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I saw tv glow is like YES the realization you are trans might implode your life and make the world you live in uninhabitable but that will happen anyway if you don’t do anything about it. if you retreat from your own needs and refuse to let yourself resurrect you’re still gonna run out of air and even the tv show that kept you alive at one point won’t be able to bring you back

the point is really to find somebody entirely willing to be gentle with you and then to tease and needle and terrorize and worm your way into the darkest parts of their psyche from the comfort of distance and plausible deniability so that when they finally get their hands on you they have as little control over what's about to happen as you but twice the understanding of how awful it's gonna be