crybaby

Stop asking me if I’m okay, cause what the fuck you gonna do if I’m not?

self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

kinda worried I’m never gonna be cared about in the way I imagine

sorry if i seem distant & suicidal im just distant & suicidal

All my friends would be so much happier if I was dead. Then they wouldn’t have to deal with me anymore. I know they’re tired of dealing with me, they barely let me talk to them anymore

anybody else with bpd trying hard as hell to ignore someone and fail to even if they been ignoring your sorry ass for days

i dont feel appreciated anymore and when i tell you how i feel you make it worse

I know he's more important to you now and thats okay, but I miss when it was just you and me against the world. I'm so happy you found love but I wish I was enough for you.

there’s only so much pain one can handle

i don’t hate you for breaking me, i hate you for making me believe that you care when in reality you never fucking did in the first place.

everyone is out there thriving, in love, getting their shit together then there’s me: a piece of shit that is stuck in this dark depressing hole that i can’t seem to get myself out of.

Canicutmywristsagain?

i hate the fact that I need to be constantly reassured that people still want me in their life.