JustFuckingJess

Yesterday I was triggered multiple times by people, and it’s effecting me still. I hate this, I hate how shitty people can be to other people, and they have no clue what either of them have going on in their lives or mind. A older guy yesterday who was drunk was trying to make me feel better but he was really pissing me off and triggering me, he’s cutting off my sentences, being a cocky dickhead that’s a know it all cause he was a “college professor”. And now your a cocky dickhead drunk that works at Walmart and makes everyone around them feel stupid. I LOATHE them people. He had the audacity of stepping and tried telling me what to do with my child. Let me tell you, if I have another man tell me how to teach or talk to my child, you need to step back before I maul you into pieces. #mommabear #bipolarawareness #angermanagement #dickheads #trymeidareyou https://www.instagram.com/p/ClBjhGfu5Jl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I’m a horse apparently lol #momlife #toddler #mommaslittlegirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CksohoqtS_a/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This is how Dahlia pretends to put me to sleep, she slaps me on the back and tells me “sshhh mommy” then proceeds to shove my face in the bed, oh what a gentle soul she is. Lmao #toddlermom #momlife #naptime https://www.instagram.com/p/CksoR_GND0w/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Holy fuck mental overload today. Idk how to feel, how to think, what type of music I’m into atm. Like wtf man? So, I’m forcing myself to do ALOT of shit that I know is good for me, like decluttering my mind out on paper, this is soooo hard for me to do. Cause idk where to start. I’m feeling and thinking so much…..fuck it https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckl3UZYJfXe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Chillen https://www.instagram.com/p/CkjyxLqJXRB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Hahaha @soulja_1992 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkjynRXpRkm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Meditation is the greatest. Smoke weed errrdaaayyy! Hanging out with my bud. @soulja_1992 caught yo ass lol https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckjygb3Js_c/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I need about 10 Guinness’s right now. Momma needs her Stout! #Guiness #Irish #Dolan #BlackKnight #nightout https://www.instagram.com/p/CkjsB9vJRcH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I’m in the mood for BDSM Photography but I’m in mom mode……#bdsm #kinks #bondage #masochist #funtime #kinkymomlife https://www.instagram.com/p/CkgYef3ORud/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Here she is, Lady of the Day! My little Spark. She’s the Calcifer to my flying Castle❤️ #studioghibli #howlsmovingcastle https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckf92EVOa14/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

“Whispers are clawing. Your mind is dissolving light. Enter the void and fall with me.” Nothing like some beautiful Melodie’s from #LornaShore this morning. Hearing Will Snort…..it’s like my coffee in the morning 🖤❤️ hahahahaha @thewillramos https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckf86nFuoee/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

My Familiar🖤🕸 Momma Kitty. She loves her some morning cuddles. Lol waiting on my Main Squeeze, my wee flower to wake up. She’s sleeping in AGAIN today. Lol https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckf6cZYOrs4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Please check out my homies YouTube page! He’s a great artist and a great person! @ogsceneboy this one is my favorite. 🖤🌹❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckf4Kl6OgwB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

So here’s an idea I’m about to start on, thanks to my step moms Aunt, she told me to write DeSantis and see if he could help. So my grand idea, is bringing back another music festival to Jax for the soul purpose of Mental Health Awareness. We will have #NAMI and more there with booths of gifts, merch, food and drinks of course, maybe Trulieve would be interested. And of course some bands and artists who would want to come out and support this. People who struggle are not the easiest to get help for, I’ve lost a friend from depression and no one knew he was struggling, so this is a way for a fun and open, safe and trustful event where people can come together and meet new people with the same issues. I just want my hometown to know there’s someone out there who is struggling, and is wanting to help the others out there as well. Please feel free to DM me if you have questions, or ideas, concerns, etc. this is just an idea I thought I’d share. #mentalillnessfestival #NAMI #stopthestigmamentalillness #lornashore #ghostinside #yungblood https://www.instagram.com/p/Cka4DoSu73l/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

My little helper❤️❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CkQ4hYfJ_e0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I’m doing a thing with Dahlia, idk what I’m just going with it, I wish I had legit side walk chalk, like for artists… lol https://www.instagram.com/p/CkQxdQ2OZiG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

And I begin with this. And next…..I’m going to try #wilk cause if @thewillramos says it’s good and good for you, then why tha fuck not. #kombucha #goodforyou #wilk #healthydrinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CkQjMciuTV0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=