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lowkey hate myself more than i’ll ever love anyone

my new fp is getting to 40kg i think

i mean atleast i don’t give a single shit ab my ex fp

need my meds re upped in dangerously close to relapsing n im in such a shit situation

i love starving

uni kicking my ass so hard i forgot i had bpd (it just made my anger worsseeee)

the funny thing is she knew how to hurt me and kept doing it

i hate her so much

i used to do it on days i wasn’t even sad

had rough sex where i bursted out laughing in the middle of it then cried at the end n nearly cut myself so ig cool

thank you for not wishing me a happy birthday i wouldn’t know what to do if you did. maybe you forgot or made the conscious decision not to, im grateful i did not receive anything. please fuck off permanently

i am still here and nothing else is

u left me worse than u found me