charlie

surely things are pretty different for you

forgot that i am terrified of all of it

back to square one

summer is almost here, growing up is a bit scary but i already knew that. new job, i wish i was making more money, always.

good grades too, when i was at my worst having school somehow helped. putting my energy into perfecting something saved me in a way.

my professors are all very kind to me, they like my writing a lot. lately has felt like filler, that’s ok.

i’m pretty tired these days, i can’t wait for summer, i need it more than anything.

i’m not one to care for it normally.

i really think my true calling is being in a stranger’s basement, getting the shit kicked out of me while i also kick the shit out of them