thinking about lloyd & jay and im SICK. jay's voice was the last thing he heard btw GET ME OUT OF HERE
lloyd's kablooey and the ride home after that probably lasted days
and out of nowhere jay remembers taking lloyd to a con, and they're cosplaying Starfarther. and it's not lloyd the green ninja, it's just lloyd, the kid who likes pillow mints & nerding out w his nerdy older brother
and he'd probably want to bring it up to lloyd, that he had remembered that day - but lloyd is now green glitter on the ground
and they're all just remembering him as the child they all raised together and were prophised, destined actually, to protect
and they're so connected that their connection is what makes them powerful. they can't even feel him anymore
he's their kid and it's so sickening
and i do think about their bond a lot, because i think that jay would have helped lloyd connect to the younger version of himself he never got to experience, like reading comics and sneaking around with sweets in the middle of the night, living a little
