All Hype, No Heart

i can't get over the fact that i feel like everyone hates me

I keep having really vivid nightmares about what happened and it’s just constantly reinforcing my self hatred, a constant reminder that I have never ever been someone’s one and only, that I’m not good enough for real unconditional obsessive love that I’ve always craved and I never will be.

I wish I understood why I’m so difficult to love

Honestly I hate my life with a burning passion, having severe mental health issues is so embarrassing and demoralizing. I'm probably never going to get to have a normal life and will end up alone and miserable so why are we even bothering at this point? Just let me die and we can all stop pretending.

wow wouldn’t it be so cool not to be constantly worried about abandonment

yeah im good with what i have (about to explode with yearning)

no one listened to me as a child so now i overshare on the internet 💖

adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on

"my child is fine" your child wanted to kill herself at 11 years old