Sorrowful Vines

Intro: The Light through the clouds~

Sarah walked through the forest of the night while trying to find pace from these nightmares that keep her tense, she hums to herself knowing how to calm the voices or her other self who takes pride in making Sarah suffer and beg to be the vessel she is. Sarah hears people chanting, well at least that's how it sounded but it was more aggressive and raspy like they couldn't stop because their voices seemed to be like sandpaper that rubs against you in pain. She kept listening almost like her mind, body, and soul knew this. This was the chant of the vessels that have hunted her life since she was a child. That fucking shit that she couldn't get away from, Sarah turned and ran like the world was on fire.

"I can't fucking do this again!! Never again!!" She said, to herself while she kept running.

As she faded more into the woods as the moonlight shines against the trees like a sheet on a bed.

Start of chapter one: Forest Lawn

Since that night, Sarah has been more unsure of everything in her view not like she hasn't been doing that her whole life. This isn't about daydreaming shit anymore, she just wants to know. Why did she get this curse? while skateboarding along the street with people who she could careless about.

"Why me? I mean sure I don't follow my parents rules or principal Webs complains on me for skipping school but that doesn't matter." She thought, as she passed The Double Down Diner and she sees Jim taking out the trash.

Jim lifts the lid as he was about to put the trash bag in, when he heard a loud cheerful voice yell out.

"Oh my God!" She grasped, and continued.

"It's mother fucking Bigfoot!!" She said, then came a laughter as Jim groaned in annoyance he turned and saw Sarah smiling innocently at him.

"Get your ass out of here before I whip ya!!" He said, Sarah chuckles as she skates away.

"I love you!!" She said, in a sarcastic way then she left.

Jim mumbles to himself, "damn skater punk.." while going back inside.

The place was packed with people but it's always like this more now for summer break but yet it felt chilly. Jim makes his way to the front when one of his coworkers Nathan sees Jim's face knowing that something or someone tick him off.

"You oh okay? There Jim" Nathan asked while Jim nodded as he leaned against the counter.

"yea yea I'm fine, just skater punk outside annoying me again. She never has anything else to do" he said, as Nathan chuckled and shakes his head.

"skinny girl, over there Jim? You know that's how she is and those..." He whispers, to Jim.

"nightmares and visions aren't getting better for what I heard" he says, Jim rolled his eyes while turning to take the person order and booth.

"Personality, I think her parents should just take her to a mental hospital because if she was my daughter she would be already been on election shock right now" Jim says, then slams the cash register shut.

(End of chapter one)

Sarah was listening to her music while writing like always, besides who would want to hear their parents frightening about the same shit over and over again. That shit would make anyone go crazy living in it and your whole life. Sarah writes in her notebook when her little brother came inside her room, he smiles with delight in his eyes while jumping onto her bed. Chris was 4 years old he has big chubby cheeks like Sarah when she was a baby who didn't know how life is like, Sarah chuckles as gently and playful squeezed his cheeks.

"Are you the cheeks? are you?!" She said, as he pulled away and made a happy noise as he shakes his head no then sat next to her.

When Chris was born Sarah was so excited having a little baby brother she has someone to play with and tell her friends, and she has a sibling because it gets tiring hearing all the other kids about their siblings shit. Now she has a brother where she just needs to protect him right? Sarah smiled but faded when she heard her parents arguing she sighed.

"They never seem to stop do they?" She said, quietly to herself and Chris who was also listening. The TV news could be heard talking about Forest lawn people gone missing.

"What more do you want me to do!?" Natasha yelled, to Owen who was shaking his head with a look of irritation as he looked up.

It's your ego! You got to leave that ego and communicate with me!! We need to communicate with each other!!" He yelled, as his voice seemed to getting louder. While Natasha was trying to stay strong but you could tell she wanted to tear up right there.

"Like I can talk with you! Everytime I try talking about my feelings and thoughts you already get mad. But if your parents call you for money, you wouldn't think twice!!!" She said, as they continue to frightening while Sarah zoned out for a moment then snapped out of it.

"I need to get out of this place..."

The sun shined through the thick fluffy clouds that filled Forest lawn, Sarah sits on the chair next to Tim while he smoked.

"Tim do you think about the after life?" She asked, him as she played with her lighter he looked over at her while leaning against the trailer.

"Me? No not really sweetheart, why do you ask?" He said, with curiosity in his voice but kept it hidden.

"well because is there truly pace and happiness, like people say or do we just become nothing into the ground. Is there really happiness to live in this lifetime? Because I feel like God picks out people who live happy or not.. I feel like that.." she said, quietly with a hint of hopelessness. Tim noticed how she acted knowing how her parents problems and how it affected her.

How a lot of times she zoned out thinking about if she really deserves to be in this world, Tim blew out smoke then her sat next to Sarah. There was a moment of silence until he broke it.

"You know, some people in life don't like living and they kill themselves better then live. We are here whether we like it or not and life is bullshit when you really think about it" he said, as he stop to look at Sarah as his light blue eyes pierces through the sun light into hers.

"But there's some light that keeps us going even if we are blind to see it, Sarah. Some people have a energy that they can't see or feel but other people can. You have that Sarah, your parents, your little brother, your dumbass friend Leo who gets on my fucking nerves" he said, with sarcastically with a hint of annoyance but Sarah laughed little bit and smiled as Tim smiled slightly.

"I see that in you Sarah, if I didn't then I wouldn't be your friend or talking to you because you know I fucking hate children and think they are annoying. But I don't hate you, you enjoy being around me when I make fun of brats and shit. You're important and in time you will see that, feel that energy." He says, with his raspy voice as Tim was about smoke when Sarah smiled and gave him a little side hug.

"Thanks Tim.." she said, while she continued to hug him. Tim huffed a little bit but he hugged her back while gently patted her back before putting his cigarette back on his lips again.

"You're welcome sweetheart..."