Looking back at Ann, she catches that familiar expression. It dawns on her she might have pushed too much while trying to get information about the situation.Â
âIâm sorry. You donât have to talk about everything about it. Iâm justâ I know itâs painful.â Itâs what she knows best, regrettably, the pain. Guilt creeps in just as Kamoshida moves. Her fist strikes out on impulse. Of course, it goes right through his form as if she was hitting at smoke. Surprised, she shifts her weight to a leg and kicks at him a few times. His form wavers but stays put. She stops when Ann speaks again.
âSo, he confessed. Then, you did all you could. Even with all that happened, you did the best you could, I think. I would be crazy to expect you to actually kill him. I couldnât expect that of a kid.â A civilian, even, who probably never fought without powers and whatever this Persona was before. âNo one really should. Iâm sorry.âÂ
As much as she wants Ann to have the same kind of satisfaction she did, itâs not feasible. Theyâre too different people, even if their trauma seems similar. She wills herself to remember that. âBut, if he shows his face around here again, where I can actually touch him, let me know.â
Itâs not that Ann was holding back, keeping it a secret. Itâs nothing to be ashamed of â at least thatâs what she thinks. But still, society wanted her to keep her mouth shut. To stop her from sharing her story. And even if the setting was different, the effects were still long lasting. A brush of tears wonât wipe away the suffering sheâs been through.Â
â Itâs not that.. I mean. I just.. Iâve never talked to anyone about this before. I mean, anyone who wasnât originally part of everything that happened. â
Thatâs what made her so close to the Phantom Thieves, after all. A rag-tag group of teenagers forced to band together to steal back from the society that already stole so much.Â
â You really think so? Iâve always beat myself up thinking I couldâve done more.. Shouldâve done more. Iâve never been more angry, and felt more helpless than I did then. â
Verbalizing her feelings if harder than it seemed. Ann can hardly stare to look at his disgusting face, but she keeps her eyes up long enough to see Jeane throw a punch or two. Nothing but smoke. Nothing that could hurt her now.
She gives a small bit of a smile to the blonde, laughing at her remarks. Itâs a wonder how she hasnât already upped and left, helping Ann throughout her trauma as if it was her own. She canât emphasize how much she appreciates it.
â Oh, definitely! We can take turns throwing punches... But Iâm more handy with a whip. â