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I figured I'd give the few that I do have an update. I've put on a few pounds from partying and a much needed vacation, but I think I've gotten most of them off and I'm back to where I've been hovering for the last year or so. Also, my first appointment with a therapist is the 29th.

I know I've been pretty absent for the most part but that doesn't mean I've not been busy. I've been swamped and fairly overwhelmed but I just took a vacation and had some time to do some serious decompression. For the first time In months my shoulders aren't bunched up to my ears. The point is, however, that I've had time to think, and I've been doing a ton of it. I have some things I need to focus on, not only physically but mentally. I plan on going to see a shrink by the end of the summer. I had a very, very bad experience with someone I cared tremendously about and it made me realize a lot of things, the least of which was that I am still a very, very dysfunctional person. That needs to be dealt with before I'll ever have a good relationship with someone. Since that's one of the things I desire most, it's time to start working toward it.