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   she seemed so much more comfortable talking about it then he was.  â three days, â he repeats, letting it sink in. he sighs,  â nothing. except for the scar. â thereâs a sinking feeling, a wondering of what was wrong with him that they decided to just spit him out, mark him but show him nothing and give him nothing to navigate the world now that they had changed it for him.  â it was âŚÂ freezing cold. even after i got home i couldnât get warm, but it was⌠on the inside somehow. nobody else could tell. it was dark and i felt like i was floating, perpetually feeling like youâre at the top of a roller coaster when your stomach drops and you feel weightless. it was a few hours but it felt longer. i thought iâd be there for the rest of my life, if not longer. i â â once he starts talking about it all flows out, but suddenly he stops. he doesnât want this to be a joke, for his truth to be twisted into another lie.  â yeah. â
she could understand in some ways what he had gone through. what he could feel and no one else would understand. although he never experienced the cold he did, she did know what it felt like to be different. but to go through all of that and not even be given a gift back. "no..no gregor...i hope it's okay that i call you gregor." she said moving to his side, taking his hand in hers. "please, don't feel like you have to hold back anything. i won't either because for the first time i can talk to someone and they won't assume i'm crazy or exaggerating or making this up." she smiled. "even dad. when i told him about everything i had to take it away. he just didn't understand like i wanted him to. but you gregor, you understand me and maybe...maybe they did give you something you just donât know yet.â










