every mess i make, i make on purpose

I am new to the tc and J*ff community and I wanted to say that your post really spoke to me. I recently watched the documentary and I feel so lost in loneliness sometimes. I really want to connect with people but I'm scared. I was lurking for a while last year, but I always too scared to talk to people, now it's too late because everyone's left and I'm feeling more isolated than ever.

D*hm*r Addiction

Lost More

Not sure whether or not I'm happy about my weight loss. I gained back what I was supposed(advised) to and now I've lost it. It's very early, much too early to be measuring. I stopped paying attention to my meals the last few weeks and it just happened. So many mixed feelings because I still feel quite wide, but I know I can't trust my perception. Perhaps it's time for a McDonald's trip as soon as my companion wakes the fuck up ✴️

The silence is so loud today

It could be because I've had a coffee this evening, but there's something different in the air. A buzzing tension or simmering. It's actually so strange how head-empty I become when I scour through online conversations. A wise person once said

"It's called a thread because if you spend hours arguing online with strangers, your life is hanging by one"

I should take my own advice and stay off reddit. I don't even argue, I argue with them in my mind like

Yeah, that's what I would say if I replied rn

Blocked List

I made the discovery that if you block someone through an anonymous ask, they will appear on your blocked list. Interesting. Waking up to hate and judgement from someone who's probably covered in mold from sitting at their computer all day is quite funny, until you realize how sad it really is. Anyway, Good morning to everyone, I hope you enjoy that coffee or tea you're having. And remember that there is so much more than what is on your screens, and that nuisance that seems to have such strong opinions about you is far, far away in reality. ✴️

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(I'm an anon that always signs off with an emoji and positive vibes, or goofy depending on who I message 😁)

Positive Vibe anon! :]

Hello.

Thank you for making another positive message to have on my blog. Amongst all the sad posts, these are welcome <3