S A U D A D E

I'm too tired to fake happiness

How ironic it is to feel heavy and empty at the same time.

I’ve missed you really, I miss how your stories let me know you a little better, I miss how you tell those words I’ve never used but it comes natural to you, I miss how you disclose events that has happened on your day. It’s fun really, to read and love both your updates and you. I really missed you. 

I’m not going to shy away from love just to avoid getting hurt.

Akala ko sa paglipas ng mga araw ako'y nakalimot at naka-ahon na, ngunit sa tuwing makikita kitang kasama siya ganun padin pala. Putangina.

All these shits keep me up all night.

Ayaw ko lang naman magbigay ng assurance kung alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako sigurado.

You were my love, but ever since you left, you became my sorrow.

The blood running through my veins are made up of mistakes.

Pilit sasabihin sa sarili na kalimutan ka,  uulit-ulitin na hindi na pwede pa sapagkat ako sa iyo’y wala ng halaga. Nagbabakasakali na sa pagpilit ako’y matapos na  sa pagbalik ng mga bagay na nakalipas na.