Be yourself, everyone else is already taken.

Hey Siri, play House on Fire https://www.instagram.com/p/CiLbY5Thr5w/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

If a picture is all that I have, to remind me that you’re never coming back. If I picture it now it just makes me sad. Don’t say everything it’s meant to be cause you know it’s not what I believe. Can’t help but think that it should’ve been me. Either way, I still wish you were here. https://www.instagram.com/p/CPZv8hAAxeb/?utm_medium=tumblr

I know you will never leave me, your spirit lives forever with me and I will not let it die or be forgotten but this pain will also stay by my side for as long as I live. You taught me so much about life and this too is a tough lesson you left me. My mind is still a mess, sometimes I think it’s getting worse, I feel so lost and alone and scared…life frightens me more than ever now you’re gone. Been watching this show and this scene reminds me of us, the times you piggyback carried me, I also can only say it was nice while it lasted and that I’m so sorry it got to end that way. Wish I had been there for you that night and many others before. I’m sorry I wasn’t a good friend when you needed one. You left a heavy burden in my heart, this nostalgic feeling, the realization you will never grow to have the life you deserved, this excruciating reality that you’re forever gone. They say grieving comes in waves, if I must be honest this is a storm and I hope one day I can be ashore. I’m just rambling here but I rather just release it this way than with other unhealthy mechanisms we both know well. Rest easy #grieve #grief #brother #pain #emotional #emotions #healing #thoughts #death #grieving #grievingprocess #grievingbestfriend #missyousomuch #missyoueveryday #loveyouforever https://www.instagram.com/p/CO11riynxWk/?igshid=kmn6m2h1g1k4