ADRENALINE POISONING !

Send me a 🆓 + my muse/your muse, and I’ll randomly generate a number from 1-23 for one of the following kisses!

An accidental kiss on the lips

A kiss on the nose/eyelids/forehead

A kiss due to Spin the bottle/Truth or Dare

A sleepy, good morning kiss

A spontaneous passionate kiss

An aggressive kiss spurred by agitation/anger

A soft, gentle kiss filled with emotions that can’t be formed into words

A needy kiss for attention on the lips/cheek/neck/etc

A series of quick kisses while getting ready

A half-assed kiss on whatever part of the body my muse is cuddled against, because your muse’s face is way too far and my muse is way too lazy to reach

A short kiss that’s broken up by laughter

A sad, heart wrenching kiss as a last farewell

A ‘get better’ kiss that might or might not be on an open wound

A totally clichè kiss to bring your muse back from losing his or herself

A ‘true love’s’ kiss that doesn’t bring anyone back to life/change them into a human/wake them up from eternal sleep, but it does reveal both muse’s true feelings for each other

A ‘life or death’ kiss during cpr while having your muse’s ribs/sternum possibly broken

A grumpy kiss from my muse that might warrant a second or even third kiss to make them ‘feel better’

A kiss from my obviously sick muse after complaining for a long time

a ‘pick-me-up’ kiss after a particularly rough day

A nervous kiss that might involve a lot of stammering beforehand/flustered reassurances

A spontaneous ‘victory’ kiss where my muse randomly kisses your muse in a crowd of people

An interrupted kiss by none other than my muse’s pet

“You’re no hero. You’re just some KID that THINKS he knows the difference between right and wrong.”

“What about the ones you DIDN’T save?”

“How do you sleep at night? Knowing you could have done MORE?”

“Your GUILT is gonna eat you alive one day.”

“Everyone HATES you. Why do you do it?”

“What’s the point of saving the lives of people that want you DEAD?”

“Look how EASILY they turned their backs on you.”

“You’ve got the WEIGHT of the WORLD over your shoulders. How much longer can you keep it up?”

“You can’t save them all.”

“You let them down. You let them ALL down.”

“They were counting on you…”

“They’re DEAD, because of you!”

“You could have SAVED them!”

“This city is YOUR responsibility. Look at what YOU let happen!”

“All you do is HURT people. Do us a favor and just LEAVE.”

searching for x is a novel by deborah ellis. tw: violence and blood.

‘ are you hurt anywhere else? ’

‘ i’m not leaving you alone here at night. it’s too dangerous. ’

‘ put your pajamas on. you’re going right to bed after you do the dishes. ’

‘ it’s time for you to bring a little sunshine into the world. ’

‘ living without you? not tucking you into bed at night, all warm from your bath? ’

‘ i deal with a lot of jerks now. ’

‘ you just say it over and over until it becomes as much a part of you as your name. ’

‘ i’ve told you and told you and told you that i don’t want you fighting. ’

‘ the streets aren’t safe for you. ’

‘ you would take me onto your lap, rock me, let me cry it out, then dry my tears and say, ‘ it’s time for you to bring a little sunshine into the world ’. ’

‘ but it’s my blanket. ’

‘ what have you got there, sport? ’

‘ you come home covered in mud, and you disobeyed me by being out in the first place. ’

‘ if i’m screwed up when i’m an adult, it will be my own fault. ’

‘ you have the afternoon to yourself. ’

‘ if i hadn’t been tired, hungry, worried and scared, i could have stayed up there for hours, watching what happened on the street. ’

‘ you’re in some kind of trouble, aren’t you? ’

‘ i’ll only eat half of it. ’

‘ this is mine. ’

‘ it was a very lonely, very sad feeling. ’

‘ go and get washed for supper. ’

‘ clean up first, lecture second. ’

‘ blood doesn’t wash out. ’

‘ it was nice to be in my bed with a book and a bowl of soup. ’

‘ i was at home. ’

‘ but i was tired, hungry, worried and scared, and being those things tends to take the fun out of whatever else you’re doing. ’

‘ sometimes my hunger is so big i feel i can eat anything. ’

‘ i know i was being kicked, punched and shoved, and i also know that i got a few good kicks and punches of my own. ’

‘  what  was  i  to  you ?  the  girl  you  screwed  to  get  over  being  screwed ?  ’

‘  you  were  like  coming  up  for  fresh  air .  it’s  like  i  was  drowning  and  you  saved  me .  that’s  all  i  know .  ’

‘ am  i ?  … dead ?   ’

‘  i’m  glad  you’re  being  strong  about  this .  i  know  how  hard  this  is ,  i  know  how  bad  you  feel .  ’

‘  not  everybody  has  to  be  happy  all  the  time .  that’s  not  mental  health ,  that’s  crap .  ’

‘  it’s  not  a  screw  up ,  it’s  a  miracle .  ’

‘  please  don’t  cry  on  my  ass .  ’

‘  what  do  you  need ,  an  “ i  love  you ”  or  something ?  i  love  you .  call  me  when  you get  there .  ’

‘  oh , yay !  someone’s  hurt .  ’

‘  pick  me .  choose  me .  love  me .  ’

‘  i’m  just  not  ready  to  forgive  you  yet .  ’

‘  go  on ,  just  get  it  all  out .  all  the  tears .  ’

‘  i  intend  to  fight  like  a  girl .  i’ll  let  them  kill  each  other  and  then  i’ll  be  the  last  one  standing .  ’

‘  well ,  isn’t  this  cozy ?  can  i  join  or  are  you  not  into  threesomes ?  ’

‘  if  i  went  missing ,  would  anyone  notice  i  was  gone ?  ’

‘  that  is  rude  and  unkind  and  completely  true .  ’

‘  so ,  i’m  bisexual .  so  what ?  it’s  called  lgbtq  for  a  reason .  there’s  a  b  in  there  and  it  doesn’t  mean  badass .  okay ,  it  does ,  but  it  also  means  bi .  ’

‘  can  you  go  have  sex  with  him  and  make  him  be  nicer ?  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  what  i  am ,  but  i  know  that  i  am  not  happy .  ’

‘  it’s  okay …  to  be  tired ,  right ?  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  who  i  am  anymore .  not  someone  i  ever  thought  i’d  be .  ’

‘  i  believe ,  if  you  were  dead ,  the  world  would  be  a  better  place .  ’

‘  don’t  let  what  they  want  eclipse  what  you  need .  ’

‘  he  is  not  the  sun .  you  are .  ’

‘  he  can  go  suck  it !  i  am  the  sun .  ’

‘  did  he  visit  “ ladytown ” ?  because  i  find  if  they  don’t  go  down  to  “ ladytown ”  the  first  time …  there  should  be  no  next  time .  ’

‘  i  need  more  liquor ,  i’m  not  ready .  ’

‘  uh ,  this  bottle  is  empty ,  are  there  more ?  bottles ?  ’

‘  i’m  all  alone  and  i  have  nothing  and  no  one  wants  me .  ’

‘  let’s  do  it .  let’s  make  a  baby ,  right  now .  ’

‘  is  it  true ?  did  you  punch  a  homophobe ?  ooh ,  unexpected .  high  five !  ’

‘  we’re  adults .  when  did  this  happen ?  and  how  do  we  make  it  stop ?  ’

‘  you  think  i’m  broken ?  fix  me .  cause  i’m  no  quitter .  ’

‘  i’m  not  happy  and  bubbly .  i’m  dark  and  cloudy .  ’

‘  you  never  think  the  last  time’s  going  to  be  the  last  time .  you  think  there  will  be  more .  you  think  you  have  forever ,  but  you  don’t .  ’

‘  no  one  is  leaving  and  no  one  is  dying .  ’

‘  everyone  is  leaving  and  everyone  is  dying .  ’

‘  the  words  that  you  said  were  “ lets  take  this  bitch  down . ”  ’

‘  that  was  the  tequila  talking .  ’

‘  the  only  way  to  fail  is  not  to  fight  so  you  fight  until  you  can’t  fight  anymore .  ’

‘  from  now  on ,  you  can  expect  that  i’m  gonna  show  up .  even  if  i  yell ,  even  if  you  yell .  i’m  always  gonna  show  up ,  okay ?  ’

‘  it’s  not  true …  it’s  not  true .  he  takes  the  truth  but  he  twists  it  and  changes  it  to  fit  his  own  story .  ’

‘  you’re  my  person .  if  i  murdered  someone ,  you’re  the  person  i’d  call  to  help  me  drag  the  corpse  across  the  living  room  floor .  ’

‘  you  are  my  favorite  person  on  the  planet  and  if  we  are  meant  to  be  more  in  this  lifetime  it  can’t  start  with  you  cheating .  ’

‘  are  you  plotting  a  murder ?  a  nuclear  attack ?  it’s  fine ,  i’ll  get  on  board ,  i’m  sure  you  have  a  good  reason .  but  just ,  let  me  know .  ’

‘  you’ve  said  that  word  so  many  times  today  it  doesn’t  even  sound  like  a  word  anymore .  ’

‘  who  here  feels  like  they  have  no  idea  what  they’re  doing ?  ’

‘  too  many  people  have  seen  me  naked  already .  i’d  like  to  keep  whatever  dignity  i  have  left .  ’

‘  we  screw  boys  like  whores  on  tequila .  ’

‘  i  want  another  chance .  i’m  so  in  love  with  you .  ’

‘  i  know  you  have  a  boyfriend .  i’m  saying  you  could  have  a  husband .  ’

‘  your  boobs  are  perfect ,  your  hair  is  down  to  there .  if  i  were  you ,  i’d  walk  around  naked  all  the  time .  ’

‘  i  believe  that  in  the  face  of  overwhelming  evidence  to  the  contrary ,  we’ll  all  be  okay .  ’

‘  your  choice ,  it’s  simple :  them  or  me ?  i’m  sure  they’re  really  great ,  but  i  love  you .  ’

‘  i  get  it ,  okay ?  i  get  it !  you’ll  be  okay ,  you’ll  be  fine ,  but  what  about  me ?  so  don’t  do  it  for  yourself ,  do  it  for  me !  ’

‘  i’ll  never  be  able  to forgive  you  for  making  me  love  you .  ’

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