when my FP is busy .. i swear it feels like my brain is melting. worrying abt what/how they’re doing, when we’ll speak again, nervous bcs i miss them but i cant give-in to constantly wantin to message them, flipping from anger/sadness/worry bcs my brain cant handle the intensity. BPD is so hard when ur avoidant & unfortunately latch onto someone, even intermittently. everything is so. hard.












