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I thought 'what if l read all these and nothing comes in the exam?' and so many negative what ifs. They comforted me saying that l do not need to cover all the thing nd just trust myself.

I pulled an all-nighter cuz of the tension. I'm feeling so sleepy right now.

Im so chill yet panicking. Ykw? We are gonna see if l cook the exam or it cook me without oil

All I'm doing is praying and studying. I shall not back down! All those 10 years for nothing? Nahhh btch

Ok wthh not only electricity was gone few times and the heat became unbearable, l didn’t even got to finish b2nd subject cuz of taking care of my brother.

But anyways what gone is gone. Tomorrow morning, im gonna wake up, study b1st. Get coffee atleast for 2 weeks, prepare the essentials.

Let's be more serious now minnie!

Im so fucking scared.

I didn’t wrote anything yesterday cuz l cried (again). The pressure was too much and l had to babysit my sibling for WHOLE day. Honestly, l hv been taking care of him since he was born but the fact that l have an exam coming up and my parents just left for me to take care so they can go to 'work' tg. I was overwhelmed.

Today i took an math exam and i did average. Not bad but also not my best type shit. But I will not give up! The stress is all over me. I just hv to ace it. Yes l can do it!

Let's work hard and smart.

15/04/2026

Today I enjoyed a lot tbh. The farewell ceremony went well. This was the last time I might went to School. Clicked a lot of pictures with my besties. For the frist time in our trio life, this time we gotten a better picture us in it. Good camera. Good photographer. Good picture.

Will never miss this school but will definitely miss my homies★

Didn’t studied shit. But swear! I'll comeback tmrw;)

I cried twice today! (Why am i proud?)

Ok so when i got my math exam I got 22/30 marks T-T Seriously feeling like piece of shit at that time. Damn i would have cried on the spot but i cried after coming home. Kinda expected tho, cuz i literally left 10 marks cuz i didn’t had TIME. I got 2 numbers extra out of pity.

Then fake cried at noon cuz of family drama. I can become an actor I hv potential hehe. Honestly I'm sick of my family drama. Just want to escape from them.

Studied- 3h 25m✔

I think I'm going back to seriously studying again after my lazy ass lossing motivation. Anyway, gonna pull all nighter tonight cuz i still have so much to cover. Wait- But l have farewell ceremony at school. I need to look put together! Gnna sleep at 3/4 am then.

11/04/2026

Ok listen i might be cooking... Or it’s cooking me but either way something is cooking. I'm so nervous as fuck that i don't eveb feel anything. Just feeling like an ordinary day where i doom scroll yay.

But time is clicking for sure. It seems so little but It's really big syllabus I have.