off the beaten

What if I’m not actually depressed, I was just raised by people with massive and untreated depression so now I just think that’s baseline normal?

I think I need to stay off of most social media because it makes me so angry that my misanthropy is like wildly validated and if I get to comfortable in that headspace I seriously do not know what my life will look like

i can’t wait until I’m in my late 30s and my husband and I have an dinner party with an old flame and after dinner my husband questions whether or not I still have feelings for them and I shout “that was 20 years ago, _____” and finish the rest of my drink and go to bed annoyed because that will mean I have a place to live and that sounds a m a z i n g right now

listening to la roux makes me feel sooooooooo gay