<snipped out the huge wall where i complained about people in general, because honestly it doesn't really matter in the end, lets just leave in the bits where I point out the good people since this is basically just for them.>

so I'm done. i did my best. I have grown as a person over the last 4 years and now I'm done with tumblr. when i first started I had great friends meekobits and ryley-stbatman for instance, honestly i have no idea what is going on in ryley's life but if you do read this, you are perfect don't change, happy birthday it's what? in about 4 months? haha (still love that it's the fourth), and i'll always know where to go if I need to know anything about ANYTHING. like DAMN.

Meekobits is my favorite artist, period, and one of the main reasons i think i started coming on tumblr, although alot has happened in both our lives, and i'm glad to have called you a friend and to have seen you throughout the years. hopefully with better health and a kinder world, I'll get to see you again stateside.

I've seen alot of people come and go, and i've pretty much stuck to my commitment to never reblog anything, to never post something just to get likes, and to if nothing else post exactly what I'm feeling and what goes on in my life.

at peak i had about 112 followers i think. I'm down to 107 and I'm pretty sure after posting this I'll go down to like 103-105. it might not change though since I'm not sure how many of the people who follow me are actually active.

for reference i only follow 30 people. i chose them wisely and i don't regret that. i think about half of them might post regularly?

but yeah. tumblr is for running a little blog of your life. i blogged about my life and now I'm done sharing. none of you were particularly interested. pokesona was, if we're going to nitpick. but he also messages me on snap-chat and is a wonderful guy if you get to know him, so it's not like this is really the end for that. so i guess uh... follow pokesona? Max is great.

another shout out. Peter and Chris are wonderful, they run smallcomic! and as such should be followed to high hell. which I'm sure they are. they love turtles, will do FF of you if you are great, even if it's to your twitter which you don't even really use >_> yeah you guys are great hahaha. see you guys soon.

there was one other blog i thought was pretty cool, artificial-influence! however i like... never talked to you, i'm  pretty sure the reason i never quit tumblr when i last changed blogs was to try to talk to you. but for some reason it just never clicked. i can't remember the last time i talked to you, but you were pretty great.

If the rest of you want closure for some reason, your kidding yourself, it's a blog that posted like once a month a random picture from a life you knew literally nothing about, that can't possibly be important to you, go get a life of your own.

if you think you caused this you are probably right to some degree, i mean anyone that cares enough to (read this and) blame themselves AND can remember doing something bad, and also doesn't have an alternate point of contact, probably didn't do much to help me stay around. but i don't really think me leaving is a bad thing, it's been a long time coming and i'm happy.

If anyone wants to take over the blog Address let me know, i honestly don't care. i may delete my secret blogs too, since there weren't many posts in them and no one followed them, since they were secrets.

so anyway, if I made you smile at all with my 4 year run I'm glad. if I hurt you I probably didn't mean to. if you are reading this a few month or years from now, yeah, sorry I couldn't wait up.

some of this was from me trying to put everyone else's life before mine, and failing. so I'm going to be a little selfish and i'm going to only include people in my life who actually have time for me. and tumblr isn't one of those things.

also if this is that time, and you are on a scavenger hunt.