HELL YEAH NAME CHANGE AFTER ALMOST A DECADE

"are you single?"

"no i'm in a long distance relationship."

"oh where do they live?"

"in the future."

I want you to yearn for me with the devotion of a man deprived of air, to crave my presence until the mere thought of me unravels you. Let my name haunt the quiet corners of your mind, following you like a prayer you cannot stop whispering.

Do not love me gently. Do not be casual with my heart, nor wear indifference like armor. Love me with the kind of madness that frightens even you. The kind that leaves you wondering how another soul could become so deeply woven into your own.

Make me yours in every way that love allows. Leave traces of yourself upon my heart that no passing stranger could ever erase. Let the world know, without a word, that I have become your greatest devotion.

✯ “Was any of it real?”  “More than you know.”

✯ “How am I supposed to believe that you love me if you can't respect me?”

✯ “I can’t do this anymore.” “Oh, yeah, it sure if hard for you, lying to me for years. That must have been real stressful for you.”

✯ “Did you ever even love me?”  “I did. I… I do. I just can’t stay with you.”

✯ “Now you know why I hesitated to open my heart to you... Everyone I love ends up hurt.” “No. You hurt everyone you love. Don't remove yourself from this.”

✯ “Get out.”  “Let me explain, please—”  “I said get out!”

As of this morning I was reluctantly looking for jobs because I love my job and don't want to leave it, but see: $10k raise problem solver.

As of noon today this was no longer an issue, because my boss called me with the news that I was getting a $10K merit raise.

I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. This is roughly $200 extra per paycheck. Enough to pay off debt faster, rebuild my savings, and spend a weekend a month in Milwaukee getting obscenely laid. The sex I'm going to have on $200 extra per paycheck. You can't even.

I love you. I just wanted to tell you — you’re the only one for me.

I adore you — in the softest way. You make it easy for me to love again — something I never thought possible.

It’s your soul that touches me. You know how to captivate me — with the little messages you leave, your smile, your shining eyes when you look at me.

You’re not afraid to show me your love. It’s your strength to love without fear.

Almost impossible to believe that you really exist here beside me — the way you know what I need, how you’re there for me even when I need to be by myself.

You just let me be. Don’t break me — and hold me tight when I need to believe you’re mine forever.

You choose love with a courage I’ve never known before.

And when you kiss me, I’m shaken to my core.

I love you with all my heart.

xoxo

Can a flower bloom without the sun?

Can the rain fall without its touch?

Can the moon glow without its shine? The sun-so strong, so so bright, so much.

Yet, my heart still finds the moon,

Soft and quiet, lighting the night.

Far, yet it reaches me,

With a glow that feels just right.

It holds the stars, a gentle dream,

A beauty wrapped in silver light.

And though the sun makes it shine,

I'll always love the moon at night.

☆ “Your name feels like home on my tongue.” ☆ “I love you. I love you, do you understand?” ☆ “Why would I need salvation when I have you?” ☆ “I want to be the one you come home to.” ☆ “If I could, I would give you the world and all its riches. But tonight, I will start with my heart.” ☆ “It's you. It's always been you.” ☆ “You want the world? Let me conquer it for you, or be your spoiled consort, I don't care. But let me be with you.” ☆ “There is no light without you.”

★ whispering a confession at their bedside--not knowing they are not actually asleep ★ angry confessions in public, when emotions bubble over for anyone to witness ★ in the rain, joking about how cliche it is but not wanting to change it for the world ★ at the place they first met, on complete coincidence (or is it?) ★ in the hospital, unable to waste another moment after almost losing them ★ at a scenic outlook, left sweaty, red and dirty from the long hike, but finding the other no less beautiful ★ after a fight, unwilling to have this end before they ever has a chance ★ when a carefully planned date completely falls apart, sitting on the curb, trying to articulate why this evening was so important

YOU🫵'RE 🫵 NE->XT.!! moTHERFUCKER!!!!