BLACK! mwanamke mweusi ni mungu

♻Repost: maatpetrova I had to talk myself out of breaking down into tears refusing to house that heavy energy. I dont care how many times I see our people being murdered by cops, pigs, racist, this will never feel normal to me. It conjures emotional confusion in me simultaneous... anger, sadness, helplessness, rage, loss, anguish... We never get a moment to heal... its always one Ahmaud Arbery after the next George Floyd, after the next Botham Jean, after the next Sandra Bland after the next Mike Brown after the next Emmett Till...

Lotus asked me to stop talking about it because shes sensitive and this hurts her. I explained this is not something I want to talk about but we have to remain "aware" of how they repeatedly kill us. She then says "So why dont we kill them since nothing else is working?"