The show never really addresses this so I thought I would write a bit. Thereâs a bit more if people like it. Itâs a bit racy in spots.
17 year old Philippe lay on the sofa in his salon reading a book. A not very interesting book but lately nothing seemed very interesting to him. It had been an exceedingly long winter locked up in the Palais Royal and he was bored. Louis no longer had time for him. Being king and finding a queen was all he cared about. There was the Compte de Guiche to amuse him butâŠhe sighed and looked back down at the book. Sometimes the compte scared him, made him feel worse than aloneâŠbut maybe that was what he deserved. He jumped with a start as the royal guards flung open the doors to the chamber. He was even more surprised to see his brother. He smiled at Louis. âWhat are you doing here?â
Louis frowned. âEveryone else rises when I enter a room.â
âEveryone else doesnât know that you slept with a stuffed dog until you were 12,â Philippe replied with a smirk.
Louis scowled and then laughed. âI thought I might go for a ride. Itâs quite warm out today. Would you join me?â
Philippe tossed his book on the floor. âGive me a moment to change.â
âThey may be a bit feisty today, your majesty,â the Comte d'Harcourt warned. âTheyâve been cooped up inside all winter.â
âI know how they feel,â Philippe muttered. He swung up on his white stallion. The horse whinnied and pranced eager to be off. âJust a moment, boy,â Philippe whispered soothingly to the horse, scratching the horseâs ears.
âThe king will be fine, father,â the Comte d'Armagnac assured the older man. âHe is an excellent rider. Your majesty, if you please.â He held his hand out to assist the king onto the horse as protocol demanded.
Louis swung up. âWeâll take them to Champs Elysee. Thatâll cure the winter doldrums.â
A younger boy about 15 with a lionâs mane of blond hair joined the group. âFather, the new Arabian hasâŠ.â He saw Philippe and suddenly forgot his purpose. He had never seen anyone more beautiful.
Philippe turned to the new arrival and unconsciously loosed the reins of his horse. The horse returned to prancing and cavorting nearly unseating its rider. Philippe stared at the blond angel in front of himâŠthe most beautiful thing he had ever seen. It was a moment before he noticed that he had lost control of the horse. He gathered up the reins, forcing the horse to stay still but was unable take his eyes off the angel.
âYour majesty, I am not sure you remember my brother, Philippe, the Chevalier de Lorraine. Heâs just arrived at court,â the Comte d'Armagnac said to Louis.
âYour majesty,â the chevalier said, bowing properly to the king.
The Compte d'Harcourt watched the proceedings with wariness and hostility.
The chevalier rose and chanced another look at Philippe who, he was pleased to learn, was still looking at him.
âMy brother, Philippe, the Duc d'Anjou,â Louis said. âIâm sure the two of you met as children. Was it that one summerâŠ.â
âSaint-Germain, I believe,â Armagnac said.
Philippe vaguely heard Louis and Armagnac speaking but it was difficult as he felt like he had been transported somewhere else. Some Eden where only he and the angelâŠthe Chevalier de Lorraine existed.
âYour highness,â the chevalier murmured and bowed to Philippe.
Philippe found that he hated seeing the chevalier bow as doing so hid his face.
The chevalier rose and looked Philippe in the eyes.
Philippe suddenly found it difficult to breathe.
The chevalier smiled at Philippe.
Philippe briefly lost control of the horse again, gathered it back up, and then smiled at the chevalier.
âShall we, brother?â Louis asked, oblivious.
Philippe looked at Louis with a momentâs confusion and then remembered why he was on a horse. He could think of nothing he wanted to do less now but nodded.
Louis led them out of the stable yard and Philippe followed. He glanced back to see the chevalier watching him. He was rewarded with another smile from his blond angel before the Comte d'Harcourt directed the chevalier back into the stables.
Later that day, Philippe frantically combed through racks and racks of clothes in his dressing room but he hated everything he owned. He had already tried on several ensembles with no success. He had absolutely nothing to wear. He flashed to the blond angel and felt a bit nauseous. His stomach was roiling. Perhaps he was getting sick? He forced himself to return to the task at hand and finally chose a dark brocade coat. At least it was new.
The chevalier stared at his reflection in the mirror but his mind was on Philippe as it had been all day. He barely even remembered the argument with his father though his ribs were tender so clearly it had not gone well. He banished his father from his mind and returned to the much more pleasant thought of Philippe Bourbon. He felt a bit nervous to see him again but it was a good nervousness. Excitement. He had chosen a blue brocade coat that he knew complimented him. He must make up for any impression of being a glorified stable boy. Of all the times to be introduced toâŠhe did not quite have a word for Philippe. What word could really sum up what he felt when he first saw him? The French language was not up to the task.
Philippe followed Louis into the dining room and sat at his customary place to Louisâ left. He looked around as discreetly as he could manage for the chevalier and found him standing beside his brother looking even more beautiful than Philippe remembered him. His stomach gave a disturbing lurch. Do. Not. Vomit.
The chevalier felt Philippeâs presence a second before he saw himâŠeven more beautiful than he remembered him though the dark gray brocade did him no favors. Why would someone so beautiful hide in shadows? He felt Philippeâs eyes on him and smiled slightly.
Philippe smiled back, the slight nausea being joined by an ache further south. His face felt hot and his heart was beating much too fast. Maybe he really was getting sick. Typhoid perhaps?
With dinner over though not eaten, Philippe followed Louis into the salon for the nightâs entertainment. It would be cards without doubt. Louis had lost to the Chevalier de Rohan the night before and would be eager to regain his dignity.
As Louis headed to the card table, Philippe wandered to a corner wondering where the chevalier was. He saw him across the room at the card table. His brother would play, of course, being part of Louisâ little gang of friends. Philippe considered walking over to the table. It was unlikely Louis would let him play and highly likely that he would humiliate him for asking. He was not so nice with his friends around.
âHiding again, I see,â the Comte de Guiche said. âCome. Weâll play our own game of hide and seek.â
Philippe was a bit startled by the count as he had been busy staring at the chevalier. In fact, Guicheâs presence was decidedly unwelcome. âI do not feel like it tonight.â
âWhatever made you think you have a choice,â Guiche sneered grabbing Philippeâs arm roughly.
âLet go. Youâre hurting me,â Philippe cried.
âI will hurt you a lot more if you do not come with me now,â Guiche said tightening his grip on Philippeâs arm.
âI do not want to,â Philippe said grimacing in pain.
âI do not understand why you think that matters to me,â Guiche said as he half dragged Philippe toward a private alcove.
âI believe the duke has made himself clear,â the chevalier said quietly to Guiche as he approached them.
Philippe looked at the chevalier in shock and then at Guiche with fear.
âMind your own business,â Guiche snapped. âThis is a private conversation.â
âA conversation? Are you sure? Because what it looks like is that you are assaulting a prince of France in full view of the court which I believe to be more treason than conversation,â the chevalier said. âAnd I must say, that coat is committing its own host of crimes against humanity.â
Philippe giggled despite his fear and then quickly put a hand over his mouth.
The conversation, despite its hushed tones, was starting to generate some interest among nearby courtiers.
Guiche looked around at the growing crowd. âYou will regret this,â he hissed at Philippe. He let go of Philippeâs arm and stormed out of the salon.
Philippe rubbed his arm already feeling it bruising.
âNothing more to see here,â the chevalier told the courtiers. âBack to losing the shirts off your backs.â
The courtiers turned away.
âAre you well, your highness?â the chevalier asked Philippe. âDid he hurt you?â
Philippe shook his head. âYou should not have done that,â he said quietly.
âYou wanted to go with him?â the chevalier asked a bit confused.
âNo butâŠhe is angry now,â Philippe said.
âWhy are you with someone who frightens you?â
âHe does not frighten me,â Philippe said convincing no one.
âHe is a boor and a brute. You deserve better,â the chevalier said.
Philippe looked unconvinced.
âLet me show you,â the chevalier said. He confiscated a bottle of champagne and a plate of macaroons from a nearby table. âWill you come with me?â
Philippe nodded and smiled slightly.
The chevalier led Philippe through a nearby door onto a balcony. Music from the nightâs entertainment wafted through the still chilly spring air. The chevalier set down the champagne and macaroons and held out his hand to Philippe. âDance with me?â
Philippe stared at the proffered hand, his heart thudding in his chest, his stomach roiling, his palmsâŠsweaty? He considered running away in embarrassment but the desire to touch the angel was too great. He took the chevalierâs hand.
The chevalier smiled at Philippe and pulled him into his arms whirling him around the makeshift dance floor.
Philippe laughed and suddenly felt a hundred pounds lighter. âYouâre a good dancer,â he said.
âYouâre extraordinarily graceful which makes it easier,â the chevalier said whirling Philippe out and back against his chest. The music slowed and he tightened his grip on Philippeâs waist.
Philippe tried to focus on breathing but he was so close to him. Their bodies were pressed together. He could smell the light scent of lavender in the chevalierâs hair. Hair that was brushing his face. Eyes that were staring into his. His entire body ached.
The chevalier could not remember ever being so attracted to anyone. It was taking every ounce of self control he could muster not to kiss those pink lips that were mere inches away from his. He tried looking into Philippeâs eyes but those were excruciatingly beautiful as well. âIsnât this better?â he asked in an effort to distract himself.
âMuch,â Philippe said softly, surprised he was capable of speech. âHowâŠhow was your first day at court?â he managed.
âIt started off poorly but greatly improved shortly after lunch,â the chevalier said and smiled.
âOh?â Philippe asked.
âHave you forgotten so soon?â
Philippe shook his head, lost in the chevalierâs eyes.
âYou were so beautiful,â the chevalier said softly. âI forgot what I was doing.â
Philippe looked a little surprised that he had such impact. âI felt the same. I forgot to hold the reins,â he admitted sheepishly. âYou look like an angelâŠ.â
The chevalier kissed Philippe gently, his lips lingering on pink lips.
Philippe felt himself melting into the chevalierâs arms, head pleasantly spinning as he returned the kiss.
âI have been thinking about that all day,â the chevalier murmured against Philippeâs lips.
âAs have I,â Philippe said. âI was disappointed you were not there when we returned.â
âMy fatherâŠI would have been butâŠit does not matter,â the chevalier said banishing his father and focusing on Philippe in his arms. âI am here now.â He kissed Philippe again gentleness giving way to passion as Philippe opened his mouth to receive the chevalierâs eager tongue. He pushed Philippe against the outside wall of the palace, his fingers tangled in silky ebony hair, their tongues exploring each otherâs mouths. He grimaced slightly as Philippe pulled him closer irritating a rib.
âAre you well? Did I do something wrong?â Philippe asked.
âIâm well. Everything youâre doing is so right.â He kissed Philippe again happy to be met with immediate and equal response.
Philippe felt himself drowning in desire. His lips, his tongue, his skin felt like fire. He rubbed against the chevalier wanting more than kisses. He pulled the chevalierâs shirt out of his breeches and felt bare skin that was as hot as his own.
The chevalier moved his hands from Philippeâs hair to Philippeâs ass pressing their groins together. He moaned as he felt Philippe rubbing against him. He untied Philippeâs breeches, needing bare skin. He barely noticed the door opening and closing but something in his mind registered âno longer aloneâ. âFuck me,â he hissed and disentangled himself from Philippe.
âWhatâŠâ Philippe asked in confusion. His lips were swollen, his head was swimming, and losing the chevalierâs touch was more than he could bear. It was a moment before he registered the drunk courtesan staring at him.
âYouâre the Duc dâŠ.â the courtesan slurred.
âA duke? My Jacques?â the chevalier laughed. âPerhaps youâve had a bit too much champagne, my dear.â He looked pointedly at Philippe silently pleading with him to play along.
âButâŠâ the courtesan said.
âDo you know, I heard the Duc de Burgundy asking about you earlier,â the chevalier told the courtesan.
âYou did?â the courtesan asked already thinking how jealous her friends would be to have to call her duchess.
âI did. Why would I lie to you?â the chevalier confirmed.
âYou wouldnât, of course,â the courtesan said. âI must go to him!â She opened the door and hurried back inside.
âI expect an invitation to the wedding!â the chevalier called after her.
Philippe laughed as the door closed. âThe Duc de Burgundy is five years old. It is well past his bed time.â
The chevalier turned back to Philippe. âIt worked, did it not?â he asked without apology.
âYou may look like an angel but you are not one,â Philippe said.
âDoes that disappoint you?â the chevalier asked.
The chevalier kissed Philippe and pressed him back against the wall, tongues exploring, grinding against each other.
âMaybe somewhere more private,â Philippe gasped between kisses. âThe next person who comes out here may actually know the Duc de Burgundy.â
âDid you have somewhere in mind?â the chevalier asked his lips against Philippeâs.
âMy roomsâŠareâŠsomewhereâŠ.â Philippe murmured.
The chevalier laughed his mouth pressed against Philippeâs ear. âWe should try to find them then. Can you remember a general direction?â
âMaybeâŠbut you must stop kissing me. I knew exactly where they were before that started,â Philippe said, kissing the chevalier.
âYou are kissing me. You must stop yourself,â the chevalier said kissing Philippe.
âI cannot,â Philippe said still kissing the chevalier.
The chevalier made a Herculean effort and took a step away from Philippe. âThink.â
Philippe tried to redirect blood to his brain.
âMust we retrace your steps?â the chevalier asked.
âWe have to go backâŠin there,â Philippe said.
The chevalier surveyed Philippe, messy hair, swollen lips, breeches untied. âThat is not ideal.â
âThere is another way,â Philippe remembered and looked over the balcony to the shrubbery below. It had not yet bloomed and its branches did not look at all welcoming.
The chevalier looked over as well. âSo we must go back through the salon.â He tucked Philippeâs shirt back into his breeches and retied them and then did the same to his own. He ran his fingers through Philippeâs hair basically calming it. âThere is nothing I can do about these,â he said touching Philippeâs swollen lips with his own. âWe should avoid extended conversation if possible.â
Philippe nodded. âWhat about that?â He gestured to the champagne and macaroons.
âThey may be neededâŠlater,â the chevalier said. He filled Philippeâs coat pockets with macaroons and then hid the champagne in his own coat. âWalk quickly, make no eye contact.â
The chevalier opened the door and they re-entered the salon. On plan, they walked quickly to the nearest set of double doors and straight into Anne of Austria.
âMother,â Philippe stammered through lips that he was sure could be seen for miles.
âPhilippe,â Anne said a touch suspicious. âWho is your friend?â
âI am Philippe, the Chevalier de Lorraine, your majesty,â the chevalier volunteered, bowing to Anne.
âYour father is the Comte d'Harcourt, is he not? I had heard that his younger son would be joining us. Welcome to court,â Anne said politely.
âThank you, your majesty.â
âWhere are the two of you off to?â Anne asked with interest.
âBilliards!â Philippe spit out.
Anneâs suspicion grew. âYou hate billiards.â
âIâŠIâŠâ Philippe stuttered.
âHe dislikes it because he is not good at it but I believe I can remedy that,â the chevalier explained.
âThen we will be in your debt. I should warn you, you have your work cut out for you,â Anne said not believing any of it.
âI am sure I am up for the challenge, your majesty,â the chevalier assured Anne.
âWell, I shanât keep you,â Anne said. âDo try to follow the chevalierâs instruction, my son.â She kissed Philippe on the cheek and walked away.
âExcellent advice,â the chevalier said with a smirk.
âCome. Our escape route is clear,â the chevalier said and quickly left the salon with Philippe on his heels. âWhich way?â
âUp the stairs, end of the hall, and to the right,â Philippe said.
âGood. Now that your room has been relocated, I can do this again,â the chevalier said and then kissed Philippe.
Philippe tangled his fingers in the chevalierâs hair, his body melting into his, all thoughts of privacy forgotten.
The chevalier dragged his lips away from Philippeâs. âYou are going to land me in the Bastille. We must find your room.â
âThen stop kissing me!â Philippe exclaimed a bit louder than intended.
âThen stop looking so kissable,â the chevalier begged.
Philippe smiled and pulled the chevalier in for a kiss.
âYour room, you wicked thing,â the chevalier murmured against Philippeâs lips.
Philippe took the chevalierâs hand and pulled him down the hall in the direction of his rooms. They made it nearly to the turn before Philippe found himself pinned against a marble wall with the chevalierâs tongue in his mouth.
âHow much further?â the chevalier gasped between kisses. âSurely we must be in Spain by now.â
Philippe laughed and pushed the chevalier off him. He turned the corner and could see the royal guards in front of his room. âNearly there.â He took the chevalierâs hand and pulled him down the hallway. The guards saw him, raised their spears, and opened the double doors for them.
The chevalier stopped momentarily at the sight of the royal guards as the full weight of what he was doing hit him. The kingâs brother. Next in line to the throne. If this ends badly, the Bastille will be the best case scenario for you butâŠ. He looked at Philippe standing inside the room looking at him. Philippe who he was already half in love with. Philippe who was looking at him now as if he could read his mind.
âIâll understand,â Philippe said softly, sadly. âIf itâs too much.â The words caused him physical pain.
The chevalier walked into the room and the guards closed the doors behind him, followed by the clang of steel on steel. He put his hands on Philippeâs face and kissed him tenderly. âYou are worth it.â
Philippe smiled at the chevalier and then leaned in for more kisses.
The chevalier happily obliged, kissing Philippe, his hands pushing off Philippeâs coat and finding their way under shirt to find bare skin.
Philippe stumbled backward toward his room, still kissing the chevalier, his hands pulling shirt from breeches, fumbling with buttons.
The chevalier removed the champagne from his coat and set it on a bedside table then removed his coat and let it fall to the floor, his lips never leaving Philippeâs. He pushed Philippe back toward the bed until he saw a pile of clothes on it. âDare I ask?â
Philippe looked at the pile and flushed. âI couldnât decide what to wear.â
âIs this a typical problem?â
âNoâŠI wantedâŠuhâŠI wanted you to notice me and I couldnât decide what you would like,â Philippe admitted.
The chevalier smiled. âYou would look beautiful in anything, my darlingâŠor nothing.â
Philippe smiled. âThat didnât seem appropriate for dinner.â
âNo though I certainly would have noticed,â the chevalier smirked. He let go of Philippe long enough to dump the pile of clothes to the floor. He unbuttoned Philippeâs vest, pushed it off his shoulders and added it to the pile.
Philippe watched the chevalier wide eyed.
The chevalier unbuttoned Philippeâs breeches, freeing his shirt tails and then lifted the shirt over Philippeâs head. âYou are exquisite,â the chevalier said running his hands over Philippeâs bare chest. He could feel Philippe trembling.
âWhy do you tremble, darling? Do you not wantâŠ.â
Philippe shook his head. âI do wantâŠyouâŠmake me tremble,â he whispered.
The chevalier kissed Philippe, his hands continuing their exploration.
Philippe unbuttoned the chevalierâs vest and pushed it off his shoulders and let it fall to the floor.
The chevalier lifted his arms to help with shirt removal. He pulled Philippe against him, kissing him, relishing the feel of bare skin on bare skin. He pushed Philippe back on the bed and crawled on top of him, kissing him. He kissed down his chest, down his stomach, pausing to unbutton and remove his breeches. He took Philippeâs cock in his mouth and was surprised when every part of Philippe stiffened but his cock.
âDonât!â Philippe sat up quickly, tucking his legs under his chin.
The chevalier crawled over to Philippe. âWhatâs wrong? What did I do?â
âIt doesnât work,â Philippe said barely audibly, his eyes downcast.
The chevalier swallowed shock and then kissed Philippe gently. âThatâs okay, my darling. There are other ways to give you pleasure.â
Philippe looked confused but the chevalier kissed him and he was lost again. He unbuttoned the chevalierâs breeches and helped the chevalier take them off. He bent down and took the chevalierâs cock in his mouth, relishing the feel of it swelling and hardening against his tongue, the moans from the chevalier growing louder.
âEnough,â the chevalier moaned, knowing he wouldnât last much longer that way. âI want to be inside you.â
Philippe nodded and turned his back to the chevalier.
âNo. Not like that,â the chevalier said and turned Philippe around to face him and then pushed him back on the bed. âI want to see your beautiful face. Kiss your lips,â he murmured, his lips against Philippeâs. He gently entered Philippe still kissing him.
Philippe moaned as the chevalier filled him, with his cock, with his tongue, both thrusting.
The chevalier shifted Philippe slightly and thrust deeper.
Philippe cried out in pleasure. âWhatâŠpleaseâŠyesâŠ.â he moaned incoherently. âOh yesâŠ.â His hands pushed against the chevalier, pushing him in deeper.
The chevalier thrust deeper, harder into Philippe his orgasm growing. He felt Philippe hard between them and reached for his cock, rubbing in time to his thrusts.
Philippe was lost in waves of pleasure, no longer aware of anything but pleasure and then the waves were joined by an explosion and he felt he might faint from the sheer ecstasy of it. He squeezed the chevalier inside of him, felt the chevalierâs entire body spasming in pleasure inside of him, on top of him.
The chevalier collapsed on top of Philippe unable to move. He felt Philippe still squeezing him and moaned.
Philippe wrapped his arms and legs around the chevalier not wanting it to end. âThat wasâŠâ
ââŠamazing,â the chevalier finished weakly, his face in Philippeâs hair where it had landed when his body had lost the ability to hold its own weight. He smelled of orange blossoms and pleasure and it was intoxicating.
âIt did not ever feel like that before,â Philippe said.
The chevalier mustered all remaining strength and propped himself up enough to look at Philippe. âWhat do you mean?â
âI did notâŠhave notâŠ.â
âNot even by yourself??â
The chevalier frowned. âWhomever it was, the boorish count or whomeverâŠthey did it wrong. Also, my mignonette, your cock works just fine.â
Philippe looked confused. âPerhaps you fixed it.â
âPerhaps they didnât bother to try and should never be allowed to touch you again,â the chevalier said. He touched Philippeâs face. âYou deserve only pleasure, my darling.â
Philippe smiled and reached his head up for a kiss. âI donât want them to touch me again,â he said as the chevalier showered his lips with tiny kisses.
âGood answer,â the chevalier said between kisses. âAs I could not bear the thought of you with someone else.â He kissed Philippe, his lips lingering.
Philippe opened his mouth, his tongue joining the chevalierâs as the kiss deepened. He felt himself growing hard between them.
âSee, it is an excellent cock, back at attention and ready for the next battle,â the chevalier said rubbing his own swelling cock against Philippeâs.
Philippe moaned. âPlease. Again.â
âArenât you an insatiable mignonette?â the chevalier said with a smile. He moaned as he thrust deep into Philippe and settled back into a rhythm, slower this time but just as sweet.
The chevalier lay collapsed on top of Philippe unable to move. In fact, he was fairly certain he was drooling but nothing could be done about it. He listened to the thudding of Philippeâs heart as he recovered or maybe it was his own heart. He was no longer sure whose body parts were whose. It didnât seem particularly important anyway. He thought there may have been a time before Philippe but that also didnât seem particularly important. Some cold and distant memory and he was warm here with Philippeâs arms and legs wrapped around him.
âAre you awake?â Philippe asked, gently twirling a finger through the chevalierâs curls.
âAwake, yes. Something more than a gelatinous blob, no.â
Philippe laughed and squeezed the cocoon tighter.
âDid you need something?â the chevalier asked without moving.
âI am quite hungry. I did not eat dinner,â Philippe admitted.
âAnd why was that?â the chevalier asked wondering if he could reach the macaroons without moving.
âIâŠI thought it was typhoid but I think I was just nervous to see you again,â Philippe said a bit embarrassed.
âYou confused your feelings for me with a debilitating disease?â the chevalier asked unsure whether to be offended or not.
Philippe laughed. âIt would seem so, yes, but the end problem is the same. Iâm hungry.â
âI am a bit hungry too,â the chevalier admitted.
âDid we not have macaroons at one point?â Philippe asked.
âWe did. They are in the pockets of your coat,â the chevalier said.
âOn the floor somewhere between the corridor and the bed,â the chevalier said. âI am sure of it.â
âThat is a great amount of territory to cover,â Philippe said wondering if he could just ignore his hunger. His stomach growled a response.
âThis is dire,â the chevalier said. âCould a servant be summoned?â
Philippe considered. âThey are in their beds in the servants quarters. No one stays here. We would have to yell very loudly and that may have unintended consequences.â
âLike waking the palace and being caught like this?â the chevalier asked bemused.
âYes. Like that. One of us must do it. I would butâŠâ He gestured to the fact that the chevalier was preventing him from moving.
âI could focus all my strength on rolling off you and then you could do it,â the chevalier suggested.
âOr I could order you to do it,â Philippe said not very interested in moving.
âYou could but I may forget how to do that thing you really like me to do,â the chevalier said.
âThat would be tragic,â Philippe agreed. âIs there no solution then? We will have to waste away until morning when the servants wake?â
âIt would seem so,â the chevalier said laughing. âIâm really hungry.â
âMe too,â Philippe said.
âIt would be less effort if we each searched a room,â the chevalier suggested.
âI will search this room,â Philippe volunteered quickly.
âWell played,â the chevalier said drily. âI will need you to unwrap me.â
Philippe sighed. âI quite like you where you are.â
âWhere I am is getting us no closer to the macaroons,â the chevalier said with equal disappointment.
Philippe moved his arms and legs freeing the chevalier.
The chevalier focused on moving his limbs and, with great effort, managed to roll off Philippe.
âI do not like this at all,â Philippe said.
âIt is this or starvation,â the chevalier said practically as he rolled out of the bed, landing not as gracefully on the floor as he had intended. He offered Philippe a hand.
Philippe took the chevalierâs hand and cooperated in the chevalierâs efforts to pull him out of bed. He looked at the pile of clothes on the floor greatly regretting his earlier decision to try on everything he owned. âThe coat could be anywhere.â
âIndeed,â the chevalier said looking glumly at the pile. âI do not remember when or where I took it off you. Good luck, my darling.â He walked into the other room to search.
Philippe sighed and began shuffling through clothes including coats that looked like the coat but contained no macaroons. âWhat was I wearingâŠâ he muttered to himself. He remembered vividly what the chevalier was wearing, the way the blue complimented his eyesâŠ. Macaroons, he reminded himself.
The chevalier looked around the darkened room with no idea where the coat was. He was fairly certain he had taken the coat off in here. Why donât macaroons smell? He slammed his knee against a piece of furniture, lost his balance and fell to the floor. âFuck!â
âPhilippe?â Philippe called from the other room.
âI found them,â the chevalier muttered as he rolled off the coat.
âThank God!â Philippe yelled as he crawled back into bed.
The chevalier grabbed the champagne off the bedside table as he crawled back into bed beside Philippe. âPlate?â
The chevalier dropped the smashed macaroons on Philippeâs chest, picked one up and bit into it.
âWhat happened to them?â Philippe asked examining the cookie.
âDonât ask,â the chevalier said.
Philippe shrugged and bit into the macaroon. âYou saved the champagne?â
âI did,â the chevalier confirmed and popped the cork. âNo glasses.â
âWe are already eating smashed macaroons off my chest like barbarians. We are past the Rubicon now,â Philippe said taking a swig from the bottle.
The chevalier laughed and took the bottle from Philippe taking a swig. âThe monks are good for something.â He handed the bottle back to Philippe who took another drink spilling some on himself. âWe canât have you sticky,â the chevalier said softly, licking the champagne from Philippeâs chin, neck, chestâŠ.
Philippe moaned as the chevalier continued licking. âI donât think I spilled itâŠmmmâŠthere,â he said softly, arching to meet the chevalierâs mouth.
The chevalier lay collapsed on Philippeâs chest sure that he was no longer capable of movement, not entirely sure he was capable of speech.
Philippe ran his fingers through the lionâs mane of hair resting on his chest. âWhere did you get these scars?â he asked, gently running his fingers over the ugly raised welts that had been hidden beneath the chevalierâs hair
The chevalier flinched and tried to roll over. âDonât!â
Philippe caught the chevalier and held him so they were laying on their sides facing each other. âWho did this to you?â he asked.
âIt does not matter. Itâs in the past.â
âYou grimaced earlier tonight when I hugged you too tightly. That is not in the past,â Philippe reasoned.
âYou would not understand. Your mother allowsâŠthis,â the chevalier said gesturing to their naked bodies. âBut we areâŠCatholic,â he said by way of an explanation.
âSo are we,â Philippe insisted.
âDEVOUTLY Catholic,â the chevalier clarified. âDo not get my father started on what he believes your family is.â
âDid your father do this?â Philippe asked.
The chevalier sighed. âHe has tried very hard to make meâŠnormal,â he said quietly. âHe and my mother believe that I will go to hell and take them all with me if they do not fix me.â
Philippe touched the chevalierâs face gently. He was filled with an overwhelming desire to take away this pain, this pain that felt like his pain too. âI will have him banished from court and you will not return home,â he stated. He was not entirely sure why he cared so much but he had never meant anything more.
The chevalier was nearly speechless. He could not allow it, of course, but that Philippe would wish to protect him touched his heart. âYou are not who people think you are,â the chevalier said quietly.
Philippe looked confused.
âYou do not even see it yourself,â the chevalier said. He gently touched Philippeâs face. âYou believe the lie but I see you, my darling. I see the man you truly are.â
Philippe considered this, wove it into questions he only dared to ask himself. âWho am I?â
âYou are an extraordinary man who has been convinced to live in the shadows for too long.â
Philippe sifted through the chevalierâs comments. He was raised among sycophants, courtiers, all with their own agenda but the chevalier seemed different. Because you find him madly attractive? âYou only say that to win favor.â
âNeed I remind you that but for your grandfatherâs willingness to switch religions every time the wind changed directions, you and I could easily be in opposite positions? I am a Lorraine-Guise, prince etranger, not some stable boy. I do not need your favor,â the chevalier said haughtily.
Philippe looked surprised to be spoken to in such a direct manner.
âEvery rational thought in my head screams what a bad idea this is,â the chevalier said quietly. He touched Philippeâs face gently. âBut I saw this face and none of that mattered and now that I know youâŠhenceforth, every day that I do not touch youâŠ.â He ran his fingers across Philippeâs lips. ââŠtaste youâŠ.â He kissed Philippe gently. ââŠfeel youâŠâ He rolled over onto Philippe and entered him slowly. ââŠwill be a day of death and mourning.â
Philippe kissed the chevalier deeply, his hands on the chevalierâs angelic face. He knew he was already falling in love with this man. Not just lust but something much deeper, something heâd never felt before and he welcomed it.