Xi Isabel

So I’ve been thing a lot about life recently and I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter what we have no control over anything in our lives. We all impact peoples lives either on purpose or unintentionally but no matter what, you get hurt, you can’t control it and you have no say or indication that when it will happen or who it will be that hurts you. I’ve been hurt a fair share of times and honestly I’m sick of it. The fake friends, the bullies, the people who straight up hate me and tell me to my face, trust me I’ve experienced it all.. multiple times, and it’s so tiring and exhausting, the constant pain of wondering if anyone is actually your friend or if anyone would want to be your friend, you feel useless and unwanted, like a burden on everyone you care about. But you aren’t. You are amazing and so what if people hate you, it’s part of life. I live by the saying “everything happens for a reason” because otherwise why would anything happen at all? Everything and everyone has a reason for anything and everything they do in life. People can say what they want to say but no matter what you must stand strong and they will eventually see that you can’t be hurt or taken down with words or being mentally manipulated, yes it will still hurt but they will see the strong and beautiful person that you are. No matter what happens you are the better person and I want you to always remember that. You ARE wanted, you ARE useful and you ARE amazing and no one should ever have the power to take that away from you, heck trust me the pain will not get easier if anything it gets worse but no matter what you must stay strong for yourself, your family and your friends who stand by you.- Xi Isabel, BookieMonster