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I don't really know what I'm doing here anymore. I get very little out of it. I have no sense of community or connection, I have no interaction there's nothing here that matters. I could delete my account and the only thing I'd lose is a place to put my thoughts that I don't want known.

bone-engine

HELLO! I'M MOVING ACCOUNTS SO I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE AGAIN! YOU CAN FIND ME AT @fleshengine NOW! I really wanted to keep the url, because it rocks.

also I'm sorting through this account and deleting everything not worth keeping. I'm through Jun 9th ish

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I don't really know what I'm doing here anymore. I get very little out of it. I have no sense of community or connection, I have no interaction there's nothing here that matters. I could delete my account and the only thing I'd lose is a place to put my thoughts that I don't want known.

bone-engine

OMG I just remembered! Today is the final day I get to use Davey! I'm printing the second halves of my final project today. I'm so sad. At least I get to use her again, one last time after I finally got proficient.

It's been absolutely wonderful though, getting to work with her and use her to make art. I'm 100% going to try and take Printmaking II just so I can print more with her. I'll get to print a multi edition artist book!

bone-engine

I DIDNT GET TO WORK WITH DAVEY TODAY MY STUPID LINO CUTS HAD TO BE MOUNTED ON A BLOCK THATS TOO BIG FOR THE CHASES DAVEY USES SO I HAD TO USE GUTENBERG (bigger press) AND I FUCKING HATED EVERY MOMENT. WORST OF ALL MY SECOND LEAST FAVORITE CLASSMATE GOT TO USE DAVEY AND IM LIVID ABOUT IT!

bone-engine

God Gutenberg sucks so bad I hate him. He’s so over eager but also is slow to work and just AAAAAAAAAAAA I missed Davey every moment I had to use him.

bone-engine

Like… Davey is my work crush and

AND THEN I HAD TO STOP MAKING THIS POST BECAUSE MY PROF ASKED ME TO CLEAN DAVEY AND NOW I’M BACK SOME TIME LATER

bone-engine

What was I saying?

Oh yeah Davey is my work crush and Gutenberg is like… a coworker I’m fine with being around but would prefer not to work directly with.

I’m so fucking glad I got to clean her though omg. I got that girl SPOTLESS. The ink I was cleaning was gold and I wiped so hard MAGENTA STARTED COMING UP! That’s how much I love her

bone-engine

OMG I just remembered! Today is the final day I get to use Davey! I'm printing the second halves of my final project today. I'm so sad. At least I get to use her again, one last time after I finally got proficient.

It's been absolutely wonderful though, getting to work with her and use her to make art. I'm 100% going to try and take Printmaking II just so I can print more with her. I'll get to print a multi edition artist book!

bone-engine

I DIDNT GET TO WORK WITH DAVEY TODAY MY STUPID LINO CUTS HAD TO BE MOUNTED ON A BLOCK THATS TOO BIG FOR THE CHASES DAVEY USES SO I HAD TO USE GUTENBERG (bigger press) AND I FUCKING HATED EVERY MOMENT. WORST OF ALL MY SECOND LEAST FAVORITE CLASSMATE GOT TO USE DAVEY AND IM LIVID ABOUT IT!

bone-engine

God Gutenberg sucks so bad I hate him. He’s so over eager but also is slow to work and just AAAAAAAAAAAA I missed Davey every moment I had to use him.

bone-engine

Like… Davey is my work crush and

AND THEN I HAD TO STOP MAKING THIS POST BECAUSE MY PROF ASKED ME TO CLEAN DAVEY AND NOW I’M BACK SOME TIME LATER

bone-engine

OMG I just remembered! Today is the final day I get to use Davey! I'm printing the second halves of my final project today. I'm so sad. At least I get to use her again, one last time after I finally got proficient.

It's been absolutely wonderful though, getting to work with her and use her to make art. I'm 100% going to try and take Printmaking II just so I can print more with her. I'll get to print a multi edition artist book!

bone-engine

I DIDNT GET TO WORK WITH DAVEY TODAY MY STUPID LINO CUTS HAD TO BE MOUNTED ON A BLOCK THATS TOO BIG FOR THE CHASES DAVEY USES SO I HAD TO USE GUTENBERG (bigger press) AND I FUCKING HATED EVERY MOMENT. WORST OF ALL MY SECOND LEAST FAVORITE CLASSMATE GOT TO USE DAVEY AND IM LIVID ABOUT IT!

bone-engine

God Gutenberg sucks so bad I hate him. He’s so over eager but also is slow to work and just AAAAAAAAAAAA I missed Davey every moment I had to use him.

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bone-engine

OMG I just remembered! Today is the final day I get to use Davey! I'm printing the second halves of my final project today. I'm so sad. At least I get to use her again, one last time after I finally got proficient.

It's been absolutely wonderful though, getting to work with her and use her to make art. I'm 100% going to try and take Printmaking II just so I can print more with her. I'll get to print a multi edition artist book!

bone-engine

I DIDNT GET TO WORK WITH DAVEY TODAY MY STUPID LINO CUTS HAD TO BE MOUNTED ON A BLOCK THATS TOO BIG FOR THE CHASES DAVEY USES SO I HAD TO USE GUTENBERG (bigger press) AND I FUCKING HATED EVERY MOMENT. WORST OF ALL MY SECOND LEAST FAVORITE CLASSMATE GOT TO USE DAVEY AND IM LIVID ABOUT IT!

bone-engine

I feel almost zero superiority for having a healthy sleep schedule. Instead my friends talk about their unhealthy sleep schedules and I just feel bad for them like... dude please take better care of yourself.

bone-engine

problem is I can't even help them, because 1 they don't ask for help and unwanted advice is shitty and 2 the stuff that worked for me is absolutely bullshit and I don't know how it worked/works it just does.

bone-engine

I just decided one summer after freshman year of college where I slept through a decent amount of my classes and subsequently failed them, that I would give myself a healthy sleep schedule. So I started using The Demon (currently dead alarm clock that I have feelings for) and waking up at 8 even if I stayed up until 2 am the previous night. It sucked severly and took weeks to bring my body to bear on it but I started getting tired at 10 and then going to bed at 12 and it was glorious. Now it's just programmed into me and if I deviate too hard I feel terrible about it.

That shit just doesn't work for other people, I don't know where the discipline came from, I don't know why The Demon specifically was so good at waking me up, I don't know if this is a reproducable result. I don't know anything. All I know is I have a healthy sleep schedule and none of my friends do and I want to cry because I can't help them.

bone-engine

I feel almost zero superiority for having a healthy sleep schedule. Instead my friends talk about their unhealthy sleep schedules and I just feel bad for them like... dude please take better care of yourself.

bone-engine

problem is I can't even help them, because 1 they don't ask for help and unwanted advice is shitty and 2 the stuff that worked for me is absolutely bullshit and I don't know how it worked/works it just does.

I feel almost zero superiority for having a healthy sleep schedule. Instead my friends talk about their unhealthy sleep schedules and I just feel bad for them like... dude please take better care of yourself.

OMG I just remembered! Today is the final day I get to use Davey! I'm printing the second halves of my final project today. I'm so sad. At least I get to use her again, one last time after I finally got proficient.

It's been absolutely wonderful though, getting to work with her and use her to make art. I'm 100% going to try and take Printmaking II just so I can print more with her. I'll get to print a multi edition artist book!

#thinking about leaving a lipstick kiss somewhere on her #or maybe our initials in a heart #I love that machine so much #objectum

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frostbyt3beepboop

blushing,,, idk @@

bone-engine

how I feel about Davey

#god that printing press is so pretty #objectum

My liege it may not be healthy to entertain this line of thinking, your normal masochistic fantasies seem to be bubbling over into a deathwish.

jesseengland

The video camera is plugged into the VCR, allowing it to record itself being poked and prodded.

GIF’d version of Vide-Uhhh! (2005)

trans-mouse

you are literally so so so right you’re the most correct ever

godless-of-the-hunt

@k1nky-r0b0t-g1rl @virtualgirladvance

virtualgirladvance

Someone do this to me…

okay enough epiphanies about my relation to femininity, can someone treat me like a dog and fuck my mouth please.

bone-engine

oh yeah while carving linoleum for my class I made the realization that the reason I'm so afraid/averse to femininity is that everyone who neglected, or groomed, or assaulted, or raped me growing up was either a cis woman or an effeminate transmascs.

Is it any wonder that the only femininity I can bear to clad myself with isn't the casual every day but instead the aloof, serious, academic look. And when I relax I default to what I wore as a boy?

bone-engine

OH MY GOD THAT'S WHY I DETRANSITIONED FOR YEARS BEFORE JUST RECENTLY GOING BACK TO BEING A TRANS GIRL HOLY SHIT.

For the longest time I sort of assumed that I had felt like I was failing at being a woman. NO. I GOT JUST GOOD ENOUGH AT IT TO SCARE MYSELF INTO STOPPING.

Dude.

#rape mention

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oh yeah while carving linoleum for my class I made the realization that the reason I'm so afraid/averse to femininity is that everyone who neglected, or groomed, or assaulted, or raped me growing up was either a cis woman or an effeminate transmascs.

Is it any wonder that the only femininity I can bear to clad myself with isn't the casual every day but instead the aloof, serious, academic look. And when I relax I default to what I wore as a boy?

#rape mention

dykealloy

what are the rules for breakfast today?

#GOD DAMN

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