about me: stella, 25y/o. i've got 5 tattoos, a love for brown sugar lattes, daisies, lilies of the valley, silver jewelry, and way too many lipsticks.
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currently loving: the pitt, project hail mary, off campus
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the beloved night shift doctor who cares about his patients and less about himself, though he covers that up with smart quips and immovable calmness during a crisis.
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the troubled and dearest chief attending who has an alarming amount of unresolved trauma and is 'getting help' yet seems reluctant to do so.
đđ§đđŤđđ° "đŠđ¨đŠđ" đđ¨đđ˛ â animal kingdom
the eldest cody brother who would burn the world down for the people he cares for. who was taught violence before he was ever taught how to be loved.
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the girls keep trying to set you up on vacation. that is, until they find the senior attending in your bed and realize why you keep shutting them down
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PAIRING: jack abbot x reader
WARNINGS: fem!reader, sunshine reader, reader has breasts, reader and jack are naked in bed together!, kissing, light possessiveness, secret relationship, very soft jack abbot
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WC: 1.1k
Jack Abbot has the nicest lips youâve ever kissed.Â
And yes, maybe that would sound more profound if you had a wider frame of reference.
What you do have to compare him to amounts to a few teenage makeouts under splintered bleachers, some smattering of questionable judgment calls at frat parties, and then essentially nothing once medical school dragged your life into an alley and shot it dead.
Still. Even a limited sample can yield a clear, uncontestable result, and the result is Jack.Â
Jack, whose kisses arrive so confidently, like he has never once doubted where his mouth belongs, golden and fizzing, like champagne left to bloom in the heat of summer while your whole body hitches in open-mouthed amazement just to feel it.
Even now, even when the cool air whispers in through the balcony door and skims over your legs beneath tangled sheets, raising goosebumps in delicate lines along your thighs.Â
Jack notices instantly, the faintest smile warning against your lips as he shifts closer, chasing off the chill and dimming everything else until he is all you know.
When he kisses you again, itâs slower, lush and lazy, every nerve in you waking and stretching toward him, and when he pulls back, itâs only far enough that his lips barely graze the corner of your mouth.
Waiting, poised, always right there if you need more.
And you always seem to need more.
âCâmon,â he urges, his voice raspy from sleep, infused with a smugness youâd like to resent â because he knows heâs won this round. âTell me again how much better I am than everyone else.â
You laugh before he can kiss it back out of you, a warm burst of affection filling in the little space between you.
âSuch an ego trip,â you mutter softly. âBut, unfortunately for literally every other man on earth, you are kind of ruining the curve here, Dr. Abbot.âÂ
âThatâs what I thought.âÂ
You roll your eyes, but youâre smiling anyway. âSee, that confidence really shouldnât be as attractive as it is âespecially since you spent all last night watching Victoria and Samira scout alternatives for me.â
His fingers tense slightly against your waist, pulling you that much closer as his brows lift with genuine offense. âShould I have been worried?â
âMaybe a little,â you tease, unable to help yourself. âThey were getting ambitious by the end there.â
He exhales, voice husky and low. âLet them get ambitious. Theyâll just have to get used to being disappointed.â
You cant your head to the side and let your lips skim the sharp, firm line of his jaw, feeling the small catch in his breath as it happens.
That tiny lovely moment that reminds you all that swagger is something wonderfully human, something you can touch and affect and undo a little.
âThey just donât know the positionâs already been monopolized.âÂ
âAnd itâs a position Iâm extremely attached to, baby.â His lips twitch as his thumb keeps tracing small circles into your skin. âAlthough,â he murmurs, âthere are a few other positions Iâm equally invested in exploring with you.â
âCheeky.â
The accusation loses most of its force when you can feel the tips of your ears burning.
You donât wait for him to answer. That would only give him room to keep going, and he is very good at that, good at pressing exactly where you are weakest until you dissolve on contact.Â
So you put a hand to him instead and guide him back, trading positions until his shoulders are against the mattress and he is looking up from the pillows.
He lets you do it without a fight (the only way you could manage it), only smiling as he runs his hands along your naked sides in long idle strokes until his palms settle against the valet of your chest.
After that you have to look away. Or rather, down. Itâs easier to fold yourself against him than to hold his gaze when it gets like that, open and intent and almost too knowing.
Better to focus on the terrain of him. The freckles and beauty marks and scattered dark points across his skin that your fingers can follow and reorder into something legible. A constellation, naturally. Andromeda before they put her back up in the night sky where everyone could stare and nobody could touch.Â
A sudden knock at the door jolts both of you apart, but you barely make it half an inch away from Jack before the door swings open anyway, accompanied by a voice you would recognize in any state of consciousness.Â
âBabe, please tell me youâre awake, because weâve all been dying to hear if you liked that guy from last night. Also, we found his Instagram and ââ Victoriaâs voice dies on the spot.
You make a tiny, strangled sound of pure horror.
Thankfully, Jack reacts for you, rolling you back into the mattress and yanking the sheet up over your head like that is somehow going to undo the last ten seconds instead of simply turning you into a very obvious person-shaped lump.
Which also doesnât solve the larger issue, namely that there is a very naked senior attending what is meant to be your bed, in your room.
So much for plausible deniability.
âOh,â Victoria says. Then, apparently finding that insufficiently expansive: âoh my god.â Beneath the sheet your face goes so hot it feels chemical. âWow. This is ââ She breaks off. You can practically hear the competing impulses at work: decorum on one side, unrestrained glee on the other. âI mean, congratulations, but also wow.â
Jack does not even have the decency to sound flustered. âThanks.â
You sigh. At this point youâre not sure thereâs really anything left to do but surrender gracefully to the smoking ruin of your secret.Â
âWould you believe heâs just here for a really, really thorough rounds update?â you ask, peeking out from the sheets with what you feel is a very convincing amount of innocence.Â
âOn vacation?â she asks flatly. âWow. Healthcare workers are getting more and more dedicated.â
Jack settles further back against the pillows. âPatient care never stops.â
Victoria presses her lips together tightly. Itâs obvious she is fighting for her life not to laugh, and maybe not even fighting that hard.
âRight. Message received. Iâm gonna give you two your privacy. Samira owes me forty bucks, so I need to go collect on that anyway.â
She slams the door shut behind her.Â
You drop the sheet at last and look up at the ceiling, momentarily unable to imagine a more useful direction in which to direct your face.
âSo,â you say, sitting up and giving Jack what you mean to be a stern glare, âI think the secret aspect of this relationship may be over.âÂ
He glances at you. âDid we even have a secret, really?â
âMaybe for like, a week.â
He kisses you again. The thesis remains intact. Jack Abbot has the nicest lips youâve ever kissed, and now, apparently, that is no longer private research.
this fic was part of my 2 year celebration: maria's summer in santorini
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pairing: dean di laurentis x reader, background dennis whittaker x reader
summary: your relationship with dean is casual, per his request. yet when you run into a blonde cowboy turned doctor from your pastâdean loathes to think of you with someone else.
word count: 2k
tags: jealous!dean, bsf!garrett, implied that reader and dennis had a crush on one another back in nebraska, cocky!dean, garrett is fed up with both of you (fondly) not proofread
authorâs note: hi! this has been in my drafts for so longgg, sorry for the people waiting on their requests, iâm trying my best to get them out asap! though i hope you guys like this nonetheless, been loving off campus recently but do not agree or support elle kennedyâs views! i believe all my wlw girls are just as deserving of their love stories <3
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âI canât believe you got hit, dumbass!â You hiss at Dean as you clamber into Garretâs car to drive him to the ER
Truthfully it wasnât his fault, it was a nasty hit that was clearly a foul but apparently the ref was blind or concussed because the fucking loser got sent off without a warning.
Dean looks like heâs been battered halfway to hell and youâre concerned enough that youâve forced Garret to drive you to the closest ER.
Garret would complain if he didnât also look concerned about the current state of one of his closest friends.
That alone lets you know that Dean shouldnât still be groaning and hunched over the way that he is.
âItâs like youâre blaming me for getting beat to shit.â The blonde whines and you inhale sharply, trying not to stress him out more.
âItâs a stress response, canât help that youâre an idiot that chirps guys twice the size of you,â you mumble back, rubbing his back soothingly as you hear him struggle to inhale.
âThis car go any faster Graham?â You hiss to the brunette who whips his head to look at you in bewilderment.
âIâm driving the speed limit!â He says defensively.
âRowan is not twice my size, you take that back.â Dean groans as he throws himself back against the car seat and tilts his head to the ceiling.
You scoff, âThatâs the part youâre choosing to focus on? Not the fact that your smartass comments got youââ
âYou love my smartass comments.â
You fight the urge to strangle the already injured man.
You and Dean areâŚcomplicated.
Youâre friends at best and fuck buddies at worst.
Youâre well aware youâd never be the one to lock him down, and youâd made your peace with that.
But youâd be lying if you said that the two of you didnât occasionally toe the line between situationship andâŚmore.
You knew for starters that you were the only girl friend Dean called to hang out with platonically, without the slightest assumption of sex.
You also knew that Dean had a set of Avengers boxers that he wore to sleep.
Either way, you knew things that other girls didnât, that was a fact.
Unfortunately for you, that also meant you obtained the less favored girlfriend duties.
Like making sure he took care of himself and didnât suffer some form of internal bleeding because he decided to shit talk on the ice.
âWeâre 5 minutes away.â Garret remarks from the front.
Dean limply lifts one hand to give a fragile thumbs up with a wobbly smile.
âYou look like youâre about to be sick,â Dean says groggily, somehow still managing a sleazy smirk on his face despite his injury.
You glower, âSorry that Iâm worried my friend is seriously hurt.â
âFriend? Ouch. Got demoted that easily?â
You canât help it, you snort. âShut up Di Laurentis.â
âLast name, Damn. Think I got myself in the dog house.â
You roll your eyes, stiffening when the lights of the Pittsburgh Trauma and Medical Centre flash across your window.
As Garrett parks, you open the door and tug on Deans arm to get him moving.
âCan you walk?â You ask concernedly, watching as he stumbles slightly as he gets out of the car.
He nods, looking pale in the face. You motion for Garrett to hurry up and flank Deanâs other side so the both of you can get him through the doors.
With a shaky hand and little fanfare you sign a bunch of forms before youâre called into the ED with blinding white lights and groups of nurses and doctors floating around the three of you.
Youâre ushered to a room by a lovely woman called Princess and as you settle in you canât help but bounce your legs, watching Dean and the door anxiously waiting for someone to arrive.
Garrett watches you in poorly veiled amusement, âYou look like youâre about to shit yourself.â He huffs a laugh.
Dean snorts, âThatâs not a look, she just does that.â
You slap his thigh with a petulant frown which has him theatrically wailing and you rushing to muffle his mouth with your hand lest he cause a scene.
Of course, thatâs when the door opens as one of the doctors walk in.
Your jaw slackens in horror almost simultaneously as the two of you catch sight of each other.
âDennis?!â You gasp out in shock.
Dennisâ eyes widen, his mouth forming your name is almost childlike wonder.
âHoly shit!â You laugh, moving your hand off of a suddenly quiet Deanâs mouth as you move towards your childhood friend.
âYouâre a long way away from Nebraska Denny!â You say happily, throwing your arms around him and catching him off guard as he stumbles back before the familiar feeling of his arms wrap around your waist.
You feel him laugh into your neck, squeezing you tighter and forcing a hysterical giggle out of your chest.
âIâve missed you,â he murmurs into you as he pulls away slightly, hands still on your waist but meeting your eyes.
You soften, your bottom lip wobbling slowly as you swat at his chest half heartedly, âDonât make me emotional now, itâs good to see you too.â
Youâre too invested in the sight of the little blonde you knew from high school to notice Deanâs glowering and the shared look of perplexed nature that Garrett and him share.
âDenny?â Garrett mouths at Dean, and to much of his amusement watches as the blondeâs face scrunches up in distaste.
Denny. What kind of a nickname is âDennyâ anyways. Youâve never given him a nickname, whatâs so special about this guy that he gets one and Dean doesnât?
âAnyways!â You clap your hands as you stand back, moving backwards to stand next to Deanâs bed as you sway on your toes.
âYouâre Mr Di Laurentis?â Dennis checks with him and Dean nods, trying not to growl as he watches you stare at the doctor with excitement.
Heâs starting to hate this dude.
âCan any of you tell me what happened?â Dennis asks, catching sight of Dean clutching his left side and grimacing in pain.
âHe got hit while playing, some guy body checked him into the boards and his elbow connected pretty hard with his ribs.â You remark bitterly, staring at Dean with a frown.
Dean sniffs, nodding in agreement and Dennis makes a note on his chart.
âAlright, Iâll do a physical just to feel around and see if anythingâs broken before we take some blood and do some scans just to make sure nothing serious is going on, okay?â He asks.
Dean bites back a growl again as you refuse to turn to look at him, instead nodding at Dennis like heâs the first coming of Christ.
He makes fast work of it, slowly pressing down on the readily forming bruises on Deanâs abdomen and apologizing softly when itâs sensitive to force a breath of air or a slight whimper out of Deanâs mouth.
You chew on your nails anxiously as you watch Dennis work with a sharp eye.
âWhat can we do about pain meds? Heâs been groaning since we got in the car.â Garrett remarks this time, his arms crossed as he leans against the wall.
Dennis flicks his eyes up with a look of surprise, as if heâd forgotten there was someone else there at all.
âYeahâyeah, we can totally do that. Do you have any known allergies I should know about?â
Dean frowns, thinking. âNo, I donâtââ
âHeâs allergic to penicillin.â You but in and Dean turns to stare at you in disbelief.
How do you know that?
Dennis shares an uneasy look between the two of you before nodding and turning to leave.
âAlright; good to know. I will keep you guys update but come and get me or someone else if your pain gets worse or you start to feel worse.â He mentions.
You nod hastily, turning to look at Dean with a bright smile as soon as Dennis walks out.
Deans face softens. Itâs not right to be mad at you, itâs not like you did anything.
And itâs not like he has any right to be jealous, heâs the one who said this whole thing was casual.
âSoâŚyou and the cute doctor huh?â Garret smirks, forcing you both to break eye contact.
Your face warms and you groan, placing your hands over your face.
âWas I weird? Was that weird?â You stress, looking embarrassed.
Dean frowns, âHow do you know him?â He demands.
You look confused, âI uhâwe used to go to school together in Nebraska, before I transferred to Briar.â
Garrett hums in acknowledgment, âyou guys didnât keep in contact?â
Deans whips his head to stare at his friend with an incredulous expression. He doesnât want to hear about that.
Itâs enough having the guy as his doctor and having to watch you fluster yourself whenever heâs around.
âI mean,â you shrug. âBroken Bowâs a small place and when most people get the chance to leaveâtheyâre not really too sad about what theyâre leaving behind.â
Garrett nods, sharing a small smile with you.
Dean scoffs though, âyeah he seems real beat up that heâs seeing you again.â
You frown, âyou think he doesnât like me?â You look worried, like youâre afraid that youâve overstepped and imposed yourself where youâre unwanted.
Garrett rolls his eyes, leaning forward to swat at Deanâs shoulder in reprimand.
âDonât say that,â he chastises the blond.
âHe means that he looks like heâs into you.â Garret tells you kindly.
You switch your gaze from Dean whoâs scowling to Garrett whoâs offering you a comforting expression.
âAnd thatâsâŚbad?â You hedge slowly.
âOf course itâs bad!â Dean snaps.
Garrett closes his eyes slowly, blowing out a breath, âI am going to check what theyâve got in the vending machineâs round hereâyou twoââGarret gestures largely at the two of you as he walks out of the room.
You sigh, âYou have a problem with Dennis?â
Dean attempts to cross his arms but hisses when it pulls on his injury, letting them flop uselessly next to him.
âShould I have a problem with Dennis?â Dean asks mockingly.
You growl exasperated, â I donât know Dean! Not that I know of? Heâs been perfectly nice and Iâm sure you guys would get along if you got to know him moreââ
âI donât want to get along with him!â Dean bursts out, red in the face as he scowls.
You falter, âWhat? Why?â
Dean hesitates, âBecause Iâit doesnât matter.â
Your expression hardens, âit obviously does if youâre about to chew my head off for suggesting it.â
Dean slumps in his bed, toying idly at the loose threads on the sheet.
âI justââ he blows out a breath âI donât like the idea of you going out with himâ
âWhy?â You press.
Dean grimaces, âBecause IâI like you.â He mutters lowly.
You blink slowly.
âI like you too? Dean what? weâve been sleeping together for months of course I like youââ
Dean looks like he wants to bash himself over the head with the bedpan, âNo.â He stresses.
âI like you as in, I want to be with youâexclusively.â
âOh.â
âOh?â Dean laughs incredulously. âCâmon babe, you gotta give me something more.â
You blink faster, âI justâI didnât thinkâyou said you donât date!â You hiss
Dean shrugs, an innocent yet nervous expression on his face, âI didnât.â He confirms.
âUntil you.â
You roll your eyes, âEgregious line, Di Laurentis.â
âDid it work?â
Your gaze washes over his nervous expression and you soften.
Youâre leaning over the bed before you know it, pressing a soft kiss to his lips with a smile.
âYouâre something else.â You murmur softly against his lips, both of you grinning into each otherâs mouths as your eyes meet.
âFucking finally.â You hear being muttered as Garret reopens the door to the room, a packet of chips in his left hand and a chocolate bar in his other.
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A very important snippet from Shawn Hatosy's Variety Interview about The Pitt
Part of the reason he didnât see the interview was because heâs taken a step away from social media â something that felt necessary this season as some of the commentary became too intense.
âIâve had to kind of step back. Because sometimes it goes into these weird places where if fans disagree about a character, they start to turn on each other. That is not what this is supposed to be,â he says. âAll through my career, Iâve had a pretty good relationship with social media, but now, seeing how all this is unfolding, Iâm kind of reevaluating what that looks like.â
So-called "fans" need to read this over and over until it's burned into the backs of their eyelids, and then fucking reevaluate themselves.
andrew "pope" cody â the eldest cody brother who would burn the world down for the people he cares for. who was taught violence before he was ever taught how to be loved.
masterlist â đŚđ˘đđĄđđđĽ "đŤđ¨đđđ˛" đŤđ¨đđ˘đ§đđŻđ˘đđđĄ (the pitt)
dr. michael "robby" robinavitch â the troubled and dearest chief attending who has an alarming amount of unresolved trauma and is 'getting help' yet seems reluctant, and in the process, hurts those who care about him. including himself.
seize the moment (hurt/comfort)
scoliosis (fluff, slightly suggestive)
take a break (angst)
take a break pt. 2 (hurt/comfort)
run an ex (fluff)
green-eyed (hurt/comfort)
not just a jacket (hurt/comfort)
too old for this (fluff blurb)
isn't really real (hurt/comfort)
baby baby (angst blurb)
no, i can't forget you (hurt/comfort)
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masterlist â đŁđđđ¤ đđđđ¨đ (the pitt)
dr. jack abbot â the beloved night shift doctor who cares about his patients and less about himself, though he covers that up with smart quips and immovable calmness during a crisis.
coffee tables pt. 1 (hurt/comfort)
coffee tables pt. 2 (hurt/comfort)
she's a menace (suggestive)
what survived the fire (discontinued series)
gym crush (fluff)
i love him (fluff)
ask me again (small hurt/comfort)
the night after (suggestive)
constellations (fluff blurb)
was it ever fake? (fluff, smut)
is it too early? (fluff blurb)
pretty fucked (small hurt/comfort)
protective (fluff)
full of life (hurt/comfort)
suggestive blurb (suggestive)
a ring (hurt/comfort)
spare keys (hurt/comfort)
nanny! (fluff)
>> nanny! prequel: jack is sick (fluff)
>> nanny! sequel: date night (wip)
younger jack abbot (fluff blurb, slightly suggestive)
old bets (hurt/comfort)
sunday morning (fluff blurb)
cold feet (hurt/comfort blurb)
why are you still here (hurt/comfort blurb)
i know this dance (fluff blurb)
Summary: You finally talked Jack into ditching the hospital for a beach getaway since every other trip you've taken together has been during colder seasons, buried under layers. Stripping down to swimwear, you're reminded of how just damn good your man looks under the Italian sun.
Warning: SMUT (MDNI 18+) established relationship, language, pet names, flashbacks to so much vacation sex (descriptions of p in v sex, oral - both m&f), heavy petting/teasing, insecurity (jack's leg and prosthetic), alcohol consumption, pushy italian man not understanding you aren't interested, protective jack, lots of physical touch (dat man is obsessed with you), dirty talk, praise, semi-public smut, (fingering), risk of getting caught, possessiveness, casual dominance, its basically a story about vacation sex, but with plot and love đââď¸
A/N: How are there not more vacation!jack fics? Please send them all my way. I hope people have some fun upcoming vacations planned as summer ramps up! GIF by @sammy-bryant found HERE. Dividers as always by @saradika-graphics.
POSITANO, AMALFI COAST ITALY
You woke slowly, the morning light filtering through the curtains of your suite at Le Sirenuse. Jack lay on his stomach beside you, one arm tucked under the pillow, the other relaxed at his side. His face was turned toward you, lashes resting against his cheeks, mouth slightly parted. You had talked your man into ditching the hospital for a sunny getaway. Jack was utterly deserving of this rest. You leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead, breathing in the faint scent of salt and his skin. He had been working tirelessly lately, and dating someone in such a high-stakes profession wasnât easy, but he had recently switched to the day shift, telling you he didnât like your opposite schedules anymore. Knowing he wanted to spend more time with you made you feel truly special.
You slipped out of bed and moved to the kitchenette, brewing coffee while the sea breeze drifted in from the open balcony doors. Once it was ready, you carried your mug outside and settled into one of the chairs overlooking the glittering water. It was Day 4 of the trip. The first day had been quiet, just wandering Positanoâs narrow streets until Jack pulled you back to the suite and fucked you deep and slow until you fell apart for him. You felt his warmth flood your pussy before you both passed out after the long travel day.
Day 2 started with you going down on him, but he stopped you before things could go further. He pulled you up, his breathing heavy, and pressed you against the wall on the private terrace. Your legs wrapped around his waist as he thrust into you with harsh rolls of his hips, the morning sun warming both of you. You came with your forehead against his shoulder, and he followed soon after, breathing hard against your neck.
You then went to the hotel pool. Jack had said he would join you after lunch, but ended up staying inside and told you he got wrapped up in a book. Later, you drove to Tramonti, toured the vineyard, and drank tons of wine and cheese for hours. You both were probably a bit tipsy by the time you came back for dinner to sober up with some food and water. Before you went to sleep, you enjoyed another round. Jack ate you out from behind before bending you over the bed, taking his time to reach that spot that had your vision swimming with tears and your voice breaking over his name while he whispered words of encouragement in your ear. His teeth bared when he pumped you full of his spend, and you continued to scream his name into the mattress.
Yesterdayâs boat cruise was an 8-hour journey along a breathtaking coastline, featuring sights like Emerald Grotto, Furore Fjord, Amalfi, Maiori, Minori, Atrani, and Nerano. Despite the warm sun and the stunning scenery, Jack stayed in his T-shirt and jeans the entire time, while you relaxed in your bikini and cover-up. Both of you ended up talking with a lovely couple visiting from California. For most of the cruise, you hung out with them, sharing stories and enjoying the beautiful views together before returning to the hotel and just sleeping in each otherâs arms. Â
You sipped your coffee and cast a quick glance back inside. Jack was stirring, still half-asleep. You couldnât stop thinking about how something was slightly off with Jack, and you werenât an idiot. This was the first summer (and first beachy vacation) youâd taken together in the two years youâd been a couple. The other big trips had been travelling across the Maritime Canadian provinces one autumn, and exploring Japan one winter, hopping between cities on train platforms and staying bundled in layers the entire time. In his everyday life, it was rare for Jack to wear shorts unless he was in the privacy of your shared homeâhe even preferred his athletic pants when he ran every day back in Pittsburgh. But here, in this quiet, sun-soaked place, you hoped he might finally feel comfortable enough to shed those layers, to wear shorts or trunks like everyone else.
The soft scrape of crutches pulled your attention away from the glittering sea. Jack stepped onto the balcony without his prosthetic, the morning light catching the smooth, healed skin just below his knee. His chest was bare, and his boxer briefs hung low on his hips, revealing the sharp cut of muscle that disappeared beneath the waistband. His curls were mussed, eyes still heavy-lidded from rest. God, he looked so fucking good on vacation.
"You look beautiful," he said, voice gravel-rough from sleep, the corner of his mouth lifting in that familiar half-smile.
Warmth bloomed in your chest. "I never want to leave this place. Itâs perfect."
Jack lowered himself into the chair beside you and set the crutches aside. You reached for the bare skin of his amputated limb, fingers gliding over the smooth, warm flesh to massage it. He let out a low, rumbling groan, head tipping back against the chair, throat working as his eyes fluttered half-shut. The sound vibrated straight through you, heat pooling low in your belly.
You leaned in to quickly kiss him, not thinking it would escalate to anything, but then his hand slid up your side, strong fingers curling around your waist as he pulled you onto his lap. Your thighs spread over him, the heat of his body pressing up between your legs. His mouth claimed yours again, tongue sliding hot and deliberate against yours. He cupped your breast beneath your shirt, thumb dragging slow circles around your nipple until it tightened into a stiff peak. You felt yourself growing slick, the fabric of your underwear clinging damply as he rocked you subtly against the thickening ridge in his briefs.
"Feel that?" Jack murmured against your lips. "See how fucking hard you make me?"
"I have plans for us this morning," you whined as you began to pull away. "Stop trying to distract me."
"Weâre on vacation, pretty sure this right here is the plan," his hand drifted lower, palm pressing firmly between your thighs, rubbing slow, teasing circles over the damp cotton. You whimpered softly, hips twitching forward into his touch. Your lips parted, breath coming quicker as your fingers curled into his shoulders. Jackâs eyes stayed locked on your face, watching every flicker of pleasure cross your expressionâthe way your lashes fluttered, the soft sound that escaped your throat when he pressed a little harder.
"Thatâs it, pretty girl," he whispered, lips brushing the shell of your ear. His palm rocked against your clit through the thin fabric, steady and deliberate, building the ache until your thighs trembled around him. You could smell the faint musk of his skin, hear the distant crash of waves below, feel the sun warming your back as your body grew hotter, wetter, needier.
"J-Jack," you moaned breathlessly, feeling yourself giving in. Â
"Keep those perfect eyes on me," he demanded, his tone making you shudder.
You made sure to listen and Jackâs breathing deepenedâchest rising and falling faster, jaw tight, pupils blown wide as he watched you. A low groan rumbled from him when you rocked harder, the sound vibrating through his chest into yours.
"God, youâre the most gorgeous thing. I want to lay you out right here, and taste every inch of you until youâre shaking." His free hand slid up your spine, fingers threading into your hair as he kissed you again...slow and fucking filthy.
You moaned into his mouth, hips rolling, the wet heat between your legs growing slicker with every teasing press of his palm. Your nipples ached against the fabric of your shirt, every nerve alive and begging for more. When you finally pulled back enough to speak, voice breathy, you said:
"I booked us that Arienzo Beach Club pass for today."
"Oh?" Jackâs expression shifted instantly. The heat in his eyes cooled, the easy warmth fading.
"Yeah, itâs a short walk away."
His hand stilled between your thighs. He looked away, a deep crease forming between his brows.
"One of the hotel concierge staff told me about this little walking tour. Kind of a hiddenâgem thing. Figured we might check it out." It was a flimsy excuse, and the lie was obviousâhe probably hadnât thought about it for even a second before saying it.
You leaned closer, voice dropping into something silky. "Donât you want to be in one of those private cabanas with me?"
He withdrew his hand with a final, reluctant twitch of his fingers, then gently lifted you from his lap and settled you onto the chair beside him. Leaning over, he pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder.
"I don't want to take away from your beach time. You should go, and we can meet up afterwards."
Jack reached for his crutches, stood, and headed inside without another word. The door clicked shut behind him, and the sound of running water soon drifted out. The frustration (and horniness) hit you hard, twisting together in your chest as you sat alone on the balcony, the morning sun suddenly feeling too bright...and too empty.
The water hit Jackâs skin hard, almost scalding, but he didnât turn it down as he sat on his shower chair. He braced one hand against the tile with his head bowed down. He hated disappointing you. Hated the look in your eyes when he shut down.
Traveling with him wasnât simple, and he knew it. Checking his crutches at the airport. Packing the waterproof (swim leg) prosthetic. Making sure the shower chair fit in his duffle. Calling hotels ahead of time to double-check handicap accessibility, even when they promised everything was fine. It was exhausting. It required planning. It was stressful.
And he hated that you had to deal with any of it.
What he hated more was the thought that you might be pretending it didn't matter.
He pressed his forehead against the tile, letting the fear and selfâloathing churn through him. Jackâs insecurities about his leg didnât usually own him. Most days, he moved through the world with his usual stubborn defiance. But trips like this, where his body was on display and mobility mattered⌠it brought every buried doubt roaring back. He hated the way he felt less on days like thisâless capable, less appealing, less easy, less fun. He hated that he had to think about terrain, distance, accessibility, and pain levels. Hated that spontaneity wasnât simple for him.
Jack also didn't want you dealing with the stares at the pool or the beach. The curious looks, the pitying ones, the ones that stuck around too long. He didn't want to slow you down. Didn't want to be the thing you had to work around. Didn't want to be the weight dragging down your plans. The truth was he wanted the cabana, the sun, and your skin under his hands.
He stepped out of the shower, steam curling around him as he reached for the towel. He dried off, sat on the bench, and reached for the prosthetic. The socket slid on with a familiar hiss of air, the weight settling against his residual limb. He flexed his foot experimentally, testing the response. Good. No pain today, at least. He dressed quickly, and when he emerged into the suite, you were already dressed. The cover-up was one of his favoritesâthat lavender cream-colored thing that fell from your shoulders and hinted at the curves beneath without revealing them. Your sunglasses were pushed up on your head, holding back your hair, and you were reaching for a book from the side table, your tote bag already slung over your shoulder.
His chest tightened. You'd been ready to go without him.
"No brunch together?" he asked, and even he could hear the wounded edge in his voice.
You glanced up, and he watched your expression shiftâa flicker of something that might have been frustration, quickly smoothed over into something lighter.
"The beach club pass includes food and alcohol," you said, moving toward him with that knowing smile playing at your lips. "But I was waiting for you to get out of the shower to ask if you wanted to eat with me first. You knowâŚif you have time before that 'walking tour' of yours." The sarcasm was gentle, but it was there.
He deserved that.
"I do have time," Jack said quietly. He closed the distance between you and kissed you, pouring everything he couldn't quite say into the press of his mouth against yours. When he pulled back, he kept his forehead against yours.
"I love you," he murmured. You were quiet for a moment, and he felt the weight of what you werenât saying hang between you. He appreciated that you weren't calling him out, weren't demanding explanations or forcing a conversation he wasn't quite ready to have. But he also knew you deserved better than a man who was too afraid to just be with you at the beach.
"I love you too," you replied, and because you were perfect, you changed the subject as you both headed toward the door.
"There are rumors that George and Amal got here last night," you winked, stepping into the hallway. "They might be staying at this very hotel."
Jack followed, catching your hand and bringing your fingers to his lips as you walked toward the elevator. "I still can't believe you read celebrity gossip," he said, against your skin, a smile playing at the corner of his mouth as you pressed the elevator button. You were a highly respected wealth advisor at a massive institution managing over $7 billion in assets. Jack found it fascinating that you could dissect market volatility before breakfast and had an encyclopedic knowledge of who was dating who in Hollywood.
"It's Page Six," you squeaked in protest, as the elevator doors slid open. "It's basically required reading."
He grinned, watching you step into the elevator with that easy confidence you carried everywhere. God, he loved you.
"Oh, and Dua Lipa and Callum Turner just got married," you added as the doors closed, descending toward the lobby. "She looked so beautiful in her custom Schiaparelli skirt suit."
Jack paused. "Who?â
You gave him a look that suggested this was common knowledge as the elevator dinged softly. "Youâre lucky youâre hot."
The sun blazed overhead, turning the water into liquid sapphire that stretched out in gentle rolls toward the horizon. You peeled off your cover-up in the cabana, the purple bikini clinging tighter than your usual suits, and the bottoms riding high on your hips. A quick squeeze of sunscreen across your shoulders and thighs left your skin gleaming. The beach wasnât deserted, with couples lounging on loungers, and a few families splashing at the shoreline. But, the crowd was sparse compared to the packed stretches you had seen elsewhere. You wished Jack were here with you.
You settled into the padded chair, watching the scene unfold. A silver-haired man in linen shorts kept his arm draped around a much younger woman in a white micro-bikini; she laughed at everything he said and let him feed her strawberries from a silver bowl. Two cabanas down, another older man scrolled on his phone while his companion, maybe 22, knelt between his knees applying lotion to his calves, her ass in the air. The dynamic was clear everywhere you looked: older money, younger beauty, easy transactions wrapped in flirtation and sunblock.
A young waiter in crisp, white shorts and a polo shirt appeared at the edge of the cabana, a small notepad in hand.
"Good afternoon. Can I start you with any drinks from the beach bar?" he asked with a surprisingly Australian accent.
"A mojito, please."
"Right away, Signorina," the waiter said with a polite nod, already turning to head back to the thatch-roofed bar nestled among the palms. Less than five minutes later, the waiter was back, presenting a tall, frosty glass.
"Grazie," you said.
The mojito was perfect and just what you needed.
You cracked open one of the paperbacks you had packed, but then your phone buzzed with that unmistakable Outlook chime you had sworn you were ignoring this whole trip. Youâd been doing a surprisingly good job of not checking work emails on this trip, but curiosity tugged at you until you finally reached for the phone, muttering to yourself that you were just as bad as Jack when it came to being too dedicated to your job. One new email sat at the top from a long-time client whose portfolio had taken a beating in the market downturn. The message detailed how he'd panic-sold half his positions at the bottom last week; now he was second-guessing everything and wanted to move the rest into cash. You sighed, closed the app, and tried to focus on your book instead.
After a while, the heat became too much. You walked down to the water, the first cool rush licking up your calves, then your thighs, until you dove under. The sea felt silky against your sunscreen-slick skin, the salt stinging pleasantly at the edges of your bikini. You swam lazy laps parallel to the shore, and the current tugging gently at your body. When your arms started to tire, you waded back out, droplets sliding down your stomach.
You were halfway to the cabana when a tall man in board shorts stepped into your path.
"Bella, you swim like a goddess," he said in a thick Italian accent, eyes dropping to your chest. You smiled politely and kept walking, but he matched your pace.
"Youâre not from around here, are you?"
"Nope."
"That explains it," he said, grinning. "The locals donât look like you."
"Lucky them," you muttered.
"I would love to buy you a drink," he said, stepping a little closer.
"I can buy my own drink," you said, tone still polite but firmer now.
He tilted his head, amused. "Ah, independent."
"I guess."
"Come on, bella. One drink. Youâll enjoy it."
"Iâm not interested."
"Oof. Youâre breaking my heart here," he said, acting wounded. You closed your eyes for just a moment, gathering patience.
"Youâll live." You sort of hated that you had to say the next part, "Also, I have a boyfriend," but it felt like he was operating under the assumption that your rejection needed a reason he would accept. A simple lack of interest wasnât going to be one. Maybe if you referenced another man's 'claim' on you, he would take you seriously.
"If you looked like that and were mine, I wouldnât let you out of my sight, bella."
"Good thing Iâm not yours, then."
He opened his mouth to fire back, but then his expression shifted. Not toward you, but past you.
A familiar voice cut through the air behind you, calm but edged with steel.
"Is there a fucking reason youâre harassing her?"
You were shocked to see Jack standing shirtless in swim trunks and a t-shirt twisted between his hands. The afternoon light was catching the scatter of freckles across his shoulders, chest, and arms. His salt and pepper curls looked so fucking luscious on this trip. His jaw was clenched, his hazel eyes fixed on the man with an intensity that made the air itself feel heavy. He didn't raise his voice. Didn't need to. There was something about the way he looked at peopleâŚthat did all the talking.
The Italian man straightened, but you could see the hesitation flicker across his face. Jack took a step forward, unhurried, and his waterproof prosthetic (swim leg) caught the light as his leg shifted beneath him with each measured stride. The man's eyes locked onto it for a fraction of a second, and his confident smirk faltered.
"I asked you a question," Jack said, his voice dropping lower, more dangerous. "You deaf, or just stupid?"
"Look, I didn't meanâ"
"You didn't mean to be a disrespectful asshole?" Jack's smile was all teeth, no warmth. The man took an actual step back. Jack didn't move; he just continued to look at him, that cold, assessing stare that suggested he had already decided exactly what he'd do if this continued.Â
"Listen carefully, you prick," Jack's voice was ice. "Women deal with enough without guys like you pretending that persistence is charming. She said she wasnât interested. Thatâs your fucking cue to leave."
The man held up his hands and practically stumbled backward. "I'm g-going. I'mâI'm g-gone."
You stared at Jack, surprised and instantly warm between your thighs at the protective edge in his tone. He rarely swooped in, usually letting you fight your own battles and handle your own shit. But this was different; he had stepped in because someone had disrespected you, not because you were his property to protect. He did it without that ugly display of ownership and gross possessive edge some men mistook for devotion.
Jack balled up the t-shirt in his hand and tossed it into the cabana behind him before he grabbed your towel without a word and began drying you, slow passes over your arms, your stomach, the curve of your ass. The towel moved across your shoulder blades with surprising gentleness, and you realized his jaw had already unclenched.
"You okay?" he grunted, tossing the towel aside. You turned to face him, still damp, still warm from the sun and something else entirely.
"Yeah. I am."
He tucked a wet strand of hair behind your ear, his thumb brushing your cheekbone. "Good."
"That was a little caveman of you," you murmured, the corner of your mouth lifting.
"Yeah, well," he muttered, while a faint flush crept up his neck, settling high on his cheekbones. "He was out of line."
You stepped closer, nudging his arm with your shoulder.
"Relax, handsome," you said, smile widening. "I liked it." You pulled him into the cabana, the canvas flaps falling closed behind you. The waiter appeared almost immediately to take your drink orders. Once he returned, Jack took his beer and settled on the wide lounger, pulling you between his legs so your back rested against his chest. You set your second mojito of the day on the mantle nearby. His hands stayed on you, thumb stroking the inside of your thigh, fingers tracing the edge of your bikini bottom.
After the waiter left, the mood shifted. Jackâs fingers stilled. "Iâm sorry about earlier," he admitted quietly. "Over the years, Iâve just⌠gotten tired of the stares. I didn't want you dealing with people looking at my prosthetic, wondering what you're doing with me. HonestlyâŚ" his voice dropped to a mutter, barely loud enough for you to catch. "âŚsometimes I wonder what youâre doing with me."
You turned in his arms, cupping his face, and his eyes that now looked green were fixed somewhere past your shoulder.
"Jack, look at me." You waited until his eyes met yours. "Talk to me."
"I can't remember the last time I went to a beach or a pool without dreading it. Years, probably. I've spent so long avoiding situations like thisâall the stares, the questions people have asked, the way I've convinced myself that you probably regret travelling here instead of going with someone who could just... be normal."
"Hey." You tilted his chin up. "Stop. You are normal. And I'm not going anywhere."
"You say that nowâ"
"I'm not finished." You softened your tone but kept it firm. "I know you've probably convinced yourself that your prosthetic makes you less than, or that it's some kind of burden to be around." You traced his jawline. "But that's not the truth, Jack. Not even close." He exhaled slowly, his shoulders dropping slightly as he listened. "I love every part of you. Your leg doesn't change thatâit never could." You kissed his forehead, then his temple, then his lips. "I love you."
His arms tightened around you, pulling you closer.
"And I really appreciate you for being here, and coming to the beach," you continued, your voice soft against his skin. "But I don't ever want you to put yourself in a situation where you feel uncomfortable either. It doesn't matter if we're here or in fucking Antarctica. I just want to spend time with you. That's it. That's all that matters to me." He pulled back just enough to look at you, his expression vulnerable. "If something doesn't feel right," you said, brushing a curl from his forehead, "you tell me. We figure it out together. We do what feels good for usânot what you think you're supposed to do or what you think I want. Your comfort matters just as much as mine."
His eyes glistened slightly as he nodded, his jaw working like he was fighting to keep his composure.
"For the record. Iâm loving this trip, sweetheart. This might be the best vacation Iâve ever been on."
"Really?" you asked meekly.
Jack swallowed, his gaze locked on your mouth. "Really."
You leaned in and kissed him, slow and deep. His palm slid up your side, thumb brushing the underside of your breast through the thin purple fabric, before he cupped you fully, squeezing just enough to make your breath hitch.
"7 more days of paradise," you murmured against his lips when you finally pulled back, voice dreamy. You had an early flight tomorrow flying out to Palermo to wrap up your vacation in Sicily and spend ample time visiting the island. It was a very much needed 2 weeks off.
Jack smirked, teeth grazing your bottom lip. "I could get used to this. You, half-naked all the time. Might never let you put clothes on again." He nipped at your jaw, then kissed the spot heâd bitten. You pulled back with a soft laugh, eyeing his pale, freckled skin (and the faint farmerâs tan he would absolutely deny having).
"Weâre going to need another bottle of sunscreen just for you," you said as you reached for the bottle.
"For the record, I can tan," he rolled his eyes. "Eventually⌠After several medical interventions."
You giggled, squeezing sunscreen into your palms and began smoothing it over his chest and shoulders, careful and thorough. His skin warmed quickly under your hands, and he stayed still, letting you work while he reached down to cover the top of his thighs. Once you were done, he tugged you closer again. His hands never left youâstroking, squeezing, mapping every inch like he couldnât get enough. The cabana stayed quiet except for the distant waves and the low murmur of your voices, the two of you wrapped around each other while the sun climbed higher outside.
"I havenât seen this bikini before," he said, voice low. "Itâs fucking sexy on you. Those little triangles barely cover anything. I keep thinking about peeling them off."
"You donât think itâs too revealing?" you teased.
"Baby, itâs perfect. You look incredible. I canât stop touching you." There was something almost disorienting about the way he was looking at you⌠like you were the only thing in his entire world worth seeing. It was still hard to understand why Jack saw you as sexy. Past boyfriends had never made you feel that way⌠but Jack? He fucking worshipped you. You had never experienced this kind of adoration before. Being someone's everything.
You lounged together for a while, then swam into the ocean. The water enveloped you both in its cool, briny embrace as Jack pulled you deeper, the waves lapping at your breasts while the sandy bottom shifted beneath your feet. The scent of sea air and his natural musk filled your nostrils, heightening every sensation as his breath mingled with yours in short, excited puffs. He leaned in, pressing his lips to yours, with your tongues dancing in a playful, teenage frenzy of sucking and exploring every corner of each other's mouths. Salty droplets ran down your faces, mixing into the kiss, while the smell of wet skin and ocean breeze enveloped you. His hands were on your hips, and he pulled you tighter against the hard evidence of his own arousal pressing through his swim trunks.
A sharp gasp hitched in your throat, your eyes flying wide.
"Jack," you whispered, your voice a shaky mix of awe and sudden, dizzying arousal. "What are you doing?"
A slow, utterly wicked smile spread across his lips, and his eyebrows lifted in a silent, unmistakable challenge.
"Shhh, just relax," he murmured, his lips brushing your ear. "I've got you."
You felt his fingers trace the edge of your swimsuit bottoms, a teasing hint that made your breath catch. "Jack, waitâ" you breathed, your voice tight with a fear that was half genuine alarm, half intoxicating thrill. Your gaze shot to the shore, a frantic scan of the distant, blurred figures. "Someone could... what if someone sees."
"Half are asleep,â he whispered, his breath hot on your damp skin. "The other half are staring at their phones, trying to figure out if the weird shadow on their screen is a cloud or a notification that their life is profoundly boring." He dipped his head, his nose gliding along the column of your throat, inhaling the scent of saltwater and sunscreen on your skin.
His logic was a seductive trap.
"But..." you managed to say (not really knowing what else to say), as your hips gave a tiny, involuntary roll against his hard cock.
He hushed you gently, nuzzling into the damp hair at your temple. "I'm just finishing what I started earlier," he whispered, his voice a low, tender rumble. "Let me take care of you now."
His fingers slipped beneath the fabric, and your eyes went wide. A soft, surprised "oh" escaped you as he found your clit, circling with a touch that was electrifying. You could hear the distant laughter and chatter of beachgoers, the rhythmic crash of waves, but it all faded into the background.
Jack loved watching that little hitch in your breath. He loved that he could undo you like this. You were usually all sharp wit and raised eyebrows, but hereâŚhere you were just soft sighs and pliant for him. Your fingers dug into his shoulders, clinging for stability as your knees felt weak, even supported by the water.
"Jack," you breathed out, the name itself a plea. The sun warmed the top of your head while the underwater world remained your private haven.
"I know, baby," he murmured, his lips pressing a soft kiss just below your jaw. "Youâre doing so good for me."
You were so responsive. Every little circle, every shift of his fingers, and you were shivering. He was looking at your face⌠and all the tension was gone. Just pure, sweet surrender. He could do this forever, just watching you fall apart. His fingers continued their gentle, persistent torment. Then, slowly, he began to slide a finger inside you. The sensation made you gasp sharply, your body tensing for a split second at the new, fuller pressure.
"Shhh, easy," he soothed, his voice a velvet command. He stilled his hand, letting you adjust, his thumb never ceasing its soft circles. "Just relax into it, sweetheart. There you go⌠thatâs my girl."
As your body accepted him, he began a slow, shallow rhythm, his finger moving in and out with a slippery ease aided by the water and your own growing wetness. Your head lolled against his shoulder, your mouth falling open in a silent, overwhelmed gasp. The dual sensations were too muchâthe focused, maddening friction of his thumb and the soft, filling stretch of his finger moving inside you. A low, helpless moan finally broke free.
Jack caught the sound with his mouth, kissing you deeply, swallowing your noises as the waves gently rocked you both. His kiss was tender but consuming, his tongue stroking yours in time with the rhythm of his hand. When he broke for air, his praise was a hot whisper against your slick lips.
"Listen to you," he breathed, his own voice rough with want. "So pretty. So perfect.â
His movements became more deliberate, his thick finger curling slightly, searching. When he found that sweet spot inside you, your entire body jolted against him. A sharp, broken cry tore from your throat.
"God, Jack, please..." you whimpered.
"There?" he asked, his voice thick with satisfaction. He pressed against it again, and your second cry was louder, less controlled, a raw sound of pleasure that echoed slightly over the water before being swallowed by a wave. Jackâs eyes, filled with lust, flicked toward the distant, indistinct shapes on the shore.
"Shhh, baby," he whispered, but there was a new, teasing edge to his tenderness. He pressed another soft kiss to your temple. "You donât want everyone to hear, do you?"
He curled his finger again, rubbing that sensitive spot of yours. Another moan, high and desperate, was ripped from you as your hips jerked against his hand. You tried to stifle it, biting your lip, but it was useless. The pleasure was too overwhelming.
A low, husky chuckle vibrated against your skin. His lips were right by your ear. "Or⌠maybe you do," he murmured, his voice dripping with knowing amusement. "Maybe you like the idea that someone might hear how good I make you feel."
He added a second finger alongside the first, stretching you just a little more, the sensation making you gasp. Every slight shift of your bodies rubbed him against you.
"Fuck," he groaned, the word strained. His fingers never stopped their sinful work, pumping into you with a steady, deepening rhythm now, his thumb a consistent counterpoint on your clit.
"God, I wish I could fuck you right now. Make you scream my name so loud the whole beach knows who you belong to."
The vividness of his words, the possessive heat in them, sent a fresh wave of arousal crashing through you. Your own sounds were becoming impossible to controlâsoft, choked sobs of pleasure with every inward stroke of his fingers.
"Jack..." your voice, a ragged, breathless mess against his neck. "Jack... I love you. I love you, don't stop, please don't ever stop..." The words tumbled out, unfiltered and soaked in pure, delirious pleasure. You were babbling, lost in the storm he was orchestrating with his hands. He shushed you again, but it was a mockery of comfort now. He loved this. He loved the raw, unfiltered honesty of your pleasure, the way you completely fell apart for him and him alone. Hearing you babble his name and those three little words while he had you at his mercy was the most potent aphrodisiac he'd ever known.
He trailed his mouth down your jaw, your neck, sucking a wet, salty path to your collarbone. The contrast of his hot mouth and the cool ocean sent shivers racing over your skin, pulling you tighter against his hard cock.
"I love you too," he murmured, while his eyes held yours, with flecks of green and gold that were endless. "You're going to come for me right here." His fingers curled, pressing that perfect spot with unerring precision as he spoke. "And when you do, I want you thinking about how when we go back to the hotel room, I'm going to spend an hour between your legs, tasting you until you come over and over again, just from my tongue."
"Oh f-fuck," you gasped, feeling your orgasm building, a tidal wave of sensation starting deep in your belly, threatening to crest and drown you with the cool water lapping at your waist. Your hips began to move against his hand of their own volition, a frantic, shallow rhythm seeking more friction, more of him.
"And when you're shaking, when you're begging for it, that's when I'm finally going to fuck you."
He saw the panic and the pleasure warring in your eyes, the desperate clamp of your jaw as you fought to stay quiet. It only spurred him on. His thumb became relentless on your clit, a firm, circling pressure, while his fingers fucked into you with a deep, steady rhythm that hit that perfect, devastating spot every single time.
"Hard and fast," he growled, his own breath starting to come faster, his control fraying at the edges just watching you. "I'm going to fill you up so completely that you'll feel me for days. You're going to come on my cock just like you're coming on my fingers right now, aren't you, baby?"
The command in his voice, and the vivid promise, was the final thread to snap. Your body went rigid, a silent scream locked in your throat as the orgasm detonated, a white-hot shockwave of pure, shattering pleasure.
He saw it the second it hit youâthe way your eyes rolled back, the tears that instantly welled and spilled over. He captured your mouth in a deep, consuming kiss, swallowing every choked sob and whimper of ecstasy. His tongue swept against yours, tender and claiming, as he gentled the movements of his hand. He tasted the salt of your tears and felt the helpless tremors still coursing through your limbs.
You were a boneless, quivering weight against him, your face buried in the damp skin of his neck, breathing in the scent of salt, sunscreen, and him. His own breathing was ragged, his body a tightly coiled line of tension pressed against your stomach. For a long moment, he just held you, one arm a solid band around your back, the other hand gently cupping the back of your head.
"You did so good for me."
He shifted slightly, and you could feel him. The hard, insistent length of his cock straining against the fabric of his swim trunks, pressing into your stomachâa stark contrast to your own spent, liquid state. A weak sound of concern escaped your lips.
"Don't you worry about that." Jack gave a strained chuckle, the sound vibrating through you. "We'll take care of it later. Right now... we'll get you some water. And some shade."
He turned around, and you draped limply over the broad expanse of his back. Your cheek rested against the wet skin between his shoulder blades; the world reduced to the sound of his breathing and the gentle lap of the water as he swam. He reached the shallows where the waves gently broke. With a grunt of effort, he stood up, the water dropping from his torso. He kept you secure on his back, your legs hooked over his hips, his hands firmly under your thighs.
Jack walked up the beach in an almost casual stride, nodding at a few scattered sunbathers who glanced your way and were probably staring at his swim leg prosthetic (or his raging hard-on). You, clinging to him, were just the tired girlfriend getting a piggyback ride from her attentive boyfriend. The perfect, innocent picture. He reached the private cabana, and with a final, effortless heave, he swung you gently off his back, depositing you onto the lounger. Â You landed with a soft thump, your limbs still feeling like over-cooked spaghetti.
He turned and grabbed the bottles of chilled water that the waiter offered immediately. Crouching down in front of you, he uncapped it with a sharp twist.
"Open," he said, his voice low. He didn't hand you the bottle. Instead, he brought it to your lips. When you parted them automatically, he tilted it, the cold water pouring into your mouth. "Drink," he ordered, watching your throat work as you swallowed. A little trickled down your chin, and his gaze followed the droplet's path over your collarbone. You drank until the bottle was empty.
"Thank you," you whispered, the words barely audible. A shaky, sated smile touched your lips as you looked up at him through half-lidded eyes.
"Good girl," he said, his voice dropping that utterly intimate register of his. He leaned in, his lips brushing your forehead in a kiss.
"You wore me out," you mumbled, your voice thick and drowsy. Your head lolled back against the cabana bed. The sun felt like a warm blanket, and the intense pleasure had left your body feeling heavy, deliciously used, and utterly spent. "Just... gonna close my eyes for a minute..."
Your words slurred into a soft sigh as your eyelids fluttered shut. The world faded to the sound of the distant waves and the feeling of the warm lounger beneath you. You were already slipping into a contented, post-coital doze. He watched you, the bottle of water hanging loosely from his fingers. You were his masterpiece... and beautifully ruined. He sat down in the shade, the frame creaking softly under his weight, and leaned back, stretching his legs out.
"Come here," he said, his voice leaving no room for question. He patted his chest, right over his heart.
Still floating in that boneless, sated haze, you didn't hesitate. You crawled the short distance from where you were and settled against him, your head finding its perfect place on the solid pillow of his muscle. His arm came around you, heavy and secure, his hand splaying possessively over the curve of your hip. His other hand began tracing those lazy, hypnotic circles on the small of your back.
Your eyelids grew too heavy to hold open.
"I love you," you murmured.
"I love you," he echoed, just as you were slipping away.
You stirred, consciousness returning slowly, and pleasantly. The world came back in pieces: the dappled shade of the cabana, the distant cry of seagulls, the solid, warm weight beneath you. You blinked, your eyes adjusting, and glanced at your phone screen where it lay beside the lounger. 4:00 PM. Youâd been out for over an hour.
You tilted your head up. He was awake, watching you from behind his sunglasses, a soft, unguarded curve to his mouth. You leaned up and pressed a slow, lingering kiss to his lips.
"Mmm," you hummed against his mouth as you pulled back just an inch. "I think I need a snack before dinner. All that... 'swimming'.. worked up an appetite." His hand slid from your back to cup your ass, giving it a firm, appreciative squeeze.
"Is that right?" he said, his voice gravelly with disuse. "What kind of snack are you craving?"
"Something sweet," you teased, nipping lightly at his bottom lip. "Maybe something I can eat right here."
"Tempting.â His gaze was hot and appreciative. "But if I start feeding you here, we won't make it to dinner. Let's pack up." He gave your ass one last, playful smack before releasing you. "Up you get."
You pouted dramatically, making a show of stretching your still-tingling limbs. He stood, pulling his t-shirt over his head, the fabric clinging briefly to his torso.
"Watching the people here is fascinating, isn't it?" he mused, his tone conversational but his eyes locked on you. You followed his gaze out to the beach. A group of young women were taking an absurd number of selfies a little way down the shore, angling their bodies and drinks just so.
"Right?" you squealed, playing along, putting a hand on your hip and mimicking their poses with exaggerated flair. "The struggle is so real! Do I look aspirational? Do I look like I have my life together?
He chuckled, shaking his head as he finished smoothing his shirt.
"You," he said, stepping close and pulling you to the edge of the sofa bed, "look like you just got fucked senseless. Which is infinitely better."
You laughed and swatted his chest, and wriggled out of his grasp to reach for your cover-up draped over the back of a chair and shimmied into it. The two of you stepped out of the cabana and began walking hand-in-hand, but you were surprised when Jack started pulling you closer to the shore. You saw Jack raise a hand, catching the eye of one of the influencer girls from the selfie group. She was tall and clad in a minuscule neon green bikini, her phone held up as she surveyed the light.
"Scusi," he called. He made a frame with his fingers, pointing at you and himself, then pretended he was taking a picture with an invisible camera. She immediately lowered her own phone.
"Oh! Photo! Yes, of course, I speak English," she said, her accent a pleasant, unplaceable blend, as she gracefully stepped away from her own photoshoot.
He handed her his phone, while whispering to you. "Is it that obvious that I'm American?"
"Yes," you giggled.
She grinned, positioning you both close, his arm tight around your waist, his waterproof prosthetic clearly visible in the frame. The fact that he wanted the photo with his leg showing made your eyes sting. Influencer girl took a few steps back, expertly using the natural light and the stunning views as her canvas.
"Get closer! Yes, like that. Perfect."
He pressed a kiss to your temple as the girl snapped the first photo.
"Beautiful! Now look at each other. Give me a real smile!" she coached, moving slightly to adjust the angle.
You turned your face toward Jack, and the look in his eyes stole your breath. It was open affection, a quiet joy at simply being there with you, exactly as you both were. Your smile changed, becoming real and unguarded. The camera clicked several times in rapid succession.
"Amazing! You two are gorgeous. That light is everything."
"Grazie," Jack said, the Italian word clumsy but earnest.
"Thank you," you said.
As the girl returned Jack's phone, she lingered for a moment and asked the usual small talk question about where you were from. You answered, and within seconds, the conversation shifted with the realization that you and she had grown up in the same country. What a small world. Your attention was suddenly fully on her, and you were completely absorbed talking to her in your native mother tongue and discussing the last time you had been back home. Jack took advantage of the moment and opened his messages to Robby and attached one of the many photos.
Surprisingly, Robby answered almost instantly since it was a little past 10 AM, which was usually when he sneaked in a snack.
Robby: Sheâs so out of your league. Â
Jack snorted under his breath. Out of his league? Absolutely. Heâd known that from day one, and he still couldnât believe youâd chosen him anyway. His thumb hovered over the send button for a full second before he finally tapped his next message.
Jack: I think Iâm going to do it tonight.
Robby: Holy shit. About damn time, youâve been carrying that ring around for a year.
Jack: Iâm nervous as hell.
Robby: Sheâs perfect. Go get her, brother.
Robby then sent another quick message.
Robby: You look happy. Happier than Iâve ever seen you.
Jack thought about the man heâd been before he met you. He was convinced that good things werenât meant for him. And then you showed upâŚand you made him want things heâd never let himself want.
When Jack looked up, you were turning back toward him, waiting with that patient little smile he loved more than he could ever say. Jack smiled, slipped the phone away, and reached for your hand as you walked back toward the hotel.
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thinking about jack who catches you staring at yourself in the mirror, hunched over like a gremlin with a frown and a pout on your face.
ah, he thinks, i know this dance
"honey?" he walks over to you, circling his arms around your stomach. "what's going on in that pretty head of yours, huh?"
your frown deepens as you lean on him. "you've made me fat."
he chuckles. "me?"
"they call it happy weight." you cover yourself with your arms, "the weight you gain when you're in a happy relationship."
"isn't that a good thing?"
"the happy thing? yes." you say. "the gaining weight part? not so much."
jack hums. "i think you look beautiful like this."
"pish posh."
he laughs. "seriously. i've gained weight, too. it's okay. like you said, it's happy weight."
"it's okay for you, you're a guy!" you argue, "you gain weight and nobody says anything. i gain weight and my familyâ no, society, has to comment about it every time."
ok maybe i don't know this dance. jack takes his words back.
you sigh and pause before saying. "i'm skipping dinner."
"what? honey, you can't not eat dinner, you havenât eaten all day-"
"i'm going on a diet!" you shout as you walk away.
"honey, come on," jack follows you, "you're beautiful. i mean it. i like seeing you so happy when you eat. i like taking care of you. i love you-and always will-no matter how you look."
he stands in front of you. "i don't want you starving yourself just because the world's beauty standards are ridiculous."
you look at him with a frown, but the warmth in your chest can't lie. "...fine."
yup, still got it. jack proudly thinks to himself while going to the kitchen to cook you something.
âAI fanfic sounds like it was written by a wattpad 13 year oldâ? WRONG!!! AI could never replicate the raw self-indulgent mischaracterization and beautifully unrealistic plot holes of an 8th grader discovering her first sad fictional man.
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