in the end, all girls are like the rose bride

extended system info and warning for what i post related to it:

i frequently co-front or am co-concious with my system. we see ourselves mostly collectively and use i/me often, acknowledge everyone as a part of the same person, etc. i have some form of communication with about ten of my headmates but have much more as well as unnamed fragments. i am frequently dissociated and this affects my behavior. i am in therapy and working on my dissociation. we take system accountability and work with each other if confronted with an issue.

i am a victim of 23 years of bad isolation and neglect as well as repeated severe abuse for most my life. this has affected every aspect of me and i talk about it and the effect it had on me often as well as am outspoken on topics related to my kinds of trauma, and i often forget to tag these as it’s just my normal everyday reality. just treat us as you would anyone else.

we often don’t recognize switches or don’t care to make distinctions, and the ‘host’ identity is a subsystem that collectively goes by bat. sometimes we tag who is saying what with the exception of ‘bat’, but sometimes it may be someone else fronting but unaware of the switch. we’ll make some sort of guide eventually, but our active known members are as follows:

bat (includes multiple separately named identities)

collective or bat (+ goes by other personal name): 🦇

manzanita 🍎

mortis (+ goes by other personal name) 🎭

lupe (loo-peh) 🎀

euanthe (yoo-an-thee) 🌑

samara (sah-mar-rah) 🦋

ángel (ahn-hel) 🪽

ruby 💎

aurora 👑

elise 🔥

mikey 🐢

maria 💉

near 🎲