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I just moved to a new city where I don’t really know anyone, and I have been trying my best to not feel lonely or sad. Luckily, I am kept pretty busy with school, but I really miss my friends back home. 

So, I am on a journey to not only do well in my classes but also to find myself and find what makes me happy. I want to start taking myself out on solo outings and find experiences solely for myself. Unfortunately, I am not that bold yet, but baby steps am I right?

Today I went to a free jazz concert with some of my new friends. It was outdoors and on a pier. The music and company were good, and I explored more of my new city that I hadn’t seen before. I don’t know if I fully like jazz, but I can definitely give it another try. The vibes were the best part. Glad I found jazz, but tomorrow I will try to find something else; maybe I’ll even be bold enough to explore alone. 

RIP

It’s a show on Netflix that has the same creators as Avatar the Last Airbender. It’s actually such a gem with complex characters, an intriguing plot, and funny moments. I highly recommend, and I can’t wait for the next season to come out.

Okay I have been thinking of this idea for a while now, and I really want to do it for wherever I move next year. I want to make an anime wall for all of the anime I have watched. I saw this one tiktok where they had animes as movie posters, and I want that so badly. I think I am going to order them from this one etsy shop I saw, but I kind of want to pick out my own pictures. I think I will message the seller later in the summer, but I definitely want to customize mine extra. 

^^^ that is the style I want. I am still deciding if I want them matte or glossy. 

So cute! 

I realized I am letting another one of my new resolutions fade into nothing :((((.

So I am back! I just gotta find inspo on what to write D:

I was streaming on twitch last night, and my one loyal viewer started a conversation about moral dilemmas. I thought it was really interesting, and I would want to know what other people think. 

There is a train, and there are two tracks it could go on. The one you are currently on has 3 people tied down on the tracks, but you can decide to pull a lever and switch the train to a different track that has one person tied to it. Do you pull the lever?

This is a pretty common hypothetical, and there are a bunch of variations, but this one is the most interesting one to me. The other variations have to do with like having your parents tied down, and personally I would always switch the tracks if it was my mom regardless of how many strangers were on the other one. 

My roommate said she would switch the track. She followed the Utilitarian idea that the best option was the one where the most amount of people benefitted. It makes logical sense, and I can see her point of view. I, however, chose to no touch the lever. I kind of think along the lines of the Hippocratic Oath to do no harm. I saw it as either letting people die or actively killing someone, and I would rather let people die then kill people. Now it comes to a point where if you put a million people on the first track then yes I would kill someone to avoid a million deaths but you get my gist.

IDK I just thought it was a pretty interesting conversation.