naomi’s comings and goings with sasha were nothing new. they were like clockwork, reliable, comforting even, that mundane routine could still be found in these times. normally, he’d let her go off without a second thought, knowing the lookouts would keep an eye on her, keep her safe — but there’d been more walkers than usual around lately, and he didn’t feel right about letting her go completely alone. after a few minutes hesitation by the door, he decided to go out there, just to keep an eye on things, make sure she didn’t get swarmed ( it was becoming far too common lately ).
coming outside just in time to see her fall, his attention was immediately diverted by the stray walker, quickly taken out by one of their lookouts up top — before he even had to reach for a weapon. thank fuck they had good people here. he made his way over, careful not to startle her ( she was armed, after all ), but also careful not to be too loud, lest another walker be around. “just me, naomi,” was his greeting. “you alright? sorry, not to like parent you or anything, there’s just been a lot of activity lately.”
“Noah.” Naomi spoke softly, confirming to herself she wasn’t in any danger. She carefully slid the small knife away, bringing herself to her feet. Of course, Naomi was barely taller than five feet, and the white King shepherd by her side was just under three feet tall at the head; needless to say, she looked even smaller next to the dog. But small didn’t mean weak, and though no one needed hay bails tossed here, she helped out when she could; including agreeing to help with guard duty sometimes – obviously close to the tower. It wasn’t her that was helpful much, but Sasha, who never failed to growl in the direction of the walkers.
“No, I understand, thank-you.” She stood herself up, doing a mental check over herself once more, confirming that she was without injury. “Sasha isn’t growling anymore, so either it shuffled away, or someone took care of it.” She held no real fear when going for her walks, because between Sasha and the sighted guards on the ground and in the sky, she knew she was safe. Plus, her twin helped her navigate the outside area; cars that were unlocked and where they were; trees she could easily climb and await Sasha going to fetch help (something Nadia worked tirelessly to train her to do). “It was my own fault, really – I took a few steps without Sasha or the walking stick. It was foolish to assume everything would be the same.”
The woman crouched down, and kissed the top of the dog’s head, before going into her bag and pulling out a tennis ball. “Play time.” Standing up, the warm smile remained on her lips as she held out a hand towards Noah, palm up, other hand holding the tennis ball. “How about Sasha and myself join you for your shift – she’ll have someone to throw the ball for her, and you’ll have an extra pair of ears in her. You just have to promise if there’s a swarm, that you get Sasha somewhere safe.” Her voice was still soft and sweet, not rushed or worried. “And remember to come back to let me out of a tree later, once it’s safe.” Being out and about, Naomi knew she was a liability – it was why she had Nadia help her, hours every single day for the first couple months. There were many places she could hide; but if it was a tree, Sasha couldn’t be kept safe, whereas she could. It wasn’t so much self sacrificial, as her being realistic. Should a small or even large swarm come along, it would be more dangerous for everyone, trying to get Naomi back safely (depending how far and the circumstances).
Leaving her and coming back later made more sense. But, there were enough guards that it didn’t worry her. Even still, Sasha was her best friend. “Do you remember the feeling of the beach? Standing at the water’s edge.. bare foot, closing your eyes and letting the sun wash over your skin? The sounds as the waves crept up, cooling over your skin? A camp fire after sunset? The way it crackled and left your clothes with an after smell? It feels like we’re all scrambling to survive, but are forgetting to stop and remember the small things that remind us to live. Perhaps it wouldn’t be too much, to request someone willing, to procure a few board games. I know it seems redundant, to have someone searching for a simple toy. After all, you can’t truly live if you don’t survive. But would it be so bad? To offer some semblance of normalcy, to keep the sanity?”