others like me: people who have BPD and any other comorbid disorders (whether professionally or self-diagnosed), people who are neurodivergent / mentally ill, people who are questioning whether they have a specific disorder or whether they are mentally ill, and people who have suffered from / currently struggle with emotional abuse and trauma. I included questioning because anyone who is still trying to identify or label what it is theyâre experiencing is welcome to stay.
That being said, this is a polite request to any and all neurotypicals visiting this blog to leave this blog as a safe space. I may sometimes joke about my illnesses and feelings as a coping mechanism but my posts are not meant to be funny/relateable outside of a mentally ill context, even if they may read that way. It does make me uncomfortable for others to treat my thoughts and feelings with a casual âEveryone feels this way, not just borderlinesâ tone. I understand that since that post got so big, most people reblogging it donât know what the rest of my blog looks like. But please, if you notice âborderlineâ or âbpdâ or any other disorder-related keywords in someoneâs url and you donât have those symptoms, please be respectful and let this community be what it is without intruding.
tbpdfw youâre sitting next to your friends and theyâre not giving your their Attention, Acknowledgment and Validation⢠so you kinda panic and breakdown on the inside wondering if youâre actually invisible to them