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how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave

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shit. shit shit shit. i shouldn't have said that. shit shit shit shit shit. oh fuck they're upset now. fuck im sorry. im sorry. i didnt mean to. fuck fuck fuck. i shouldnt have done that. i didnt mean to hurt you. shit shit shit. im so fucking sorry. please, please be okay. i didnt mean to hurt you. fuck fuck fuck. im sorry. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

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i love my friends. that's why i shouldn't bother them with my issues

So tired of being me

No one will ever hate me as much as I hate myself.

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I don't feel like I deserve to live

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people shouldn't worry about me. i dont deserve it

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what if i bashed my head in. i have all the tools. i'm gross and ugly and unlovable anyway. having me gone would be a net positive to the world

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