bang it! bite it! bruise it!

without arts & crafts we are in hell

The OBSESSION with identity is so crazy like the view that when you do something it immediately becomes part of your identity and all the parts of you have to click together to become “person who wakes up early” or “person who reads” no you can literally just do something without restructuring your whole performance of personhood around it. I don’t know what to tell you except that you will never be able to have an entirely unfractured view of yourself or that you will be able to rationalize all the complex parts of yourself into the phrase “person who x” like you should just be doing things without performing them. Or aestheticizing them. Just try different things on and keep what works for you. Otherwise you will never learn and grow!

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

one thing about me is i’m gonna go lay down

“nobody wants to work anymore” yeah because everyone wants to kill themselves

life is mostly just choice. the choice to stagnate or evolve or scrape your knees or get back up or laugh or cry. every choice is yours to make and the good thing is you can choose them all

and you know what i don’t believe katy perry really kissed a girl