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I hate myself so fucking much. I’m the fucking worst

Why does it come in waves

I don’t want to killl myself but I certainly don’t want to be like this anymore and it feels like anything that will make my feel better is dangerous and sounds like it’s worth it to stop fucking feeling like this

Anything that would help is so expensive

I know I shouldn’t base my worth on how other people feel about me. But I still feel like shit when he acts like he doesn’t want me. It makes me want to die

I’m fucking pathetic

I go from okay to wanting to die in 20 fucking minutes why

Why can’t I jusr weigh 100 pounds and be dainty and boys fall in love with me

It’s so fucking shitty to feel yourself getting bad again

A room full of people I love. Yet I feel so alone.

I'm so fucking numb