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'It is sweet and amazing, even after months of being kept like this, you still grunt in attempts to probably beg, likely for release, maybe just for attention, probably still hoping that it might make any change to your new life i exactly the way you are now. But don't worry, keep doing that, it just adds to my pleasure of keeping you forever like this.' I only went with him for some rubber bondage fun, when he approached and after some talking invited me in that bar having noticed my stare at any boy covered in rubber there.

I was in heaven not 20 minutes after we got into his home, head to toe covered in his rubber, gagged, blindfolded, earbuds with white noise in the ears, my arms rendered useless in that sleeve on my back, those weird bootes making walking pretty much Impossible, well until maybe one day i learn walking in those.

What i to date am not aware of, the state i am kept in is only interrupted for the health required cleaning breaks in which i am are fully unconscious, so not even realize it, so yes, to me it feels as if there has not been a single minute where i was not kept exactly this way, and those grunts and moans, they seem to be more reflex than attempts to communicate.

Since daddy has reached back out to me ... oh let me update you what happened and why i'm back which seems like redoing things over on my blog. Late last year i meet my daddy online and he was looking for a baby and wanted it real as possible. This meant for me to be relearning how to be the baby he wanted in age 10 months old but never passed 11 months and required everything that comes with that age. This meant utilizing the diaper for its intended purpose and no use of the toilet regardless where i was(home or public). Baby food, and bottles 24/7. Sleeping in a crib and having the bedroom convert over to a nursery. having scheduled naps, bedtimes, and permission to do anything was needed form him. Additionally, GPS tracking on me was required and i was going to be in a sissy baby boy clit cage (chastity) permanently since i had no more use for it with only the need to wet my diapers. he also would be picking out my cloths to wear for the day for work and at home. It sounded great knowing that i would start building a relationship with someone that wanted and like what i was looking for.

i will say i had previous online daddies that i know i wouldn't be able to meet and would have been only web based activities. One special one started enhancing my training as a baby especially by the partial name of "cast". He got me doing things that brought me to acceptance even though it was a bumpy road in adapting to. But i truly thank him for his guidance during that time and the exposure.

So my current daddy that has come back to me... yes i screwed up and stopped and dropped everything due to issues at home and didn't communicate with on what was going on. So 15 days ago i got a text from him and ask "how i was doing". i was shocked to see it since i thought i burned my bridge and he would not have anything to do with me anymore. That is the main reason i didn't reach back out to him in over 6 months. i have replied back and told him everything after i apologized for my actions and what i did to him from not communicating.

After giving him the explanation there was a moment of silence and the he asked 2 questions 1.) am i still in my diaper using them? He had the right for the truth and i replied that i have cheated by using the toilet for pooping and at times peeing but kept wearing the disposable diapers only since we gotten rid of my underwear when we first meet. again a moment of silence which i thought it was over he asked is my sissy baby boy clit cage on still. i knew this was also going to be the answer he didn't want to hear but i advised him it was drilled off and thrown away since i didn't think i would ever hear rom him or have anyone else over see me.

Daddy did state the disappointment in me and told me that he is willing to take me back but he is changing out some of the rules what we had before and have the list from last time and was going to update it with added insurances that i couldn't back out of this again and there is no going back. i was numb from hearing that there would be insurances that prevented me from not doing this anymore but also knowingly i had full trust in him and needed to accept my fate i agreed.

i was instructed at that moment that i'm no longer to use the toilet which i had to removed the water lines under his supervision and that i'm was now wearing my potty for full use only and there was not exceptions to be made. once done with that i was instructed to purge everything i had in stock, bottles, cloth diapers, plastic pants, toys, and clothing with the exception of the crib and my disposable diapers. This was a hard reset button being pushed from daddy and only wanted things he picked for me to be using. Cameras were placed back up in all areas of the house and outside which he picked the areas. i was no longer entrusted as his baby of having any privacy and first rule was diaper must be kept exposed when at home or an outfit he pick once i gotten new baby cloths that he will get. The GPS tracker was placed back on me that same day and the app "baby tracker" which is a log entry tracking for feedings, changes, and sleeping was also reactivated.

So i have the new updated rules that u seen on my blog showing it being posted in t he nursery to follow and keep reminding myself what is only allowed. also too hard to post the wearing of my clit cage (gotta figure out how to by-pass the screening on that i seen other posted blogs of others in cages but for some reason i cant.

The cage was ordered quickly and i received it from daddy and also a different type of plug that was going to be inserted into the cage instead of the lock and key that came with it. This plug lock looked stronger material with some type of mixture than the previous plugs i used in the pass which was all plastic material. For 4 days i had the new cage on with the standard lock and key use if needed. Daddy told me this is the testing period since he needed to know if it would work without any issues. And of course, a follow-up statement that if it works out then that special plug was going to be used and the key and lock was going bye bye and it will remain permanently on.

so my sissy baby boy clit cage is permanently locked on which was so different than before. the key opened the lock to the cage and was removed and tossed into the trashcan stating it wasn't needed any more and the new plug was placed in which a pair of pliers where needed to twist with force to get the plug inserted. Halfway installed the action stopped and the pliers were removed and instructed me to use my finger and push it in which would finish the job. i was nervous for some reason since this was different then before and accepted my fate and pushed it in the chamber. a really load click and snap was heard not like the previous plugs made and the cage was now a solid one piece until and a hook loop was in the middle to the cage keeping my nuts separated to each side preventing any movement.

You seen the pictures posted recently of the nursery, baby food , restraints and toys. i have included now a copy of the baby tracker info of activity and also to the first wave to cloth diapers being purchased 8ea. withe lots of cloth insert soakers. there will be another pending order for more cloth diapers since his goal is to have me in them 24/7 and rarely in disposable diapers.

Next week Daddy told me that we will be receiving some baby clothing and that yes there will be dresses and baby boy clothing. and onesies will be worn at all times under my clothing at all times.

will keep u update when things progress and i know i cant get out of this at all now and have to accept it regardless.

Daddy was greated by Jonathon's semi naked form asleep and spralled across the bed when he returned home. As he quietly stripped off his soiled work clothes he gazed at the narrow fitting medical diaper bunched between Jonathon's pale cheeks his cock already pressing against his sweaty underwear in anticipation of the next few minutes.

The movement on the bed made Jonathon stir and the firm hands on his hips, dragging him onto his knees, elicited a moan of protest into his dummy gag. Daddy slipped a hand between Jonathon's legs to feel the damp padding he knew he'd find. Luckily the nappy had kept the bed sheets dry, which had been Daddy's main concern that morning, particularly as he normally kept his boi in an assortment of colourful, babyish, ultra thick nappies.

Jonathon whimpered, his tongue compressed by the bulbous rubber teat, desperately trying to shake free his dream filled mind. He felt a hand on the back of his head pushing his face into the pillow. He knew what was coming, he'd been promised it this morning but the rip of the nappy tapes from around his waist and the rush of cool air around his damp ball sack heightened the impending violation.

"I know you want this," Daddy whispered, rubbing his thick member along Jonathon's smooth crack, pausing at his puckered hole.

Jonathon shook his head in protest and tried to pull away. Gripping Jonathon's narrow hips, Daddy pressed home the point, all seven inches of it.

Let’s show the whole city how much of a baby you are, Buddy.

And there’s no escape from these pajamas until this diaper is filled to the brim.