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sending so much love to everyone who feels like theyâre never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will.Â
you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other peopleâs perceptions of you. if someone doesnât see your worth, it doesnât mean it isnât there.
alright look since people donât seem to understand why maladaptive daydreaming is a big deal hereâs a grand list of some of the reasons why.
first off: yes, you little babies, maladaptive daydreaming is often characterized by:
zoning out
âsnapping backâ to reality
which is often followed by mild alarm and confusion like âwhat where am i what am i doing whats going onâ
seeking emotional satisfaction in daydreams that you didnât get from real life
itâs often developed due to childhood isolation, not having a lot of friends, having too much time to yourself as a youngling
yep also those bless-ed long car rides
being deeply comforted by music and/or alone time because it means yay daydreaming time
intricate stories that exist inside vivid imaginary worlds (called paracosms) with their own highly developed âcharactersâ (which are called paras, and i hope youâre taking notes)Â
constantly looking for an âescapeâ so you can daydream
repetitive motions to stimulate daydreams such as swinging on a swingset, bouncing up and down, pacing, spinning, etc.
an idealized version of yourself through whose eyes you live out these daydream stories (called parames, like para-meâŚ)
BUT!!!! but but but but but but (and this is the stuff y'all seem to constantly be forgetting/overlooking/not taking seriously) maladaptive daydreaming is also characterized by:
deep and dependent emotional attachments to paras such as intimate friends, lovers, family, and pets that donât exist
deep guilt due to favoring paras over âreal lifeâ (called thisverse) people
a phobia that you will never be able to care about people in thisverse and will therefore be a terrible lover/spouse/parent, etc.
trancelike states where you lose time anywhere between a few minutes to several hours straight without even realizing it until youâve returned to reality
maladaptive daydreaming steals so. much. time.
withdrawal-like effects if you donât daydream for a long time (even a day), such as shaking, nausea, agitation, aggression, breakdowns, etc.
you donât control your daydreams, they do whatever they want to, they are invasive, intrusive, and often unwanted
intense absorption, so when the daydream is exciting you will get an adrenaline rush and your blood gets hot and starts to rush and you sweat and breathe weird and see red and your heart rate goes up. when the daydream is depressing you will cry with real tears and your limbs actually feel heavy
it steals an incredible amount of energy
daydreams are often violent, sexual, and/or disturbing
difficulty focusing, high anxiety
paranoia caused by a feeling that youâre under observation
compulsive behavior (like, âi have to pace right nowâ even when your feet feel like theyâre broken⌠Iâve often been afraid to look down because i thought i might see blood but i couldnât stop walking even when it hurt so much that i started crying)
sleeplessness, insomnia, nightmares
suicidal thoughts and tendencies (âmaybe if i die, iâll be with my parasâ, âi canât take it anymoreâ)
feeling uncomfortable in your body/with your identity (i often have trouble recalling my real name because iâm so used to be my parameâs name, i avoid mirrors because i expect to see my parameâs face and it always catches me off guard)
weight loss or weight gain
appetite loss or appetite gain
dissociation and âout of bodyâ experiences
avoidance and the death of your social life
not being able to feel anything either neg or pos about âreal lifeâ things because youâre only concerned with your paracosms
speaking the dialogue out loud or whispering, acting out daydreams
i have seriously been asked if iâm possessed when i got caught daydreaming
it is so painful and so detrimental and it makes our lives difficult, it is not âcuteâ, it is not âlol relatableâ, it  is not âcreativeâ, and it is not âfakeâ
bruh why canât i hyperfixate on something useful like sleeping or drinking water or making money
trump got the full covid experience, unemployment included

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âThey were in love that felt like a dream, like a sparkling soda pop.â
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youâre my number 1
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im so sensitive i wasnât made for earth
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So many attacks all at once
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I got busy in life and legit forgot s4 was airing 𤥠Thereâs no flavour in this one.
i love love love art that portrays aloneness as something to be cherished and enjoyed