Mom, Your Little Boy Wants To Kill Himself!

Don’t give people more than they deserve.

You don’t understand my situation! I’m not other people, everyone is different. I spent years trying to do things I thought I be able to do. You don’t know how far I have come. You don’t know the fight that continues on inside. You dont know that I struggle to survive each and everyday. Depression is and illness, an awful illness. Please educate yourself, learn what you can so you can be understanding Or, I may have to say this too you... YOU DON’T EVEN TRY!

Excuse me? Me being mean i dont think so or maybe because the best way not to get my heart broken again is to pretend I don’t have one

literally anything

Autumn Sunrise, Winter Glow & Finnish Summernight by Joni Niemelä

i had to vent

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I am trying, I’m fighting for my life and I’m so fucking close to losing. I do care, I care so fucking much that it is the only thought that fills up my mind. I do feel, at times I feel too much of it. All that pain, regret and anger it is there I just hide it. Its gotten so bad that I can physically feel my own pain, tearing at my insides, driving me insane. Destroying everything I love. I’m dying. I can feel it, with every breath I take I feel as if it were my last. And I dont think I can hold on any longer. It feels like I’m drowning, and if someone doesn’t save me soon… My thoughts on a daily basis. hope that answer your question.

of course i would. I will definitely treat you well. As long as your happy i’m happy. Everyone deserves an opportunity.