Not yet Finalized

Just a few of my favorites from Paris

"The songs on the radio are ok,

But my taste in music is your face,

Quick and swift. 

A kiss that ends too quick.

So I beg you, please don't Blink.

Enjoy this moment and don't Think. 

My appointment is November 2nd, 2016 - With Dr. Jeffery Shaw PhD. Not sure what to expect - I am both excited and cautious regarding this experience. Will it just be a normal conversation that cost money or will this give me a whole new perspective about life. I wonder... and if neither happens, then what. 

I guess this really boils down to why I’m even here in the first place. I think i have a fairly normal schedule, more hectic than some, but normal. I have a good job and a roof over my head; what else can i ask for? Well I’m working roughly 9-12 hrs a day and doing errands over the weekend. On my spare time, I work out which comes to about 4-7 times a week and as of late, I started pursuing artistic wood work and design of my environment. I often read and write about economics and politics, sometimes fiction. I easily connect with people if I want to and I usually don’t.

I was about to go on a tangent, let me refocus back to question at hand. I think the reason I am in this precarious situation is because I am unhappy, dissatisfied and numb. I find life fun. I get passionate about things and I give 100% to it, but as a cool wind blows over in a dizzying heat so does my happiness and satisfaction last only a moment til the heat comes rushing back. I’m pretty sure this is TMI, but whatever. SSDD.