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Mama said gonna be all right

But mama don’t know what it’s like in my mind

Mama said that the sun gonna shine

But mama don’t know what it’s like to want to die

I can’t carry this anymore 

Heavy from the hurt inside my veins

I can’t carry this anymore

Wonder what it’s like to be okay

Each day is a struggle 

It just keeps getting harder and harder to keep going

Doing all of these things everyday with no result 

I’m so close to giving up and just letting go

I started writing again after a longer period of time. You can check out my book if you click on the following link or on the one in my bio.

https://my.w.tt/4alVaj8s83

I just shrug my shoulders and keep moving like a robot

When i look in the mirror I don't even recognize myself anymore

That scares me even more then dying