When your stomach knots hardest
When your tears fall thickest
When the voices shout loudest
"Why must I be so worthless?!"
You aren't, love...
You aren't
But your grief is real
Your energy raw
Your hollow eyes hurt
And I know...
I know
You ache deeper than you ever thought you would again
You sob harder than you ever thought you would again
Harder than you feel you should
But you're allowed, love...
You're allowed your grief
Your very REAL grief
Betrayal HURTS
Loss HURTS
Broken promises HURT
Even when you saw it coming
And I promise, love...
I promise
Your pain is still deeply yours
Even though the fault isn't
Trust in the Universe
And the Universe will provide
Wrap your soul in her protection
Her embrace may not yet still the tears
Or stop the pain
Or mute the screams
Not just yet, love...
Not just yet
But let her whisper soothe you when it can
Strengthen you when it can
Break you down in silence &compassion
Let her raw energy match yours
In the depth of you
Let the unashamed despair
Be the glory of you
Rage, O wild grief...
Rage









