Mar 17, 2022
I never thought Iβd be on here again, but itβs the only place I know Iβm not being watched. Where no one will see, a place I can just express the fact that Iβm fucking hurting. Iβm hurting so fucking bad. Iβm lost. Iβm so alone. I feel that sense of needing to give up again. Iβm just so tired, so fucking exhausted, of life. I have nothing. I feel like Iβm nothing. Iβm No one. I used to be a light, someone looked at with love and desire. Iβm not even an after thought now. I canβt sleep and Iβm so damn tired.
Iβm just on a fucking edge and I donβt have a single person I can turn to. How can I feel life is worth living if no one would even notice whether Iβm living or not. Life is just feeling impossible.
