black bunny

One of the weirdest thing about growing up suicidal is that you assume you have no future, you don’t even try to envision it because you see no point. So eventually, you start assuming everyone else sees nothing in your future either. Recently, my friend and I were talking and she said something about how at her wedding I could wear a suit or a dress as long as it matched her bridesmaid’s dresses because the butler of honor has to make a good impression. This hit me so hard because I had never realized before how other people thought about me. She said it so casually like it wasn’t even a hard decision, just a given fact. She loves me so much she saw me at her wedding, standing with her on one of the most important days of her life. And you know what? There are so many people who think about you that way. If that isn’t proof that you should keep going I don’t know what is.

no u guys don’t understand the absolute absurd amount of calories in alcohol is actually a personal attack

how to disappear completely and never be found again

anyone available to go scream in the woods with me? it’s fun, free, and the trees like to gossip about us afterwards

laying down seductively on the railroad tracks

don't worry my ed isn't my only personality trait, i have plenty of other mental illnesses and self destructive tendencies 🤩

I feel like I crave a love that’s non existent on this earth

practicing self care isn't enough i want to collapse a building with my mind