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GEN info ;;

♱ ;; Bella ⌖ she/it ⌖ girlfluix librafem ⌖ neufem ⌖ 7teen

⌖ ;; heteroromantic , bisexual , bicurious-romantic

⤷ really awkward socially and over share lmfao

꩜ ;; 0?.0?.26 - I love Him. My Dear (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) ⁠♡♡

⋆.˚ ;; I tend to have little to no empathy & often feel numb emotionally.

✃ ;; no specific dni, I js block freely, idc.

♬ ;; maybe autistic (need further testing but js look at me bro 😭), depressed, social/general anxiety + probably have some personality one that I have just ignored telling my therapist

♱ main interests ;; creepypasta, horror games/movies, science, psychology, biology, Bones and All (2022), true crime (clmnb, Andrew blaze, etc), reading

𖹭 fav ppl ngl ;; My Dear, my pets (two cats and a dog), a few ppl in my irl friends group ig , tececeblr, @hatredmadnnesss ,

⌖. online diary - my personal life

⌖. worship your orchid - me lol

⌖. a raging fire consumes all - anything that pisses me off

⌖. (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)♡ - stuff overall I love

⌖. interesting - anything that interests me on any level

sorry I haven't been online much, but here's a lil update.

finally signed out of school, so I'm dropped out. and got my own laptop now

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more annoying info:

hungout with my friends recently and I'm completely done with "Jane" now (I have another post abt her.)

I saw my ex recently (or a man that has the same build, hair/beard, voice, etc) and he was acting fucking INSANE. yelling and getting angry at an animal, and just being overly aggressive.

him being EXTREMELY angry, freaked me out (think you and random angry man stuck alone), so yeah I was fucking terrified cuz idk if this bitch gonna be violent tf

I told my friend group about it and, I made SURE to mention that it was an HOUR before we hung out, and all my friends were completely understanding how i said the guy looked so much like my ex that I was like 80% sure it was him (mind you I dated him for months, I migjt know him yk.)

but ONLY jane had a problem with this, and said "well he's at work rn." while looking at me like I'm dumb.

well first the fuck, why TF are you so close with MY EX that yk his schedule?? and two, I said an HOUR before we met up, and three, people can take off work yk

also fyi jane ussd to be one of thoe annoying cunts saying "girl code this," "girl code that", ain't it 'girl code' that you don't go and keep talking with my ex after I've told you he thought I looked way younger then my age?

fyi fyi, he was 18, I was 16, he said I looked at the MOST 14.

i HATE how chubby I am but HOLY FUCK I js got low rise wide leg jeans and some tank tops and omg the way they fit together

AND THE JEANS WJRH THE BLACK TUBE TOP. like oml I wantedbtk fuck myself like 😋💗

i can excuse murder but I can't excuse animal abuse

personally I like tea more,

yall my school done called CPS/dyfs on my mom cuz I haven't been to school in three weeks.

bitch I'm 17 and have been extremely open about how I'm dropping out and getting my GED.

my school and their legal child trafficking ring bestie can go fuck themselves.

guess who's pissed at me again 🫩

bro all I did was ask for help and sure she helped whatever.

but she was being a bit loud so I asked her to lower her voice because her friend is having an important phone call and needs quiet. and my mom started on a rant that she can't tell or control her volume and I said that she has and that she has done it.