Hannah 🦋🪐

neil sleeping w andrew's armbands under his pillow while he's at easthaven is truly so underrated. the quintessential andrew item and he kept it safe by Sleeping over it. when before this he'd only ever put his Mother's gun beneath it. like so fucking insane and so telling towards neil's feelings and even crazier when u remember spring break neil reaching for a weapon and grabbing andrew's arm.

i really struck a chord here didnt i

never forgetting that neil canonically sat through nicky's WHOLE spiel about the love of his life erik being strong enough to hold him up and saving his life when he'd barely been surviving and neil was like "hmm thats like andrew and me for sure. what could that possibly mean" then tucks it away at the back of his mind bc u know what hes gonna examine it later. and then he never does. i sympathise with wymack this stupid obtuse kid needs to get in touch with his feelings right NOW