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wanna throw up i feel so sick.

why am I so bitter I know I'm good at isolating myself and good at not texting first and good at "forgetting" my friends you know what i know its my fault but why i feel betrayed why i cant let go I want to punch things and break stuff it's really bad and hard to put up with this rage I dont fucking know what to do

:((((( FEELING LIKE EXPLODING I HATE HER I HATE HER SO MUCH I HATE HER im cutting off all my "friends", friends lol dumbshit i hate this life I WANT TO SCREAM IDK WHAT TO DO :(((((((( fuck it fuck everything

mental illness isnt a competition I KNOW THAT but I AM at my worst I AM HAVING IT HARDER THAN U AND I AM AT THE EDGE I hate this feeling I hate this feeling of not being enough not well enough not ill enough I hate u for always playing the victim whats wrong with me why do I hate all your pretentious little acts so much, why do I feel so attacked by your existence I hate this

dudeeeee KILL ME