Mar 17, 2022
I never thought Iโd be on here again, but itโs the only place I know Iโm not being watched. Where no one will see, a place I can just express the fact that Iโm fucking hurting. Iโm hurting so fucking bad. Iโm lost. Iโm so alone. I feel that sense of needing to give up again. Iโm just so tired, so fucking exhausted, of life. I have nothing. I feel like Iโm nothing. Iโm No one. I used to be a light, someone looked at with love and desire. Iโm not even an after thought now. I canโt sleep and Iโm so damn tired.
Iโm just on a fucking edge and I donโt have a single person I can turn to. How can I feel life is worth living if no one would even notice whether Iโm living or not. Life is just feeling impossible.
