EYES DARK AS MIDNIGHT

silently slips that in

“ you are very ambitious to think you can change me,    ” she trails a long,    thin finger against the spine of a book,    not allowing him the grace of her eyes.    this is a conversation of pride,    after all,    or rather,    she fashioned it to be,    for she is in no means ready to speak of her instincts in a conversation tilting into temptation.    “ i do not deny my darkness,    you are mistaken.    i reshape it.    ” finally a book catches her eye,    ‘ history and practice of the  benandanti ’.    despite the severity of its contents,    the conversation is as good - natured as she is.     “ my father has tried and failed for more than two decades.    what makes you different ? ”

She wasn't wrong , he was AMBITIOUS . if he wasn't , he would be much more weaker , much more pathetic - like his little brother . '' simple . . . '' reshaping darkness , these were words of denial . darkness cannot be reshaped , darkness is as it presents itself . it's a risk , it's the unknown and it's the purest form of yourself . without care of morals , traditions or any outside influences . there is only one thing you have when in the dark and that is yourself . you depend on yourself '' I am not your father . I do not have anything to WIN . the conditions are different . ''

'' do I have a choice ? you'll get yourself killed with that naivety of yours . but I am getting your mother food . she's going to get food poisoning if I let you pick the menu . we have a lot of work to do about this whole lifestyle of yours . '' scott and melissa were living a life , descendants of his should NOT . this small house . these jobs . it made his skin crawl . '' you know scott , I do not understand how you are content with continuing living a normal life when you can do so much more . you're throwing this gift that was given to you away . ''

I’ll be on @fyllakas the next days. My Damon muse isn’t gone n he is my MAIN BLOG. However, Demetri is a muse that also lives rent free in my head n I decided to try to develop him too so I’m gonna try to prioritise him / unless yk the Damon muse kicks in strong.