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My grandfather recently passed (this past Thursday) and me and my parents went to his house for the first time since his passing. He had a bit of a reputation for being blunt when it came to topics he was knowledgeable about (which we attribute to his undiagnosed autism). We knew he had an extensive t-shirt collection but seeing how all the tags were cut out made me realize that maybe he wasn’t trying to be mean all those times but he was just over stimulated and someone asked him a question at the wrong time. I am also autistic and I cut out the tags in my shirts. I can lash out when overwhelmed. It’s just crazy how you can see more of a person even after they are gone.

Last night I had a vivid dream of me watching a movie in a theater and everyone in the movie was in typical attire: background characters in jeans and plain shirts, the protagonist and antagonist in elaborate layered fits. Then randomly Julien Solomita came on screen. He was wearing what he normally would wear to stream. He said one line that was very Julien esque. In my dream I stood up and yelled “IS THAT JULIEN?” In the theater and everyone told me to shut up and sit back down. He didn’t reappear in the movie after that. What does this mean?

Hey tumblr today I went into a Walgreens and bought a tube of lipgloss, purple hair dye, and a bottle of pain meds. Just thought you would want to know

The reality of going to university where there’s lots of service dogs is you hear jingles from down the hall and have to ask “is it a puppy or just a gay bitch with all those accessories?” Today it was a gay bitch tomorrow who knows.

My feral ass should not be allowed around BG3 holy shit