Bunch💜

This is Me on my way to letting go of someone :

Sometimes we want to hear it from people we love the most to say “It’s okay to choose not being there, to quit your job, to just take your time to rest, to find something that make you feel like you again”

There’s an urge to sleep, just sleep.. cut all the life out of me for a while. Like not to think about everything for a while. Silencing my thoughts. I don’t wanna feel anything, I don’t wanna see other people take it what I felt as an easy and simple things.

I miss him quite terrible but have to pretend that everything is okay, is under control, is good, like nothing happens, I’m good happy as f*ck, nothing ever matters to me, no one can shake my heart, like all is well, at all…

Maybe this is wishful thinkin'

I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending

I’m hurt.. but I don’t know what caused it. Is it my ego that doesn’t want to be left behind to see him with someone else or is it because my feeling are real…