The true fuckery of life and dreams to go with it.

Frankly,most people straight women or gay men don't know what they are sincerely looking for. They want chivalry but they don't know what to do with it.

They want kindness,and dates but they aren't respectful nor do they appreciate kindness. Most dwell on pettiness and can't speak about anything other than surface shit.

I want her to win,to be great and in a good mental space. May God grant me the gift of discernment and the gift of taking weight off her shoulders,consistency and prosperity.

That person that falls in love with you, will pray for you and with you. She will gently guide you with love and at time clingyness. She will reteach you trust,accountability and above all us she will behonest. She will show you what being funny is and make it okay for you to smile again. She will also show you her loyalty and faithfulness.

This time you won't feel neglected,and I mean seriously. She will take it personal if she even gets a nudge that someone is trying ti take advantage or hurt you. She will forgive you and although hard,she will help you regulate.

She has patience and not because she always has the capacity but because she admires how I respond to what she teaches me.

She loves making love to me and i to her. She gives me random blow jobs and kisses me gently with ever rise of the morning sun.

She calms my storms because she took the time to understand why the hurrican became a hurrican in the first place,searching silently and examining my roots. She knows how to move with me,not because she wants something of not purity but because she likes to grant me clarity that only she knows I didn't receive in my childhood.

She reciprocates kindness,and has began to instill unwavering faith into me mentally and spiritually. She's lead me to believe that all is possible and her submission is highly understood,because the way she loves me,she knows she has the upper hand. She doesn't take my trust in her lightly,in fact she finds it endearing,and beautifully becoming.

Although she has never said it and never will,she feels and sees glimpses of my devotion and submission to her. She understands that I am not only loyal but faithful,not just with my words but with my actions.

Sexually she lets me become free with her,granting us both comfort to open up the parts of chakra's that most couldn't phantom to exist and reaching a level of escasty that keeps us both euphoric for days if not weeks. She tells me she longs for my touch,but the way she glances at me,makes me feel like a king and I awaiting the arrival of my beautiful queen,not wanting to visibly glance at another (on or off screen).

She's learned the mythology of my roots so well,that as i began to change,she makes preparations that only a soul mate could understand and she even unnecessary prepares to help me cope with generational pain.

I wish her the best on her journey of life. If its meant to be;than may it be with loyalty and faithfulness,best friendship and for once may I have someone who protects me as much as I would them,if not more.