Go Fuck Yourself - Steven Ogg Fan Blog

After sipping on her water for a bit Emily slid off her stool and walked over to the table. “Is everything ok here?” The family nodded and smiled. Emily took the check from her pocket and placed it face down on the table. “You can pay this up at the front when you’re ready. Let me know if you need anything else.” She said before heading back over to the bar. About 10 minutes later the family slid out of the table and headed to the front to pay their bill. Once they left Emily walked over to the table and collected the tip that had been left and stuffed it into her pocket. Once she was done settling her checks she walked back to Simon’s office and stepped inside. Simon looked up from the paperwork he was doing and smiled. “All done?” Emily nodded and yawned. “Yes, sir.” Simon stood and walked over to Emily, placing a hand on the small of her back. “You know it drives me crazy when you call me sir.” Emily grinned and wrapped her arms around Simon’s neck. “Why do you think I do it?” He laughed softly as he leaned down and kissed her softly. Emily sighed against Simon’s lips. “Mm, ready to go?” Simon nodded and grabbed his and Emily’s hoodies from the coat rack.

The pair held hands as they exited the bar and walked to Simon’s car. Emily climbed into the passenger side while Simon got in the driver’s side. He pulled out of the parking spot and held Emily’s hand as he drove back to their house. It was still a little strange calling it ‘their house.’ Simon had been surprised when Emily said she would move in. He knew how much she loved her house and thought for sure it would cause a bit of a fight when he suggested that she move into his place. But she continued to surprise him almost daily. Simon pulled into the driveway next to Emily’s car. He climbed out of the car before hurrying around to Emily’s side to help her out. Most times she was fine but every now and then, especially after a long shift, she need a little helping hand. Simon watched as Emily made her way up the front steps. He felt bad. She was fairly petite so even though she was only 6 months along, her belly was huge. He knew that it was getting harder for her by the day to do normal things. Not just physically but emotionally too. Her hormones were raging so she sometimes would start crying for no reason and then fly into a rage almost as if someone flipped a switch. Simon knew that Emily wasn’t crazy about the idea of not working. She’d balked at the idea when he’d suggested it a few weeks ago. But he was growing more and more concerned for her.

Once they were inside Emily kicked her shoes off and sat on the couch, sighing as she wiggled her toes. Her feet and ankles were so swollen that it was almost painful. Simon sat next to her and she draped her legs across his lap. She put a couple of throw pillows behind her and leaned back against the arm of the couch. “Could you rub my feet for me, baby? They’re so swollen and gross.” Simon laughed softly as he took her left foot in his hands and started gently massaging it. “They’re not gross at all.” Emily smiled a bit and closed her eyes, sighing contently as Simon massaged her foot. “Mm, that feels amazing.” Simon smiled softly as Emily closed her eyes and tilted her head back. After a few moments of silence, Simon began to speak. “Hey, babe. I think we should talk.” Emily opened one eye and quirked an eyebrow. “That doesn’t sound good.” She replied before reluctantly sitting up a bit.

“Listen,” Simon continued. “I know that you’re not too keen on the idea of not contributing, but I think it’s time that you seriously consider cutting back at work. We could probably move you to the hostess station. At least that way you’d be able to sit down.” Emily sighed. “Simon I know that you’re concerned about me but I assure you I’m fine.” “No, Em, you’re not. I can see this toll this is starting to take on you. Every morning it’s taking you longer and longer to get out of bed because of how sore you are. There’s no shame in admitting that and starting to take it easy.” Emily sat up and folded her legs underneath her, resting a hand on her belly and running another through her hair. “I know, Si. I just…” Simon reached over and put a hand on her knee. “I know, babe. I do.” He leaned over and kissed her cheek. “Listen, I know you have the next few days off. Take that time to think, ok? You don’t have to decide right now.” Emily nodded. “Ok, I’ll think about it.” “Good.”

Emily looked over at Simon. “Why do I have the feeling that’s not all you wanted to talk about?” Simon laughed softly. “You see right through me, don’t you?” He adjusted himself so he was facing Emily. “I’ve just been thinking about stuff. Ya know, us…our future.” “What about it?” Emily asked. Simon took a deep breath. “Well, I mean, obviously we’re in this for the long haul.” He said motioning to Emily’s belly. “I just wonder how long of a haul…” Emily tilted her head a bit. “Are you talking about like…us getting married?” She asked softly. Simon shrugged. “I didn’t say that exactly.” “But you implied it.” “I guess so.” Emily licked her lips. “Simon, you know I love you more than words could ever describe. And to be honest if I weren’t pregnant I’d probably be all over this conversation. But right now I’m just trying to focus on staying healthy so I can have this baby. Plus, I’m not walking down any aisles looking like this.” Simon nodded. “So…you’re not saying no. You’re just saying not now?”

Emily smirked and moved so she was closer to Simon. “Simon, my darling, I am in a pretty good mood right now but I’m very hormonal so I wouldn’t press your luck.” Simon laughed before leaning in and kissing Emily softly. “I love you.” “Love you too.” After relaxing on the couch for a while Emily yawned and decided to go upstairs. Simon was going to the kitchen to grab some water for her and would be up in a moment. As Emily changed into her PJs and climbed into bed she began to think about what Simon had said about taking it easy at work. He was right that she was pretty sore all time but especially after working. Simon entered the room and put a cold bottle of water on Emily’s nightstand before placing another bottle down on his. He stripped down to his boxer briefs and slid under the covers with Emily. She cuddled closer to him as he placed a hand on her belly. She placed her hand over his before smiling up at him. Simon leaned in a kissed Emily softly. “Goodnight, my love.” “Goodnight, dear.” She replied with a soft laugh.

Emily was asleep in no time. She usually was nowadays. She got tired much more easily now. Simon rolled onto his back and just stared up at the ceiling. This is what had been happening over the last few weeks. Emily would crash and he would lay awake for hours just thinking. He gently sat up and looked over his should to make sure Emily was still asleep. He slowly opened the drawer on his nightstand and reached in towards the back until he felt the small velvet box he’d stashed there. He pulled the box out and slowly opened the top, staring down at the rings inside. He and Emily had stopped outside a jewelry store once and looked at the rings in the window. That’s when Emily declared that if Simon ever proposed she wanted something simple and unique. She didn’t want some huge diamond or something that was mass produced. Simon searched for months and went to a dozen different jewelers until he found something he knew Emily would love. The engagement ring was a rose gold band with a pear shaped moonstone which was surrounded by small diamonds but it still wasn’t too flashy. The wedding band was also rose gold and it was pointed to accommodate the pear shape of the engagement ring. It had a small diamond at the top of the point and on each side of the band were 3 rose gold leaves with even smaller diamonds in the middle of each leaf. He figured she’d probably want to wear just the wedding band so he wanted it to have a little bit of a design to it instead of just being plain. He didn’t buy himself a wedding band. He knew Emily would want to pick that out herself.

He ran his thumb over the rings and sighed softly. He wanted to give them to her so bad. But she deserved to be swept off her feet. And she was right. This wasn’t the right time to worry about a wedding. Once the baby was born and Emily had time to recover he would propose. “I’ll know when the time is right.” He thought to himself. He heard Emily groan softly so he quickly closed the box and shoved back into his nightstand drawer. He looked over at Emily as she stretched a bit. “You ok?” She asked sleepily. Simon smiled and nodded. “Yeah, of course. Just thirsty is all.” He said as he reached for his water and took a sip. Simon laid back down and wrapped his arms around Emily’s waist. She rested her head on his shoulder, pushing her face into the crook of his neck as she quickly fell back to sleep. Simon smiled to himself as he ran a hand gently up and down Emily’s back causing her to sigh contently. Simon looked down at her and felt his heart swell. He couldn’t wait to hold his baby and he certainly couldn’t wait to call Emily his wife.

This felt so domestic. It almost felt more intimate than before. Before their relationship was forbidden in so many ways and they constantly had to hide. Now, while they were sort of keeping things a secret for right now, it was ok for them to be together. If someone saw them in public holding hands or kissing they didn’t have to worry about it winding up in some tabloid. It was nice. After they sat there for a few moments, Violet looked up at Simon. “Can I ask you something?” “Anything.” He responded. “How is this gonna work?” Simon furrowed his eyebrows. “What do you mean?” Violet sat up a bit. “I mean…with your company being in New York and my work and Dodger’s life being here…how do we make this work?” Simon sighed softly. “Well I wasn’t gonna tell you this until I knew for sure but I’ve been doing some research. A lot of my clients are based in LA, which is only a couple of hours from here. I was thinking that I could move here full time. Even if things don’t work out between us, which of course I hope they do, this way I can be here for Dodger.” Violet’s eyes widened a bit. “Simon, that’s a really big decision.” He nodded. “I know. And I haven’t made a final decision yet. But it is something I’m looking into.” Violet nodded. “Ok. Well, thank you for being honest with me.” Simon smiled. “Of course. Besides, you and Dodger are more important to me than any client. I’d give up my company tomorrow if it meant making you two happy.”

Violet smiled and leaned in to kiss Simon when she heard the front door open followed by footsteps and the sound of her mother’s voice. “Violet! We’re back!” Violet stood and walked to the entrance of the living room. Dodger ran to her and gave her a hug. She smiled and hugged him back. “Hey, munchkin. Did you have fun?” He grinned and nodded. “Yeah! Mom mom let me eat lots of popcorn at the movies!” Violet laughed softly. Dodger walked further into the living room and gasped when he saw Simon on the couch. “Daddy!” He shouted before running to Simon to give him a hug. Simon grinned and pulled Dodger into his lap. “Hey, sport.” Violet’s mom stopped walking and quirked an eyebrow. “Simon is here?” She asked softly. Violet nodded. “Simon? My mom is here.” Simon stood, holding Dodger on his hip as he walked to the living room entrance. “Mom, this is Simon. Simon, this is my mom, Stella.” Simon smiled and held out his hand. It’s a pleasure to meet you.” Violet’s mom smiled and shook his hand. “Likewise. Violet, can I talk to you in private?” Violet rolled her eyes as she followed her mom into the kitchen. “What is he doing here?” Violet’s mom asked. “He wanted to see Dodger. He is his father after all.” “Yes, I’m aware of that, Violet. I just don’t want you making the same mistakes you made last time.” Violet sighed softly. “I know. I can promise you that I won’t. Dodger’s happiness and his feelings are the most important things here. I would never do anything to jeopardize that.” Violet’s mom nodded. “I just hope you know what you’re doing.” “Don’t worry about me, mom. I’ll be fine.”

Violet gave her mom a hug before she left. She went back to the living room where Dodger was sitting in Simon’s lap with his head on his shoulder. He yawned and looked up at his mom. “I’m sleepy.” He said softly. Violet laughed softly. “I can see that. Why don’t you head upstairs and get ready for bed and I’ll be up in a couple of minutes to tuck you in, ok?” Dodger nodded. “Could you and daddy both tuck me in?” Violet smiled. “Of course, munchkin. Anything you want.” Dodger made his way upstairs and Simon stood. He walked over to Violet and placed his hands on her waist. “Everything alright with your mom?” Violet smiled and nodded as she placed her hands on Simon’s shoulders. “Everything is fine.” She responded before leaning up to kiss Simon softly. “C’mon. Let’s head upstairs and put our son to bed.” She said before taking Simon’s hand and leading him upstairs. Simon couldn’t help but grin hearing Violet refer to Dodger as their son. It was true, but hearing her say it made it even better. As they walked into Dodger’s room he was pulling on his pajama pants before climbing onto his bed. Violet pulled back his covers and once he was laying down she tucked him in. Simon picked a book and he and Violet read it to Dodger, doing voices for the different characters as they read. Dodger giggled at them but he was dead asleep by the time they finished. Violet leaned over and kissed his forehead. Simon did the same before they creeped out of the room, leaving a night light on and the door cracked open.

Simon walked towards the stairs and was about to head down when he felt Violet wrap her hand around his wrist. He turned to face her. Without a word she leaned up and kissed him softly. Simon smiled against her lips and placed a hand on her waist. Violet pulled back and bit her lip as she took Simon’s hand and lead him to her bedroom. Once they were inside, Violet shut the door and pulled Simon to her. He smirked and wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. Violet wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned up to kiss him deeply. Simon slid his hands down, giving Violet’s ass a firm squeeze, causing her to sigh against his lips. She pulled back and climbed onto the bed. Simon smirked as he walked over to the bed. Violet noticed Simon’s smirk and quirked an eyebrow. “What’s that look for?” She asked softly. Simon shrugged. “I just find it kinda crazy that we’re here again.” Violet smiled softly. “Deep down I knew that if we ever crossed paths again that this is exactly what would happen.” “Really?” Violet nodded. “We’re meant to be together, Simon. I never believed in stuff like that before but I know now that it’s true.” Simon placed his hands on Violet’s waist. “And you say I’m the cheesy one.” Violet laughed softly and slapped Simon’s shoulder. “Shut up and kiss me.” “Yes, ma’am.” Simon leaned down and kissed Violet passionately. Violet reached down and started to undo Simon’s pants before working on unbuttoning his shirt.

Simon slipped his shirt off before pushing his pants down and kicking them off. He broke the kiss to help Violet get her clothes off. Once she was naked Simon licked his lips. It didn’t matter how many times he saw her naked, she just looked so incredible that he couldn’t help but admire her. It always made Violet blush but it also turned her on to see Simon lick his lips and his breathing get heavier when he looked her over. Violet sat and leaned back on her elbows, beckoning Simon closer with her finger. He groaned softly and leaned down, running a hand from Violet’s knee to her hip as he kissed along her neck and collarbone. Violet tilted her head back and moaned softly. Simon kissed down Violet’s chest and over her breasts and stomach before kneeling at the edge of the bed. Violet spread her legs as Simon leaned down further to kiss and nip along her inner thighs. Violet whimpered and threaded her fingers through Simon’s hair as he gently flicked his tongue over her clit. Simon groaned when he felt Violet tug on his hair. He lightly sucked Violet’s clit before slowly slipping a finger inside Violet’s waiting pussy. Violet bit her lip to try and keep herself quiet. Simon swirled his tongue around Violet’s clit as he slowly thrust his finger in and out of Violet. She was already feeling close. Simon knew exactly how to get Violet off. He could tell she was getting close. Simon slipped a second finger inside her and gently massaged her g spot. Violet’s thighs trembled as she came, moaning Simon’s name loudly as she did.

Once Violet’s orgasm passed Simon slowly slipped his fingers from her, causing her to whimper softly. Violet immediately sat up and pulled Simon into a passionate kiss. Simon moaned as he reached down and pushed his underwear off, letting his rock hard member spring free. Violet pulled back and licked her lips. “Get on your back. I wanna ride you.” Simon groaned as he climbed onto the bed and laid on his back. Violet immediately straddled his waist and started to grind her hips against his. Simon moaned softly and ran his hands down Violet’s sides. She reached back and wrapped a and around his member before lifting her hips a bit and lining him up with her entrance. She sank her hips down and bit her lip as he filled her. Simon held Violet’s hips as she took him in. Once he was completely inside her, he grabbed Violet’s breasts and used his thumbs to circle her nipples. Violet’s mouth hung open as she started to slowly rock her hips. This was her favorite way for Simon to fuck her. When she was on top, his cock just seemed to hit all the right spots inside her. Sex with him was good in any position, but this one was the best. Simon started gently pinching Violet’s nipples before rolling the hardened nubs between his fingers. The dual pleasure was overwhelming for Violet and she knew it was gonna push her over the edge. But she wanted this to last a little longer. So she wrapped her hands around Simon’s wrists and pinned his arms above his head. She leaned forward and started to lift her hips up and down. After a moment, Simon started to move his hips in time, thrusting up when Violet thrusted down.

Violet was trying her best to not moan too loud as she didn’t want to wake Dodger, but this was just too good. Simon slid his hands from Violet’s grasp and grabbed her hips, holding her still as he thrust up into her hard and fast. He could tell she was close. Violet put her hands on Simon’s chest, her nails dug into his skin and she bit her bottom lip as he fucked her. Simon could feel himself getting close. He groaned softly as his fingers dug into Violet’s hips. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum, baby.” He moaned. Violet tried to respond but as she opened her mouth all that came out was a whimper as another orgasm washed over her. Simon came at the same time, spilling his load inside of Violet, but continued to gently thrust his hips to ride out both their orgasms. After a moment Violet leaned forward and pressed a few soft kisses to Simon’s lips. “That was amazing.” Simon smiled and nodded. “Damn right it was.” Violet laughed softly and kissed Simon once more before slowly lifting her hips, climbing off of Simon and heading to the bathroom to clean herself up. When she returned she crawled into bed and immediately snuggled up to Simon. This was her favorite part. She loved how safe she felt when Simon wrapped his arms around her, how relaxing the sound of his breathing was as he drifted off to sleep. Violet looked up and just admired him for a moment. She suddenly felt overwhelmed with adoration. Seeing how peaceful he looked and knowing that him being with her made him feel that way, was almost too much for her to bear. But she knew that because she had all the same feelings that she’d had before with him, that they were both where they belonged, in each other’s arms.