Eat it

12/14/2017

I had my consultation about 8 blocks down for electrolysis today. It was only 15 minutes long but that was kind of painful. They literally stick a needle in the hair folicle and zap it. It feels like a bee sting every 5 seconds. It hurtt. This better be worth. (Only did the chin today). My next appointment is this MOnday. I want numbing cream. Hhaha

May 24, 2017

Isn’t it sad that I can’t date because I fear for my life?

Isn’t it sad if I tell a date I’m trans they might kill me?

Isn’t it sad if I tell a date I’m trans and they say they’re okay with it, that they might panic later and kill me anyway?

Isn’t it sad that even if I label myself as trans on my profile - no one will ever see me as a romantic partner, but a play thing?

This is why love doesn’t exist for most trans people.

This is why I’ve forced myself to be independent

for fear I will never find true love

for fear I might get attached to a friend that I will end up hurting

Just cuz I’m trans.